i dont even know anymore. i find that alot of the things i love are just stupid distractions being thrown in front of my face to sell me bullshit i dont need and to keep my eyes off the real shit goin on. our country is in need of a serious revolution, but it would never happen, because its not even our country anymore. no matter if 99% of our citizans wanted to bring about radical change to our political and judicial, even economic system the rest of the world, and the secret world orders would step in and shut us down. face it people, the usa is just a brand name now, and we are becomin a puppet to a bigger and higher power... i know this may sound crazy, but its true, and all i can say is focus on your core family. dont let them buy into the bullshit, become brainwashed by the same shows with the same topics and the same problems and the same adds. dont let yourself get caught up in all the hype. learn to take care of yourself without the help of a walmart or your boss. fight the power... the only person we need to answer to is mother earth... self medicate :)