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You know, that's your problem, is that you... You don't look at the things that you have. You only look at the stuff you don't have. Those guys are right about you. You're money. Then why won't she call? She won't call because you left. She's got her own life to deal with, man, and that's in New York. She's a sweet girl and I love her to pieces, but fuck her, man... you gotta get on with your life. You gotta let go of the past, and Mikey, when you do the future is beautiful. All right? Look out the window. It's sunny every day here. It's like manifest destiny. Don't tell me we didn't make it. We made it. We are here. Everything that is past is prologue to this. All of the shit that didn't kill us is only... Ah, you know. All that shit. You're gonna get over it. How did you get over it? How long did it take? I don't know. Sometimes it still hurts. You know how it is, man. It's like... You wake up every day, it hurts a little bit less, then you wake up one day and it doesn't hurt at all. And the funny thing is... This is kinda weird, but it's like... you almost miss that pain. You miss the pain? Yeah, for the same reason that you miss her. Because you... you lived with it for so long.
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"Well all I'm saying is that I want to look back and say that I did it the best I could while I was stuck in this place. Had as much fun as I could when I was stuck in this place. Played as hard as I could when I was stuck in this place. Dobbed as many chicks as I could when I was stuck in this place."