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Trying to discribe me is about as easy as bakeing 500 cakes in 2 minutes. Ok ok bad analogy i know, but it works. I live in a small town with nothing to do. Except the things you can do, require a fishing poll or a big ass gun. Which i have. So here is the attempt to sum up ME. Im 5'11 about 215lbs, brown hair and hazel eyes, and im sure as shit, not the most handsome guy in the world. Nor an I popular, which puts a damper on my highschool experience. Im bi polar, which means, im an manic deppressive. ive tried to kill myself 2wice which i have to say, isnt the most pleasurable experience. I say its because of sociaty and the constant tiriads of taunts and teases. I will say it doenst bother me, but anyone with a heart and that has been in my situation knows, thats bullshit. If it wasnt, i wouldnt of tried to kill my self. And then even then, if others peoples opinions about me, didnt effect me, i would have been dead allready. Ok, so I like metal music. My excape if you will. Best band in the world would have to be METALLICA! Although i do like metal, i have a thing for the classics too. But ROCK mind you. Led Zepp, Bad Co. Steve Miller Band. I mean the 60's and 70's arent, and never will be beatable. But i still enjoy my hard guitar rifs from time to time. ;) More about me. I play my PS2, watch tv, and play/chat on my crappy computer. The summer before MSN, chat went bye bye to us "youngsters" i spend the whole summer glued to MSN chat. before that i may of had 25 or so people on my list. bye the end of the summer..... over 100. Sad yes, but people mostly tend not to judge someone on their looks when on the net. Most i would like to think, go for the personality, hence my reason for staying on the computer, and i guess comeing here. Im not very simple minded. For example, i hate bush for my reasons, which i wont get into here, you can email me or whatever. But not in here. I argue pretty much everything i have an opinion on. Rather i comment on everything i have an opinion on, which sometimes can get me in trouble. Im an atheist. I find that, many things in the bible or that is at least preached is to contradicting and leave to many unanwsered questions to really beleive. Science has come up with better explanations than i think the Religious community. I have many opinions about many things, just shoot me a messege if you want to "Argue" or just to get an opinion on things. Iam very self critical, i dont really think that highly of myself, consequintly, makeing it so ive never had a girlfriend, or been kissed. I dont go out much, simply for that reason as well. But hell, im me, and if thats not good enough, go fuck yourself, i say. And thanks for taking the time to read this, im sure if bored the hell out of you. :P N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N

My Interests

Dont have that many interests persay... I enjoy playing Quake 3 Arena, and other computer games... I really enjoy playing Paintball as well...

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I'd like to meet:

Where to begin? Ah right here. Id prolly like to meet my late, gpa for whom i was named after, because i never got to meet him. And i would like to meet the members of METALLICA. But most importantly, i would like to meet the person for whom im going spend the rest of my life with. Ther person who loves me for me. Who doesnt judge on how i look, but just loves whats on the inside.

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Music:

Mostly Metal, Metallica, Tool, Marilyn Manson, Godsmack, System Of a Down, Mushroomhead, Pantera... Mostly hard metal, not pussy bands like Trapt and shit... I also like 60s and 70s rock... There isnt any two decades better for music.. .And i also like to listen to techno/rave/house/dnb/trance you know the usual.... What Tool song are you?
You are Aenema. You are probably quite an angry child, mad at the world and all the people in it. Looking at you the wrong way will set you off. You are typically sad inside though and just want everything to go away.
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Movies:

I enjoy them... Yes... I like independant films alot.. Some of my favorite movies are... The Stand, Donnie Darko, V for Vendetta, Hoodwinked *yes i love it* and Animal House... but movie, are teh rox:D

Television:

Treasure Hunters, Last Comic Standing *GO JOSH BLUE!* And Eureka on the SciFi channel... its the shit... 0.o and Phsyc is funny too... I used to be into the Drew Carrey show, but i lost track of it... To tell you the truth i dont really watch much TV anymore... which can be a mixed blessing...

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To all the bitches in the world...Im sorry.I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like youI'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy"I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an assholeI'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive thingsI'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy.I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to dateI'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friendI'm sorry If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes aroundI'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before workI'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.I'm sorry If you read this and know somebody like this but don't care But most of allI'm sorry For not being sorry anymoreI'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I amI'm sorry I can ever do anything right, and nothing that I do is good enough to make it in your world.I'm sorry I caught your bf with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...I'm sorry That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.I'm sorry That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.I'm Sorry That i caredI'm sorry that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different.Ladies always bitch and bitch to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're bitching, maybe look up to see who you're bitching to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?" Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

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My Blog

Deletion

Uhm, i was going to delete all my blogs, but then i got to lazy cuz there are a bunch of em.. So, old ones are still up.
Posted by pillZberrY on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 03:40:00 PST

N Lifr Part Deux

I quit my job. Im going to go to school instead. It was a bad environment. Out in the middle of nowhere, no one liked me. I was the new guy comeing to steal their money. The mine manager said this to ...
Posted by pillZberrY on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 01:35:00 PST

I <3 Kazakhstan

Seriously. I love Kazakhstan... Praise Borat!!! But if your Jewish, or a Feminist... DONT SEE IT... youll be very offended... But if your whatever else... Go see Borat: Cultural Learnings of America ...
Posted by pillZberrY on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 01:29:00 PST

N Life

To put it bluntly, i got a job at a mine making 17 dollars an hour. 3k a month, 45 thousand a year. And ill be leaving here before the end of the month. Its 2 weeks on 2 weeks off, so i hope to catch ...
Posted by pillZberrY on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 03:03:00 PST

Confused and fucking tired of it...

Im really confused. As you might have read in my previous blog, i was giving up on the whole love shit.. W/e... Im just tired of this all.. So i found out that 4 girls that i really really liked.... l...
Posted by pillZberrY on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:14:00 PST

The friends I love

I, Love my friends. Now, I cant name any particular friends in this instance, but at the moment i feel Greatfull. My very good friend and I have on two seperate occasions talked for about 3 hou...
Posted by pillZberrY on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 04:21:00 PST

Fucking everything up

I seem to have a nack of fucking everything up, and then feeling like total and complete Shit after. Not to mention half the time, an asshole. So heres a simple solution to a big problem. &...
Posted by pillZberrY on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 11:20:00 PST

Women, the intellectual design of college, and The Open Sign.

So youd figure that college would be a place where people get together and have fun ALL THE TIME right? Ha. Infact I would be doing the same if I were at home. Just sitting on my ass doing jack shit. ...
Posted by pillZberrY on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 03:01:00 PST

Meh

I suppose i should post blogs....
Posted by pillZberrY on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

First Kiss

How pathetic... 17 years old and got my first kiss saturday night.... damn i love her, but she is so far away..........
Posted by pillZberrY on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST