.. width="425" height="350" ..Yes well i'm very asian so i love foriegn history its the greatest. I study alot of the Han Dynasty era and some more famous samurai from the feudal era of japan. I love gameing and if you think pro gameing is gay and geeky well FORGERT YOU. I use to play halo 2 professionaly on a team called Strafe n Run.....good times i want to thank the band disconformity for letting me rep there name on the pro circuit. I love swords and martial arts. I've taken many styles of both I love sword play :). I'm currently a studet of Yaw-Yan :). I love music, music is my life and one of the major pasions. I strive to become better at what i love and i love playing bass and singing*my version of singing is a bit on the guteral side :)* but i'm very broad minded and don't care what ppl think of me. So fuck all you smiley glad hands.haha :) I'M IN LOVE......with some one....who means the world to me :) she always makes me smile and i'll always love her no matter what......it has never been easy for us but we have always found a way to come right back to each other i haven't felt this strongly for any one since the first time i fell in love with haley.....its amazing how just words makes my heart start to shiver and my body just freezes up every time she says she loves me i start to smile uncontrolably......she makes me feel like a LIL BITCH a pansy i don't even care though i love her so.....and i've never felt this strongly about some one in my life..if only my words could capture my feelings.....I LOVE YOU KAYLA, YOU ARE MY WORLD....i have had a love that people search a life time for for over 3 years....she is the most amazing person in the world..with out her i literaly don't think i could have made it...MY GIRL FRIEND IS FREAKIN AMAZING...i wish i could explain but my words just don't do justice to how amazing of a person she really is...even more so a girl friend...I am the luckiest man in the world to have such a wonderful person to spend the rest of my life with......thank you kayla for always believeing in us.....I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING I AM ....i'm a brutalist :) haha so that is how i live :) GORSHIP :) is the way i worship its ok to live the way i do and still follow christ as i wish..go ahead and judge me.....but please don't poke at embers and not start a fire......if your going to say something please make it clear :) AND VERY VERY VIVID
"My place really was here. I was too foolish and stubborn to notice. But, what I truly hoped for then was here... Why do I always realize it.. When I've already lost it...""If you're always worried about crushing the ants beneath you...you won't be able to walk"Hate is a place where a man who can't stand sadness goes""Without hatred your life is pointless, but this hellfire, isn't it what supports your legs?""If fate is a principle beyond Human comprehension which capriciously torments man, then it is karma that man confront fate by embracing sorcery." No matter how strong, for a human to fight a monster means he has submerged his humanity and transformed himself into a greater monster."
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"According to legend, those who are called a berserker are an object of fear; not only for the enemy, but for the allies as well because it is said to kill anything in its path...""People struggled to survive, but they lost control. We have to conquer our fear to survive. I don't know what God thinks, but he can see human effort.""This place is the last you'll ever see. Your deaths means nothing to me.""If you desire one thing for so long, it's a given that you'll miss other things along the way. That's how it is... that's life.""We are all starring in a story with no ending in sight." You can't live on hopes and dreams alone."
DEATH METAL DEATH METAL AND FUCKIN FAR EAST BRUTALITY IS WHAT THE FUCK I LISTEN TO NOW HERE IS A LIST OF BANDS.FUCKIN BRUTAL ASS GUTTRAL SINGING WITH BLAST BEATS AND FUCKIN SWEEPS IS WHAT I ROCK NIGGA.SUICIDE SILENCE(NIGGAS FUCKIN SIC ASS HELL),ALL SHALL PERISH,Asteios,NINE INCH NAILS(TRENT YOUR MY FUCKIN HERO),TOOL TOOL TOOL TOOL (MAYNARD IS MY FUCKIN LAMB AND MARTYR),A PERFECT CIRCLE(MAYNARD IS MY FUCKIN LAMB AND MARTYR),DISCONFORMITY(BEST FUCKIN FAR EAST BRUTALITY EVER. PHILLOW YOU MY NIGGA),GUTRECTFORMITY(WILL STAY FUCKIN SIC BRO),A DOZEN FURIES,TRIVIUM,ALICE N CHAINS,Revenance,A JOB FOR A COWBOY(THESE NIGGAS ROCK ASS),KILLSWITCH ENGAGE,IMPLOSIVE DISGORGENSE(MAD PROPS TO THESE NIGGAS),DYING FETUS,VADER,SLAYER,CANCER WHORE(EDDY YOU FUCKIN ROCK BRO),FOREVER MORNING,SAUL WILLIAMS(NIGGA CAN GET OFF HE GOT SOME SHIT TO SAY SO LISTEN TO HIM),OLEMUS(THEY FUCKIN ROCK),OUT FOR BLOOD,RUN LIKE HELL,DRAGON FORCE,ARCH ENEMY,TYPE O NEGATIVE,NETHERELM(GOOD SHIT MAN GOOD SHIT),NECROPHAGIST,PRAYER FOR THE FALLEN,ANOMIA(BAD ASS FUCKIN SHIT BRO LOVE IT LOVE IT),SUFFOCATION,REST IN GORE(FAR EAST BRUTALITY IS THE ONLY TYPE OF FUCKIN BRUTALITY),DERETIUM,FATE,WOUNDEEP,INFECTED MALIGINTY,DEFILED,INFERNAL REVULSION,VISCERA INFEST,INSECT MUCAS,DIGESTED FLESH,PLASTERED WHORE,GORETRADE,CONDEMNEND,GUTTRAL ENGORGEMENT,ADOMINAL PUTRIDTY,DEVOURMENT,EXSECT EXCRUCIATION,GUTROT,MUTILATED,THROWDOWN,ANTHEMS OF APOCALYPSE,ANATA,KEIJI HAINO,THE AMENTA ,OLD MAN'S CHILD(SON OF SATAN),SLIPKNOT(THE OLD SINGER SHIT AND SOME COREY TAYLOR),THE BERZERKER,AGIEL,DIR EN GREY(FUCKIN LOVE THIS SHIT),LAMB OF GOD(FUCKIN GOOD AS YOU GET),HEAVEN SHALL BURN(DAMN STRAIGHT IT SHALL),MUSHROOMHEAD(ITS BAD SEX BUT ITS STILL SEX SO ITS GOOD....DANNY YOU MY NIGGA),ORIGIN(FUCKIN BEST SHIT EVER MY FUCKIN INSPIRATION RIGHT HERE),ANY OTHER BANDS OUT THERE I FORGOT DO FORGIVE ME BUT ALL OF YOU HAVE IMPACTED MY LIFE AND I STRIVE TO RIP AS FUCKIN AWSOME AS ALL YOU NIGGAS KEEP THAT SHIT UPKEEP IT FUCKIN BRUTAL.........FAR EAST BRUTAL
Hero,Heros of Heaven and Earth,Chinese Connection,LOTR series,Shaolin Soccor,Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon,Iron Monkey,Romeo must Die,The Last Samurai,Star Wars series,300, and shit load more.
