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About Me

..comment.. my name is jordan! to be honest, im a bad person with a big heart. it's becoming a conflicing combination. i'm one of the most passionate, emotionally driven people you will ever come across.All i am trying to figure out in life is who i am, where i came from, and where i am going. i don't concern myself with material objects. many would call me unrealistic but i'm simply a dreamer and a free thinker. i want to fully develop my potential and prove every person who has ever doubted me wrong. i hate the standards of society and only focus my energy on what i feel passionate about. i am straightforward and i have no shame. self fulfillment is the most important thing to me. i'm working on becoming independent. i tend to keep my guard up but i am a very sensitive, caring person. i have a very open mind but i have a hard time taking advice from others. i live on impulse and i'm into adventures. i want to travel all over the world. i need a balance of socializing and solitude in my life. i get upset easily but i can't stay in a bad mood for long. i get attached easily and have a hard time letting go of things. i tend to live in the past.i love to entertain people. i say anything that pops into my head, and almost everything i say turns into a sexual comment. singing is my passion and i love it more than anything in this world. i only have a couple people in my life who i can call true friends, and i would die for any one of them. i can be one of the sweetest people you've ever met if you give me the chance. i always make an effort in relationships and go out of my way to show people i care about them. i love my life and try to live to the fullest every day. i am going to make an impact, regardless of how big or small it may be. to fear love is to fear life and those who fear life are already three parts dead. "Its about drugs and alcohol and loss and love. It's about being proud of who you are, being proud of your situation and just being stoked that things are always going to get better or always going to get worse and that's such a great thing. Every day is a new surprise." who i'd like to meet: ultimately all i want is someone who will dress in all green and play the ocarina for me!

My Interests

I'm into living life! aim=xx16jbaby16xx xo"Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior. You're by no means alone on that score, you'll be excited and stimulated to know. Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. You'll learn from them - if you want to. Just as someday, if you have something to offer, someone will learn something from you. It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement. And it isn't education. It's history. It's poetry." -The Catcher in the Rye

Music:

singing. my future. my heart and soul. the only thing i find true solace in. my form of expression. the most rewarding thing in my life. my passion. xo

Heroes:

God, grant me the serenityto accept the things I cannot change,courage to change the things I can,and the wisdom to know the difference.

My Blog

where have you been

They call holidays an option for a reason. I heard your coming back to life just for the 4th. I've been catching all your ghosts for every season. I pray to God you won't come back here anymore. Do yo...
Posted by jordan. on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 11:54:00 PST

overwhelmed?

this is me going on a late night overcaffinated frustrated tangent. sometimes i just wish i did not care about anyone. but i do and i cant help myself. when i meet someone i connect with i instantly ...
Posted by jordan. on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 12:56:00 PST

a letter.

Dear _____, You are now a new-found hero to me. This past month you have showed me that people do have the ability to change. To be honest I had lost all hope in you. I didn't trust you, I didn't resp...
Posted by jordan. on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 09:45:00 PST

get me the hell out of here.

i tried to get you help and you turned it around on me and for that i will NEVER forgive you.
Posted by jordan. on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 01:24:00 PST

ambitions.

My thoughts are driving me crazy right now. I want to get my life and state of mind on track and i feel the need to develop a list of ambitions, dreams, and things i would like to achie...
Posted by jordan. on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 02:01:00 PST

honesty.

i feel like writing, so thats what im going to do. this is directed to many people. its things i need to tell you, want to tell you, or have no intention of ever telling you. regardless here i...
Posted by jordan. on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 01:24:00 PST