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[:CRUSiFER:]

[:Pain does not exist in this dojo… Yes Sensei! Fear does not exist in this dojo… Yes Sensei! De

About Me


"No expectations no regrets, live life for every chance you get" –Leo Ochoa (2004)
- Greetings my name is Leo. It is an honor and a pleasure. This section use to be filled with a bunch of words that I thought meant something. Now I feel I should leave it to the experience of meeting me in the flesh or in the digital, to verbalize it just sounds like BS to me. I don’t need to feed you a sales pitch… It happens if it is meant to. I am a man of honor, compassion, and destiny. I am very passionate and devoted to the things I hold dear to my heart. I have lots of dreams and I am at full throttle to obtain them all. The idea is the easy part, it's in the doing that separates us as the conjurers from the pipe dreamers . Anything magnificent takes blood sweat and tears.
- I have an interesting life and I live my life very out of the box or in my opinion in the real. I try to experience everything good and bad, light and dark. They say the fool or Heyoka as my mother refers to me, is the wisest, because he will experience the world as it is: hard, cruel, and abrasive, learning from it all, while giggling about how real and alive the experience is. Unlike the one that takes no risk and hides from reality... The fool can relish the simple things as treasures and be grateful for all the lessons and the gifts. The dark may be hell but the light is oh so intoxicating. Hehehe.
- I am very spiritual and was raised in a shamanic family. I would like to say I am grounded… I have a lot of values and cherish those that touch my life. I’m not normal… I really care. So if you wish to know more about me just ask, I am an open book and who knows what coincidences may click on us.
Leo’s CliffsNotes:
• I am a CG Artist for a VR Simulation company.
• I have a 2 1/2 yr old Pug named Spanish he is the awesome!
• I am an aspiring party promoter that is solid and grounded. I have big ideas but the foundation is where greatness is built and that takes thought and thorough planning.
• I am a DJ. It is my forum to release energy into others to allow them to release through dance!
• I run a party with my friend Static called Fallout at Homme on Thursdays.
• I am an artist that got his gift back after losing it for 5yrs… I painted for the first time and it was orgasmic. Hahah. I can’t stop obsessing about it.
• I love to dance. From what they tell me I dance pretty good… Flattery… lol
• I am adored by all and loved by… that’s a work in progress but for right now… no one.
• I am honorable and a diehard gentleman. I like to make people smile, expecially the ladies.
• I am not a predator. I have no agendas. Chemistry between two people just happens it can’t be forced or compromised for… If so… it’s only fractional of what it could be.
• I am a gamer… and yes I play World of Warcraft… Have been for 4yrs and have never capped a toon… lame… n00b lolz! zomg! Hahaha I like fighting games, fps, and racing games! I pwn bitches for breakfast! Also I'm a huge Final Fantasy Fan!
• I burn incense, candels, and meditate in the shower with the lights out… It’s my escape and allows me to ground myself to level my chi…
• I’m a dreamer and love to enjoy the simple things. i.e. Like listening to the trees sing as a cool breeze kisses your naked back after a hot shower.
• I use to be a camp counselor (how cool is that lol?!)
• I never lost my child-like imagination. I day dream some good ones. X-D hahahah!
• I am obsessed with paintings of tango dancers and flamenco dancers. Something about them is so alive and powerful! Like SHHHHHHAAAAA! Hehehehe
• I am Latino… Oooooooooo I could never tell. LMAO! Beans and Rice baby!!! Makes me weak in the knees. Viva La Raza!!!
• I love industrial music! and all the gorgeous people of the scene...
• I'm a goof... and love to be silly and make people laugh!!! hehehehe!!!
•

My Interests



Rep the cause, tag the walls, join the army
THE FALLOUT ARMY

HAHAHAHAH Dancing! I'm a fool for it!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Leo
Birthday: 01.14.1980
Birthplace: Fontana, CA
Current Location: Phoenix, AZ
Eye Color: Light Chocolate.
Hair Color: Dark Chocolate.
Height: 5'11" damn almost 6'
Right Handed or Left Handed: That's right.
Your Heritage: Spanish, Scotch, Aztec.
The Shoes You Wore Today: Etnies Sandals.
Your Weakness: A pretty face and a kind heart.
Your Fears: Dying Alone, geese, and horses. ask if you don't know.
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni, Pineapple, Cashews (it's a Redlands thing).
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: New job doing Character Design for Video Games.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: RAD!
Thoughts First Waking Up: CRAP! better get ready for work.
Your Best Physical Feature: My heart. lol I don't know ask the ladies there must be something.
Your Bedtime: any later then midnight I'm wrecked for the next day.
Your Most Missed Memory: Chillin' with Grandpa just feeling the breeze kiss our faces.
Pepsi or Coke: Both are good with rum.
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDs, Spanish loves him some Chicken Nuggets.
Single or Group Dates: Single.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Crystal Lite.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: No Fear, I don't drink coffee
Do you Smoke: Trying to quit.
Do you Swear: Fuck you I don't Swear.
Do you Sing: Every chance I get.
Do you Shower Daily: At least twice.
Have you Been in Love: A couple times.
Do you want to go to College: Been there done that w00t AIPX.
Do you want to get Married: I do very much.
Do you belive in yourself: I try to. Current project right now and not to BS it.
Do you get Motion Sickness: If I drink a lot of milk.
Do you think you are Attractive: I honestly think I am but who knows or cares what everyone else thinks right?
Are you a Health Freak: Trying to be. Dancing three times a week seems to be working well now it's for all the other stuff.
Do you get along with your Parents: Yeah, but we have our moments.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Hell Yeah I do. I think they are hot!
Do you play an Instrument: I would love to learn the piano or the accordion.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Have I? Yeah! I like my burs.
In the past month have you Smoked: Cigarettes yeah :(
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope, Drugs and I just don't work out.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No but who's to say what next month has in store.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope but cookies are realy good.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Hell yeah love sushi, I'm going to learn how to make it next week. Super excited.
In the past month have you been on Stage: Last night! I love to dance.
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope but may next month. lol
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Only hearts.
Ever been Drunk: Ever breath?
Ever been called a Tease: Yeah, but I call it being charming.
Ever been Beaten up: Nope, I was the guy that beat the shit out of the bullies.
Ever Shoplifted: Yep went to jail for stealing notebook paper back in HS. I had to get my Homework done. lol
How do you want to Die: In battle protecting the one's I love.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A good man.
What country would you most like to Visit: Iran, Spain, Japan, Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Hazel, Grey, Blue, Green... Basically light eyes or exotic.
Favourite Hair Color: The colors in the crayon box. As long as she's working it.
Short or Long Hair: I like both.
Height: Shorter than me.
Weight: Curvy, I love the lines of a woman.
Best Clothing Style: Fetish.
Number of Drugs I have taken: Two, Weed and Opium. Haven't done drugs in a long time.
Number of CDs I own: Lots.
Number of Piercings: Four.
Number of Tattoos: Two.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Not a damn thing. It's the pain that makes us learn and grow to be the people we are meant to be.

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I'd like to meet:


•My bestest friend and beloved packmate•
- Pretty much if you have a genuine kind heart and a sweet angelic face. Then you may be able to capture me. I am very picky...
- Anyone really, if you're cool, genuine, and honest then hell I don't see why not. Hit me up with a message, see what unfolds.

xxxCRUSiFERxxx
- And if you are wicked, your life only dims without my light.

Music:



The best Industrial Podcasts on the web
ELECTRO•/•EBM•/•TerrorEBM•/•AggroTek•/•Clash core•/•d&b•/•Dubstep
Rabbit Junk, A.T.R., L.A. Riots, JusTice, Caustic, Geistform, W.A.S.T.E., The Operative, Mechanismz, Whormongr, Filament 38, Zombie Girl, HEX-Rx, Man+Machine, Noisex, 2 Bullet, Distorted Memories, MANUFACTURA, Dawn of Ashes, Panzer AG, Amduscia, Aslan Faction, Imperative Reaction, Angelspit, Dismantled, Unter Null, NiN, The Knife, Portishead, Shiny Toy Guns, She Wants Revenge, Emilie Autumn, Agnoize, Suicide Commando, Hanin Elias, Aphex Twin(Come to Daddy is my Jam), XPQ-21, Massive Attack, DIOXYDE, Combichrist, Grendel, Android Lust, End.User, Funker Vogt, Controlled Collapse, Tactical Sekt, Neuroticfish, Clan of Xymox, Snake River Conspiracy, De/Vision, Flesh Field, The Birthday Massacre, M.S.I., Sero.Overdose, Project Pitchfork, Absurd Minds, Wolfsheim, Skinny Puppy, Covenant, Rotersand, Iris, Dekoy, XP8, KMFDM, Erosis, Razed in Black, Stromkern, Aryia, Epsilan Minus, Glis, Genitorturers, Retard-O-Bot, :wumpscut:, My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult, Front Line Assembly, Haujobb, VnV nation, Greenhaus, Hanzel and Gretyl, Kalte Farben, Seabound, In Strict Confidence, Das Ich, Blutengel, Velvet Acid Christ, Chemlab, Hocico, Seize, Codec & Flexor... and the list goes on

And my guilty pleasure and you have to keep this on the d/l I love disco music along with roller skate land music from the 80's. Can't help it just makes you feel so Hot and ssssssssspicey Aaaaaaaaaaah! Then there is my love for dope ass hip-hop. Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees! Clack clack clack! Hear the Echoooooooo!!! lol!

