I am a man of dreams, so you can call me a romantic. I am a man of letters, so you can call me a philosopher. But ultimatley I am just a soul that's trapped in a body, that's trapped in a world, that's trapped in it's own limitations that's trapped in me. Now if you understand that, then you understand all there is to know about me and everyone and everything. I quickly fall sleepy on Mountains and sink deeply in Rivers. I justify my own apathethic disposition by comparing myself to past apathetics who too lived miserable lives. I am pained endlessly by a past the will never return and am inspired helplessly by a future that will never be. For anyone who doesn't get this so far - then Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you. I have two sides to me, this can be understand in German as "Entzwiung". I am faced the question: "How do you keep up faith with your family, friends, social context and religion while mainting the aliented "dual stance" towards your own self?" It's trully a fantastic question. If you have any concerns with this temporal world, then we have nothing to talk about. If you have any concerns with things of the present then we have nothing to talk about. I am interested in enhancing my potential and though it's everlasting like samsara, it's better than doing its opposite, perversion. Enhancing is all that we can do, all there is is change, all there is is chance. Now to understand even half of what I said, you would half to read more kinds of books then you probably ever will in your lifetime. But if you ever desire to learn about it, then you can just ask and I will pass on the knowledge and wisdom that I gained. I know that 99% of you didn't read this at all, and that .6% read a little and quickly got bored because you didn't see the word "bitch' in it anywhere or a desire to go to Harvard Law School or some fuckin corny joke about 50 Cent or American Ideal or Flava of Love. And I know that for the 2% of you "bitches" that desire to go to Harvard Law School and make corny jokes about The Flava of Love probably think that you actually do understand everything that I've written without having to learn about it, you guys probably call me arrogant and feel that I am superior. But this is just your own ignorance and fear takling to you, and I can do nothing about that. .09% of you will not get this far, but the remainder will read these words with an emotional bias and be offended by one thing or another that I said, I can do nothing for you. And for the .01% of you that get passed all of that, we should hang out some time, regardless of your intrests, I like all different types of music and movies and I consider myself to be a pretty real dude. Some even call me good hearted. So, yea...
.. width="425" height="350" ...... width="425" height="350" ....Jim Morrison]........................"Ask a wise man to dinner and he'll upset everyone by his gloomy silence or tiresome questions. Invite him to dance and you'll have a camel prancing about ... If he joins in a conversation, all of a sudden there's the wolf in the fable." [Erasmus of Rotterdam 1469-1536, Praise of Folly]
Blues-Rock, Funnk, Electronica (I.D.M.), 80's New Wave, Rap
The Crow, Confidence, High Fedeality, Dead Presidents, The Outsiders, Blow, Igby goes down, Enemy at the Gates, Almost Famous, Virgin Suicides, Footloose, Mobsters, Run away Jury, Sleepwalkers, Vanilla Sky, Disturbing Behavior, Cruel Intentions, Beat Street, BASEketball, Waynes World, Better Luck Tommorow, Dark City, Good Will Hunting, Mission Impossible II, Fival Goes West, Casino, Far and Away, Varisty Blues, Something about Marry, All Austin Powers Movies, Don't Be A Meance, Menace To Society, Higher Learning, Scary Movie(1&2), Fight Club, Paranoia Agent, Snatch, Graveyard of the Fireflies (About Famine), Keeping the Faith, The Lost Boys, Breakin', Spun, Lost in Translation, Requiem for a Dream, Nothing to loose, Class Act, American Werewolf in Paris, Any Given Sunday, Boomerang, The Devil's Advocate, Eyes Wide Shut, Tuskagee Airmen, Head in the Clouds, Just Friends, Waking Lives, I Heart Huckabees, Before Sunset, Vampire Princess, Ceres Celstial Legend, Unbearable Lightness of Being, Way of the Gun (deep movie), Wolf's Rain, Never Die Alone, Rumble Fish, 3-Iron (Really cool movie), A Huey P. Newton Story, Stay, Various Pornos, The Wood, Boys in the Hood, Next stop Greenwhich Village, Lush Life, Gridlock'd, Butterflies are free, Tupac: Resurrection, Almost Heroes, The Legend 1&2, Sunset Strip, Wild Things, Under Cover Brother, Schindler's List, Malcolm X, A Huey P. Newton Story
.. .. Friends, Jon Stewart Show, Conan O'Brien show, Acme Hour, Saturday Night Live, Fresh Prince of Bel Air, Animaniacs, Hey Arnold, Full Metal Alchemist, The Boondox, In Living Color, College Hill, The Jamie Fox Show, Family Guy, The Corner(BET), The Man Show
Advice From a Failure, The Human Mind, Ennegram, The Critique of Pure Reason, Autobiography of DMX, Biography of Al Capone, The Boondox, The Four Agreements, Night, Things Fall Apart, The Catcher and the Rye, Hip: The History, The Lost Art of Compassion, The Art of Achievement, The Seven Deadly Sins, On the Road, The Virgin Suicides, I am because we are; readings from Black Philosphers, Nation of Rebels, The Art of Deception, The Analects of Confucius, I Ching: The Book of Changes, One Dharma, The Classic of the way and virtue: Tao-te ching, Can't Find my Way Home: America in the great stoned age 1945-2000,The Art of Worldly Wisdom, Visions for Black Men, Know thyself, The art of love, Introduction to Sociology, The Mastery of Love, Huey: The Spirit of the Panther, Songs of Innocence and Experience, Blink, A Passion for Wisdom: A very brief history of philosophy, The Sun Also Rises, A Discourse of Inequality, Introduction to Political Philosophy, The Words we live by (the constitution with annotations), The World's Religions, Immortal Poems, The Republic, Intellectuals, The History of Chinese Philosophy, Malcolm X Speaks, The Words We Live By, Huey P. Newton Reader,The World of Myth: An Anthology, Becoming Aware (I've only finished like 4 of these books completely)
Percy Bsychee Shelly, Huey P. Newton, Malcolm X, Black Thought, Tupac, Mos Def, Thom Yorke, Jim Morrison, , Immanuel Kant, Dana Carey, Zack de la Roach, Johnny Depp, Confucius, Lucky Luciani