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Alexander...

The british are coming.

About Me


..Now-a-days they teach each and every one of us that we're special and one of a kind, and that we can do anything, and in my lifetime i've learned thats not exactly the truth. You have these ideas in your head of how its gonna work out, but what i've come to find is that nothing ever turned out how i had hoped. I'm not saying its bad, its just the second you think you know something for sure, something else lets you know you don't. we're a new generation, and i don't know what to think of us yet. We're eccentrics, we're impatient, we're controlling. some of us think we can change the world. the only world we can change is our own and the rest of the world doesn't deal with these worlds in our heads. We're not as important as we thought. its hard to do what you want when you don't know what you want anymore..

My Interests

I love life.

I'd like to meet:

The same kind of people anyone wants to meet.

Music:


why do they always kick me in the groin when i come near, and i'm not complaining, it just hurts a little bit.

My Blog

Time is like a broken watch...

i like this 5/17/08 12:17 pm theres no poetry in buying drugsbut i'm about to do soafter i enjoy a life shortening cigarette................................................... .There's no poetry in goi...
Posted by Alexander... on Mon, 26 May 2008 12:51:00 PST

You can leave me on the corner where you found me i’m not for sale anymore...

i built snowmenand got chased by the guys up topi picked the ball upand proceeded to let it dropall we're certain of is the past and presentbut that often gets skewed.and i'm waiting for the sound of ...
Posted by Alexander... on Wed, 07 May 2008 12:37:00 PST

no one is lonely in a dream. (451)

antoher one of those mornings where sleep is never enough and you're always one step away from a headache.granted the beer doesn't help. i gotta go work too soon.my birthday is in three days.i'll be 1...
Posted by Alexander... on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 11:55:00 PST

once said, always said, i will hold the past over your head.

I speak my mind whenever i feel slighted.1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be?friends2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?return it inside, no. i'll usually put it in...
Posted by Alexander... on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 11:16:00 PST

i dreamt of a fever one that would cure me of this cold winter set heart...(post number 449)

i miss the hand that fit me better than any gloveand the sweatshirt that stole my heartand the pillow that cuddled backi miss the four days of love.i fell for the promise of a life with a purpose but ...
Posted by Alexander... on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 12:18:00 PST

sit back, no song is written, its nothing you thought of yourself...

ten forty four,my cars gonna get sold because the repairs are only temporary.i'm listening to the faint so its like putting a beat to my writing.i am on the family computer and it sucks every time i h...
Posted by Alexander... on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 10:51:00 PST

baby, black black black is all you see. don’t you know want to be free?

another headache.i don't know anymore.its never been easy and this is no exceptionmoving in five months.i want to be there now
Posted by Alexander... on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 09:04:00 PST

touch, lying on the floor, wishing this could last. knowing that it can’t...

five more months of this souther california slumpthis is a place where people go to die.i'm in schooltwo classes so farbut i might take artwho knows.work school and nothing to do.i haven't listened to...
Posted by Alexander... on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 12:23:00 PST

my ash trays overflowing and i’m still staring at a clean white page.

morning's at my window and she is sending me to bed again.a lot of late nights make the world seem a lot worsei've never felt more ready to leave this nest.i read and wrote a lot today....
Posted by Alexander... on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 01:15:00 PST

Its gotten late and now i want to be alone...

Every day i'm here, i feel a little more that i shouldn't be.i only have a sliver of optimism, but it still keeps me up at night.for every week i'm here it just makes it that much harder to leave.i've...
Posted by Alexander... on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 10:56:00 PST