Movies:


Dune, The Fifth Element (the word dan-koo is so freakin' HOT!!!), Legend, MAD MAX(I so need to live in mad max land), Fight Club, Trainspotting, Human Traffic (Sky rox for showing me this), Sexy Beast, Lock Stock & 2 Smoking Barrols, Snatch, Bottle Rocket, Lost Highway, HEAT, Blow, Fear and Loathing in Los Vegas, Kill Bill, 12 Monkeys, Hackers, Tank Girl, Atlantis (le Français), Aliens, Friday the 13th series, Hellraiser, Cemetery Man, Dead Alive, Night of the Living Dead, Candy Man, Dawn of the Dead, Army of Darkness, Dracula, Queen of the Damned, Underworld, The Lost Boys, Dark City, The Cell (OOOOO! J-Lo is so damn HoT in that outfit), American Beauty, Requiem for a Dream, PI, Gummo, KIDS, Groove, Whale Rider, Once Were Warriors, Stair of Echoes, Top Secret, Way of the Gun, To Kill a Mocking Bird, Last Samurai, Ghost World, Secretary, Kingpin(tv mini series), Thrashin’, RAD, Gleam in the Cube, Karate Kid, Praise of the Roller Boyz, Solar Babies, Blood in Blood out (viva la raza), PRoN (or is it PoRN, ah that's it hehehehe : P), FLCL, Ghost in the Shell, Blood Lust, Gowcaizer, Battle Angel, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Lain, Marcoss Plus, Ninja Scroll, The Hakkenden, Bubble Gum Crisis, Some Hentai (I'm such a Purv ;P), anything Tim Burton, and Old Skool (Frank the Tank you are my Hero), Secret of Nim and Alice in Wonderland(childhood favorites), Dark Crystal….and much much more you get the pitcha...hahahahhaha.

Television:

DEXTER, Law and Order: CI, CSI, CSI: Miami, Blade the Series(LAMO! I know but come on it's cool isn't it?) Supernatural,... Boondocks, Ghost in the Shell SAC and SAC 2nd Gig.

Books:

Dune, Celestine Prophecy, Hiroaki Samura's Blade of the Immortal (graphic novel), The Crow- Shattered Lives and Broken Dreams, The Gnostic Gospels

Heroes:

THIS GUY

LMAO!!!
The Old Man of the Sea(My Grandfather...God rest his soul)The people that rock my heart and open my eyes to all the amazing things in this world and
The Way of the Samurai

My Blog

[: Consciousness :]

~ There is nothing like losing yourself in silence. It overwhelms you. It tears you apart bringing down walls and barriers that we put up to survive through our torturous days. Leaving us naked and vu...
Posted by [:CRUSiFER:] on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 02:15:00 PST

[: You Guessed It! :]

As mighty the freight train Leo is... He caught a chill last night while bouncing and is now whimpering in illness (god I can be such a baby)... I tried so hard and knew the moment the chill hit... I ...
Posted by [:CRUSiFER:] on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:36:00 PST

[: Shaving the Hawk Off :]

So I have made the executive decision to chop the hawk off. Also I'm going for a Pow Mai beard now too... I will post pics after the tears have dried... but the hawk is fucked up and I need to start f...
Posted by [:CRUSiFER:] on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 06:45:00 PST

[: EF! U! Weena Mobile!!! :]

This is a really silly post but I don't care it's too funny not to tell.So I'm driving into work. 51 south 202 E yatta yatta! as I'm approuching 32nd st off ramp low and behold what do I see in the di...
Posted by [:CRUSiFER:] on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 09:47:00 PST

[: TAGGED!!! :]

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself.At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged. Don't forget to leave them a comment...
Posted by [:CRUSiFER:] on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 06:52:00 PST

[: .... :]

~All I have to say is. When will I learn? GODDAMIT YOU FOOL!!! Time to deliver pizzas I guess or start strippin'.... FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
Posted by [:CRUSiFER:] on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 01:22:00 PST

[: What the EFFF!?!? :]

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty  uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig  to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht ...
Posted by [:CRUSiFER:] on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 08:00:00 PST

[: Harsieses 1000 Hawks :]

~My new very dear sweet friend the lovely Harsiese created a blog last year for her birthday. She asked all her friends to do a good deed big or small and post it on her blog. The good deed would be w...
Posted by [:CRUSiFER:] on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 07:12:00 PST

[: Thread of Impressions :]

~I haven't updated in a while& I know. Many of you know I started a club night with a really good friend and the night is called Tek Tonic. It has only gone on for two weeks now and tomorrow marks our...
Posted by [:CRUSiFER:] on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 12:38:00 PST

[: Jacked This From Rayknee :]

Delete the other person's first name and repost this with the title "What does your first name say about you?" L: Everyone loves you. E: Awesome in bed. O: Awesome kisser. C: You are really silly....
Posted by [:CRUSiFER:] on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 06:40:00 PST