I |
can't take it anymore. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be here at all.
Posted by Ben on Wed, 14 May 2008 05:48:00 PST |
Its not fun anymore. |
And when the push comes to shove, there is nothing else left to do. For months all I've done is try and try and try. And after time and time again all i've seem to have done is fail completely. I can'...
Posted by Ben on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:33:00 PST |
Emergency. |
Get me out of here. If you’re leaving you should take me with you. I can’t bare the pain anymore. I can’t keep faking smiles and nodding. I can’t do it.I can tell you all I am ...
Posted by Ben on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 04:06:00 PST |
I just... |
I just can't fake it anymore. I am not happy. I can't stop crying today and I hate it. I can't stop shaking and it sucks. I don't even know what to say. Fuck. I can't wait til I am out of here.Somebod...
Posted by Ben on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 10:49:00 PST |
maybe |
maybe i am too much or maybe i am not enough. Who knows..... I am not looking forward to tomorrow, it's just another step closer to thursday. But maybe something good will happen to me thursday,...
Posted by Ben on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 09:04:00 PST |
Today |
Today marks the day of the worst week of the whole year. It always has its expectations and its expectations always get shattered. I don't know why I even try anymore. This week fills me up with so mu...
Posted by Ben on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 01:44:00 PST |
and |
i just told you goodnight for like the 20th time tonight and i still want to just pick my phone up off the table and bother you.AndI Can'tShakeThis Feeling.
Posted by Ben on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 11:02:00 PST |
i |
get myself so worked up and jealoussssssss errrrrrrrI just need to relaxxxxxxxxxxxx. Sitting around doing nothing doesn't help me at all.BlahhhhhLove, how you have my heart. ...
Posted by Ben on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 09:21:00 PST |
. |
I'll drown before I am saved. Won't someone be the one that saves me?
Posted by Ben on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 08:29:00 PST |
Route 1 |
kneel down. want to get this over with then stay down. avert my eyes, because if i say a word, i cut my own throat. this plague contaminated everything. you, i, no exceptions. we reptiles crawl, thi...
Posted by Ben on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 12:01:00 PST |