Don't watch anyhahaha Those ppl who called me there friend over the years. Your not my friend. For those who have called me your lover over the years your NOT my lover. But its those few ppl who call me there brother THOSE are my friends. And they are the only ppl i need in my life. That SPECIAL person who calls me theres i'm in her arms already.
My favorite quotes "You don't know peace until you expiereinced suffering,"-Mushroom Head "We all rest in death,"-my own quote "I can pray for love then betray it for you,"- Endo "Life's so shity but aint it fuckin great,"-Slipknot "I'll be an angel when i die"-Mushroom Head ""Humans are weak... but we want to live... even if we're wounded... or tortured... we feel the pain..."Be not that far from me, for trouble is near; haste Thee to help me.Blessed be the Lord my strength, which teacheth my hands to war, and my fingers to fight. My goodness, and my fortress; my high tower, and my deliverer; my shield, and he in whom I trust; who subdueth my people under me. O my God, I trust in thee: let me not be ashamed, let not mine enemies triumph over me.
There are few who mean the world to me.....I'm truely blessed from god to have these people in my life.....i want to thank god for helping me through the years when i couldn't stand any more he lifted his hand out and helped me back up....after i was beaten down....jumped....shot at...left stranded he has always came through for me...i owe god my life....and ;) well he has it :)......HONESTLY MY OLD MAN.....haha even though i may yell at him all the time all though i tell him i love him all the time he is the most amazing man i've ever had the knowledgement of knowing for not having any college he is the most philoshopical person i know his knowledge has helped me a lot over the years we syphon strength off of each other :)..i love you dad thank you for showing me how to raise a great family I LOVE YOU OLD MAN...now the three girls that i've fallen in love with.....Haley Elizabeth Wilson....she is my angel and i will love her for life..she was the first girl to take my heart...and she molded me .....she means everything big and small to me even as children :) we were in love and i can honestly say that i'll always love her no matter what words don't even touch her aura of how amazing of a person she is how strong how beautiful how passionate she is honestly she is my hero :)..Kayla...wow what words can i say honestly..haha your the kindest person i've ever meet your the only women that has treated me the way i should have been...i'll always love you and i'm still waiting for that day we speaked of...i can't wait to see what the future has in store for us....to believe that it has been over three years already :) and its finally going to work out i'm probably the luckiest man in the world :) i love you kayla thank you for keeping your promise and comeing back to me......kristen LYNN spraske....now this chick seriously next to chance she is my closest friend she is amazing and crazy AND I LOVE HER TO DEATH seriously she has helped me with everythign we've been through a lot together :) and she will never turn her back on me....Chance Mahon my best friend the one person who knows me more then god or my own self......thank you chance for your undieing friendship it means the world to me....and thanks for not betraying me............Danny my brother i have never met ,you mean the world to me man you have helped through everything over the years and i promise i'll repay you one day for you kindness*i'm still best man dick*......Mr. Gates another amazing friend who i am glad that has found happiness...your amazing bro :)*boom head shot*.......Joey all though we have know each other for a very short time your a great friend and hahah were kind of force to know a bit to much about me due to surroundings but i'm bless to have friends like you........James Blackstock......me and this guy grew up together haha amazing person let me tell you......Drew Pierce another of my few brothers who have guided me and been by my side in the past thanks bro....for everything.....Jeremy Griffith....oh god what to say about are faithful leader....with out him we would have been lost for a long time were glad you came back....Chad Price.....another great friend :) and just an all around amazing person......Josh"Killer monkey" what can i say one of my best friends who i have never met...Ninja tactics 101 for life bro :)..........Kou and the ppl of my past...thanks brothers i wont let you down......i can never repay for what you did for me....i've never met some one who would literaly die for me....thanks brother i know your lookin out for me*to dodgin bullets*....thanks Kou..............Nathan Tant my roomate FALLEN TO RISE ROCKS.....go check them out.......Maynard James Keenon an amazing song writer who lyrics have helped me over the years one of the People who have drastically changed my life with just words....his music is so amazing :)..... CODY SHORT AND ERNESTO .......my bandies who i have bonded with and truely became brothers over the love of music love you guys...To all of those who have died for my past actions to all of those who have helped me live to all of those who have been by my side for years and years......THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart and god bless all of you