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Eternity awaits

Sometimes I do what *I* want to do. Usually I do what I must.

About Me


How well do we honestly know another person? People are so full of self-delusions that there is no possible way they even truly know themselves. I can't tell you about myself; I know that the world I see is so tainted with my subjective viewpoint that anything I'd tell you would be a lie. Instead, take a look around at what I find to be interesting and decide for yourself who I am. I won't judge you or tell you you're wrong. I am whoever you say I am.
Either way, it's not going to make a difference in the end. We always leave the ones we love, and as time passes us by, nothing remains here that matters. Live your life as you see fit, and pay the piper at the end. If I was right, may God have mercy on your soul. If I was wrong, it didn't matter anyway.
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My Interests

Computer games (FPSs and WoW, mainly). Listening to music. Playing music. Reading. Dancing in my room. Petting my cats. Standing on the beach, staring at the sea (if you get that hidden reference, I love you, but I do enjoy it, anyway.) Driving, blasting my stereo. Watching movies. Wearing my sunglasses and looking cool. Traveling to exotic locations. Making fun of people. Browsing Newegg.
My photo album (in process)
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I'd like to meet:

Jesus.
Someone who can see past all the gilt and dross to the core within.
Someone who will love me for who I am and not who they want me to be.

Music:

Yes, please.
I prefer music that makes me feel, music that makes me think, music that wraps me in a whirlwind of emotion, wrings me out, and leaves me dry. If I can immerse myself in it, I'm all over it.
I don't think a day goes by that I don't walk around singing the songs drifting through my mind. I sit at desk at work or stand at my lab dancing with my iPod, looking like a fool...
And I really don't care.
Wow, that sounds pretentious. I'm not pretentious, am I?
Maybe.

Movies:

Movies? Don't even get me started. Yes. Movies.

Television:

I cannot STAND sitcoms or soaps, but reality shows hold a special low in my heart. I'd like to smother all of those morons who think people actually care about who they are or what they think.I don't have cable.

Books:

See [movies].

Heroes:

Jesus Christ for giving me a life and the parents I love.

My Blog

o.0

I have a new roommate. She likes kittens and computer games. But now the women outnumber the men. 3 boys and 4 girls. I'm feeling overwhelmed!...
Posted by Eternity awaits on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 11:00:00 PST

Gah...

I have nothing to say right now. I'm probably mostly frustrated at some things going on in my life, but I mainly feel like I'm in limbo. I'm not moving, I'm existing.It sucks....
Posted by Eternity awaits on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 09:57:00 PST

The past, the future, wow...

I found my old LiveJournal today... thought I'd post that junk here, because it reminds me of what I came through to get where I am today. ..> ..> Saturday, July 10th, 2004 9:37 pm love's labour l...
Posted by Eternity awaits on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 11:14:00 PST

Why do I feel content?

Nothing has changed in my life in the past couple days; everything is about the same place it has been. So why do I feel... at peace? I still feel the same way inside, but I'm not torn apart like I wa...
Posted by Eternity awaits on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 01:58:00 PST

-.-

So I'm back. 2 days of stress, happiness, introspection, fretting, giddiness, lust, depression, peace, thoughtfulness, transcendence, love, caring, and exhaustion. So what else is new? Anyway, I ...
Posted by Eternity awaits on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 11:42:00 PST

Confusion

I have a question. If any of you have a viewpoint on this, please feel free to comment, or message me directly. Is it better to do something you completely feel is wrong... but still makes you 'h...
Posted by Eternity awaits on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 11:34:00 PST

A logical progression

If I accept the hypothesis that I am an intelligent person, perhaps I should start acting like it. It's possible to be a loving, kind, caring, thoughtful person... and still not be ruled by your heart...
Posted by Eternity awaits on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 02:01:00 PST

Trepidation

So... this is going to be an interesting week. I survived Father's day with a minimum of angst, thanks to the caring and support of my friends and those who love me. Being more concerned for someone e...
Posted by Eternity awaits on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 11:20:00 PST

A blog named 'Fred'

I promised, and I try to keep those. I'm listening to Rise Against, trying to take my mind of off things, and it's not really working. This song is very good, so I'll post the lyrics here: The Good Le...
Posted by Eternity awaits on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 02:15:00 PST

The agony of silence.

Some of you may wish to skip this one. The loss of a loved one is a wound that never truly heals with time. No one and nothing can ever fully repair the hole torn inside when that one leaves you behin...
Posted by Eternity awaits on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 11:14:00 PST