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jONDI

Blood gushing from my broken heart

About Me

I live in the mean streets of Holladay, on the meanest street of them all, Walker lane. So i live a VERY hard life. My parents, the goverment, and Minority groups are all out to get me. I HATE my parents. cuz one time I was all "will you buy me this jacket?" and they were like "no" CAN YOU BELIVE THAT!? AND THEY SAY THEY LOVE ME?! IT WAS ONLY 300$!!!!! Anyway, im sure many of you live VERY hard lives like I do, so go ahead Post stuff here.

My Interests

Crying, Whining, threatening to commit suicide, blogging, crying, and listening to whiny music

I'd like to meet:

All the members of Dashbored confessional. They know how it is. They know the pain that rips my fagile heart. I also would like to meet the memebers of The Used, because they don't sell out to the major corperations

Music:

I only listen to Independant bands, like dashbored confessional, my chemical romance and the used and such. I dont wanna give the big corperations my money. that is also why i shop at hot topic

Movies:

I usually only watch movies that they have on MTV. MTV is the greatest station because it is the only station that is not paid for by the major corperations. I dont eat meat.

Television:

I only watch MTV. Everything else is corperate garbage. Besides I am better than most people simply because i claim to not watch alot of TV.

Books:

I only read anne rice books. and the harry potter books where harry whines alot because i can relate

Heroes:

Any members of Dashbored confessional. they sing with so much emotion!!! I like to listen to them and cry

My Blog

I dont even know whats emo anymore

I dont know how to be emo anymore. I mean I got a bitchen emo picture for my profile but I don't know how to be emo anymore. I mean I am in college now and have bigger fish to fry, namly frat boys *sh...
Posted by jONDI on Mon, 26 May 2008 03:58:00 PST

The eight greatest sins of my heart

so today i log onto myspace like i normally do mostly cuz i wanted to check out simple plans myspace. i start looking at my friends list and i see that  i am not on some of my friends top 8!!! so...
Posted by jONDI on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 10:37:00 PST

Motorcycles and death

Okay, I loves the motorcycles, but they scare the shit out of me. So i am writing this blog to let everyone know, that when I fly off my motorcycle going 90 up walker and drown in a pool of my own blo...
Posted by jONDI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I wish the world would find me.... (PT. 3)

Okay so after the whole buffet incedent i sat in my room and cried.. then i decided i wanted to get off the ship and go buy me some t-shirts. I looked out the window, the wateroutside was moving prett...
Posted by jONDI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i wish the world would find me.... (PT. 2)

Okay after i woke up in my room i was very very hungry. My parents told me they were going to a buffet. So i decided that i would go with them, after all i was kinda dehydrated from all the crying... ...
Posted by jONDI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i wish the world would find me....

It has been a while seince i have written in you. I just wanted to tell you about the cruise that i went on. It started terrible, my parents wouldnt let me take all of my clothing!! it was only 4 bags...
Posted by jONDI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The emptyness is my only friend

Okay so i am over at my frind perces today. And his brother, kyle, starts singing the doors today. So i am like "what is with you and the door today!!!" then i cried. It is very hard. Then my friend p...
Posted by jONDI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The pain inside is forever

Today was a very hard day for me. I had to wake up at 6:30. It makes me sad and depressed when i have to wake up at that time. Later my parents were on my back AGAIN! they were like "do you want break...
Posted by jONDI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST