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SuicideSmith

Now You're Back To Reality!!!! Is It All You Thought It Would Be?

About Me

I am a father, a drummer, and a wasted life philosopher. I spread my knoledge of pain, sadness, depression, joy, love, fear, descust, defiance, rebal thoughts, idiol threats, and all other life experiance through poetry and lyrics. I am a man who who lost everything he work for for years and i am waiting for life to begin. If you want to know more keep an eye out for more blog entries Send my pics and video to your cell phone!
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My Interests

Playing music, Writing poetry, Playing and watching sports (Colts & Pacers), and Watching movies.

I'd like to meet:

The Grimm Reaper

Music:

Most everything, (not clasical, opra, yoldling, contry,etc.)

Movies:

Comedy, Adam Sandler, Dana Carvey, Monty Python, etc.

Television:

Simpsons, My Name is Earl, That 70's Show, Saturday Night Live (70's, 80's,90's), South Park, Carlos Mancia, Chepell Show, etc.

Books:

They still have those? I've only read one book in my life. The Hobbit. But I liked It. Did I Mention I was 24 When Read it. Can anyone Say DUMBASS

Heroes:

My Little Brother - Clif, My Kids(for I would be dead if not for them),Kurt Cobain, Chris Novacelic, Dave Grohl, Bill Ward, Tony Iomi, Geezer Butler, Ozzy Ozborn, Henry Rollins,

My Blog

Noone To Be

Why does it twist And mess with my mind? Why do they lie And treat me unkind? Why does what's lost Never come home? Why am I friendly When I only wind up alone? Why must I love Those who don't love me...
Posted by SuicideSmith on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 09:11:00 PST

Misconnected Hearts

She made her way across the room Their eyes caught through the gloom They knew what happened right away But neither one knew what to say   It was love at first sight They both knew it was right A...
Posted by SuicideSmith on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 08:58:00 PST

The Lost & Unfound

My everything was lost. And remains unfound. I dropped it when I lost my balance, it rolled down a hill. into the lake I can't swim. It was stolen by thieves, it had no smell, so the dogs couldn't tra...
Posted by SuicideSmith on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 08:45:00 PST

Loss

loss of faith loss of love loss of things we dream of loss of care loss or friends loss of those we most depend   loss of health loss of feel loss of what we wish to steal loss of thoughts loss ...
Posted by SuicideSmith on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 08:33:00 PST

The Life And Times Of HowIe D.Ied

It started in late September After his blood had gotten thinner. Drugs, violence, a hate hidden in silence. Any feeling ever felt in his heart, Was banished, and dismantled. Hate and ignorance pored o...
Posted by SuicideSmith on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 08:21:00 PST

Into A Lonely Heart

Step into my body Feel as hollow as I do   As I fall again, I fall Into a lonely heart   Leaping from hollow to valley I feel hallowed and shallow I fall, as I fell before Into a lone...
Posted by SuicideSmith on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 07:52:00 PST

To Hell Again (Maybe The End)

Once again the tables have turned And I see my whole existence slipping away Words, words destroy my every moment of bliss And I've unwrapped my living Hell again today Were do I go what do I say To ...
Posted by SuicideSmith on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:40:00 PST

In My Head (I'm Already Dead)

A broken record I have twisted my mind to become An eternal mess in myself driven mental Hell Everything's a conspiracy and I'm drowning within myself I am clutched by fear and enslaved by paranoia Ev...
Posted by SuicideSmith on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:26:00 PST

To Whom i Love

To The Sweetest Lips i Have Ever Kissed To The Joyous Days i've Truly Missed To The Body Of Which i Wish To Touch To The Enchanting Mind From Which i Learned So Much To The Glorious Love We Once Share...
Posted by SuicideSmith on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:17:00 PST

So The Story Goes.........

A summer flower blooms in winter's snow Why one bloom would endure the cold who's to know Yet it brings great glory to the land As if an angel himself were sitting in Satan's hand A rare treat for the...
Posted by SuicideSmith on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:07:00 PST