Elli

Well.... lets see. My names Elizabeth, but I go by Elli. My best friends are Katie, and Chrissy. We all go to Whitney High. Yupyup smart people. Hehe. Well I'm in band there. I play flute and bassoon. I wanna learn frenchhorn so badly though!! It seems like such a cool instrument. Welll what else? I enjoy people watching and talking to random strangers. Its a great way to meet new people. Also I like to talk on AIM. You can meet interesting people that way too. Well i guess you can tell I like meeting new people. Hmmm I love singing. You can express so much feeling in a simple song. My parents hate that I love singing. They want me to do band, and succeed in school and go to a great college, and not become some sad artist. But I've fallen in love with that art, and nothings gunna stop me from becoming a singer. I have 3 cats. I know this may sound cheesy, but I find a lot of trust in my cats. Life isn't too great sometimes and I can talk to them without them making fun of me or laughing. Yeah, that sounded cheesy. I'm a pretty happy-go-lucky person. I don't let stupid changes get in my way. I want to succeed and be the best I can. And becoming all depressed at all these little problems I have isn't gunna make me succeed. People think I'm really strange. Especially my shrink. She thinks I should grieve and feel sadness. When I use all of my strength to be happy. I get over things rather easily. I only care about the future. Now I'm sounding all weird and determined. Well I am determined but not so hard core as it may be coming off. I just wanna live my life. Sometimes I like to pretend that I'm the only person in the entire world that knows how to be happy even when I'm sad. Well.... I'm not that all actually I'm a very short 5'3. I have medium length blonde hair and bright green eyes. I love my eyes. Pure green, no blues, or browns in them at all. I don't have many friends, but I'm very close to the few I have. Thats kinda weird, you know? I love meeting people but I never make friends with them... I never thought of that before. I like to rebel against authority. Mainly my parents. I'm always getting grounded for staying out too late. Sometimes I wonder why they even let me go out at all. I can't remember the last time I met curfew. I like to kill two birds with one stone sometimes and rebel against my teachers by not doing my work or ditching. That also pisses my parents off. Now that I'm writting all this I wonder why I never got a Myspace before. This is kind of fun just writting who I am, and what I feel without people talking bad about me, well at least not to my face. Sometimes I just want to pack all my life savings, and everything I might need, and just leave without ever saying goodbye. And then sending a long apology letter to my friends and family reading like this "Dear My Friends, and My Family, I just could'nt take it anymore. I've packed up everything I need and I've left. I don't know where I'm going but I wanted to start a new life. I'll call you when I get there. Please don't come looking for me, I need to do this on my own." Yeah I've had a lot of time to think about this. I get grounded a lot. Plus I read a lot. I have a wild imagination sometimes I just get carried away. In that letter of course there would be more detail. I doubt that I ever will get the guts to do that. Its just fun thinking about it.