♥I write.19.music.shows.books.reading.Driving.
Over The counter addiciton.Bob dylan-cold weather- and tea. ExcedrinPM. Blank Cd's. Prozac. Needles. Sharp things.Hot Sauce. Bottle Caps. 5 point stars. Clean Crystals. Assault via Jesus Freak. Complaint. Pennies. Fishnets. Mark Ryden. Fresh Ink. Tea. Addiction. Pain.Graffiti. Lists. Grrls. Santamonica Pier. Blood. Cuts. Gore. Guts. Candy. Brian Warner. Movies. Driving Really Fast.Being A passenger.Hip hop. Water. The Beach.
Venice. Riding In The Trunk. Body counts. Success. Film. Industry. Activism. Francesca Lia Block. Fire. Quiet. Loud. Slow. Fast.Make Up. Piercings(My own, not yours) Tattoos(& again). Bones. Tight Pants. --But not faggity emo style--. Diets. Bones.
Asphyxiation. MAC. Sephora. PUNK. Hands. Hips. Walks. not doing Drugs. Blue Eyes. Black Hair. Wicca. Hollywood. Hikeing. Quitting. Working. film School.
Lack Of Emotions. Anti american. Anti Rascist. DTT. Boots. Cigaretts. Hoodies. Alterations. Caffine. Being asleep. Lust.
♥That Stuff is pretty Neet.♥
The Perfect Stray.
And its true that were teenage fools,
trading five days a week to work and school.
just to sneak around on weekends watching for the cops,
to waltz in abandoned parking lots,
and call these cracks in the system a revolution.
but to the Vanguard Party thats criticizing:
what have you been up to the Soviet Union?
when youre not starving,
life is just the mechanics of eating.
talking to you is raw eternity,
but what isnt these days?
and if our only gift is this dark black void,
to me thats okay.
cuz our nihilism is the terrorist wing of youthful apathy: burn everything down just to drink in the ruins of what used to be an American city.
so if its all the same,
then ill pass out tonight still hating punk rock,
but in love with you and the kitchen floor
that you let me sleep on.
theres whiskey in my bottle!
and you know theres enough for you.
ill join you in that grave youre digging
if theres room enough for two.
where theres no risk of death,
life is just the logistics of breath.tomorrow ill wake up in a ditch
with every friend that ever meant anything
on the oposite side of the country.
but i still wouldnt trade anything for the nights
when the rain promised us at 2 AM in some burnout industrial shell of a town that we never be dry again.
and ill keep walking, and running, and drinking towards a day that i can see suicide as a tragedy.
theres no way on earth i could list everything i like, usik wise, because music is my life, but these are just a few..
first off, genres:
Punk. Street. Oi. Crust.Rock.Classic Rock.a Lil' Glam. Grunge. Metal. Black Metal. Grindcore. Thrash. Reggae. Some Ska. Gabber. Some indie. Riot Grrl. Ext..
A perfect circle, adverts, afroman, against me!, assuck, bestie boys, bikini kill, bile,Black flag(Before Henry Rollins), blatz, blind melon, blood for blood, bloodhound gang, bob dylan, capricorns, catholic discipline, conflict, corporate avenger, cramps, crass, cress, dead milkmen, descendents, Devotchkas, distillers, divisia, DOOM, dr dre, dresden dolls, driller killer, eminem, f-minus, fear, fear factory, garbage, genitorturers, green day (old), gwar, icp, immortal technique, incubus, jack off jill, janes addiciton, kittie, korn, lars and the bastards, ♥Leftover Crack♥, lou reed, malice mizer, manson, mindless self indulgence, ministry, misfits, mortiis, my ruin, Naked Aggression, nausea, nine inch nails, nirvana, nofx, peaches, placebo, portishead, queen adreena, rancid, rasputina, red hot chili peppers, rob gee, rob zombie, rotterdam, rudimentary peni, ryan harvey, scarling, she wants revenge, skinny puppy, sleater-kinney, slipknot, stephen lynch, subhumans,SUBLIME, switchblade symphony, tegan and sara, the addicts, the breeders, the varukers, the velvet underground,Vice squad, tom frampton, tool, total chaos, X .Xcetera.....
"I was a loner until there were no friends left. before someone offered me drugs, you know i was straightedge. and everyones quit until you offer them a cigarrette. before we learn our lesson lets see how bad things can get. and ill drink myself to death or at least ill drink myself to sleep, and chain smoke my way through the gaps in between my aspirations and my apathy. as we drive past the last exit to home i am waving goodbye. and i might be sleeping in the ditch tonight, but its alright, because whiskey is my kind of lullaby. i was sober all morning until i woke up this afternoon. before someone offered me a job, you know i was gonna get one soon. and everyone in this town sleeps till the calender collides with june. before the booze wears off, lets take another shot or two. and ill drink myself to death or at least ill drink myself to sleep, and chain smoke my way through the gaps in between my aspirations and my apathy. as we drive past the last exit to home, and im waving goodbye. and i might be sleeping in the ditch tonight, but its alright, because whiskey is my kind of lullaby."-NNY HOBO
Ghost World. Prey For rock & Roll. Suburbia. Trainspotting.
Empire Records. Pulp Fiction. Prozac Nation. The Doom Generation.
All Over Me. Fox fire. Girl Interrupted. Donnie Darko.
The Decline Of Western Civilization. Beyond And back.
Fear And Loathing In Los Vegas. Natural Born Killers.
But I'm a Cheerleader. Clockwork Orange. 40 Year Old Virgin. The Rocky Horror Picture show.Big Money hustlas. Hedwig & The Angry Inch. Powder. Wedding Crashers. Grandmas Boy. Lost Highway. Mulhulland Drive.
"The trunk of the car looked like a mobile police narcotics lab. We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high powered blotter acid, a salt shaker half full of cocaine, and a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers...And also a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of budwiezer, a pint of raw ether, and two dozen amyls."
Aqua Teen Hunger Force.
Violet & Claire. The Hanged Man. Echo. Dangerous angels. Kottonmouth Kisses. Candy. Spoon. Trainspotting. Massive. Prozac Nation. Bitch. Girl Inturrupted. ExCetera..
Ryan Harvey. Jessicka Fodera. David "Gypsy" Chain. My Grandmother. Kurt Cobain. Exene Cervenka.