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★ melanie ★

i rock. nuff said.

About Me

i am melanie. hear me rawr.
CLICK HERE to read some of my poetry. i am a single mom of 2 beautiful children and i love them more than life itself. i write poetry and i like to read. i am beautiful person and i don't need anyone's acceptance of me to know that. i excercise my right to free speech daily and i use a good bit of curse words to do it. i have no tolerance for stupid people. i know stupid is as stupid does. but just do it somewhere else.
i consider myself to be funny and quirky. (is quirky a word). oh well. i am pretty sure i have split personalities. i have names for the others if you're interested. i like to laugh and i like being around people that make me laugh. i enjoy the fact that i am weird. i don't do things just to please other people even though i do have a hard time being mean. but i'm working on that.
i am a procrastinator. there's nothing i can do about it. it's in my genetic code. i tend to be a little indecisive at times. i am distracted easily. what was i talking about again? oh yeah. i don't have much more to say right now. if you wanna message me, feel free to do so. i am pretty easy to talk to. and i like to talk. so it all works out.
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My Interests

Music:



tori amos.
system of a down.
tool.
bullet for my valentine.
outkast.
metallica.
atreyu.
marilyn manson.
hurt.
the dresden dolls.
pearl jam.
sublime.
poe.
modest mouse.
jimmy eat world.
shinedown.
skindred.
our lady peace.
prince.
straight drive.
seconds to mars.
breaking benjamin.
red jumpsuit apparatus.
chevelle.
the beastie boys.
soulfly.

Movies:

fight club.
grandma's boy.
super troopers.
anchorman.
the green mile.
american history x.
sin city.

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My Blog

my thoughts on life and love and people

Not really sure where I am going with this.  But I have to start somewhere I suppose....I have been doing a lot of "thinking" lately and I have come to a conclusion.   I don't like peo...
Posted by poster girl for self destruction on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 06:24:00 PST

my own personal rain cloud.

i am miserable in my own skin. i do not know how to stop it.the tapping. constant tapping. my brain telling me to let go. yet still i hold on. what i am i holding on to?this festering inside me. ...
Posted by poster girl for self destruction on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 06:07:00 PST

when i say i miss you

your face haunts my dreams being awake makes no difference in the presence of your absence i feel an ache i can't comfort cycles of passion bleed through crumpled sheets i feel your breath on my cheek...
Posted by poster girl for self destruction on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 07:55:00 PST

tiptoeing on glass stilts

Tiptoeing on glass stilts I blaze through this life   Creeping into blissful thoughts of the raging insanity within   You are my drug of choice and the manic to my depression &n...
Posted by poster girl for self destruction on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 05:31:00 PST

never again

images cut to the core of me as they play like a morbid slideshow   i know i will never have what i thought i should   i cry for the loss of my unborn child and the unknown futures of ...
Posted by poster girl for self destruction on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 05:27:00 PST

halloween night (pictures included)

so we had an awesome time on our halloween outing. and of course, it took me all day to find something to wear. but i finally decided to be a devil angel. and e...
Posted by poster girl for self destruction on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 10:24:00 PST

insomnia is my name...

I believe I might have a touch of insomnia.  It kind of snuck up on me too.  I have no idea when the change actually happened.  I have always been the type to stay up pretty late. ...
Posted by poster girl for self destruction on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 07:43:00 PST

tomb of red.

cryptic thoughts of a trauma untold.beautiful insanity.my friend, she never grows old. vivid images keep my awake.this weight on my chest. the hate.  the love.  and the ache.trying to make s...
Posted by poster girl for self destruction on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 09:38:00 PST

The Aftermath

my stomach just ate my heart...and it wont spit it outgrinning as it devours shut up...i think i said that outloudbut no one should mindfor these are the rantings of the crazy girl on the way ou...
Posted by poster girl for self destruction on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 09:40:00 PST

My Yesterday

There are some days that just pass.  No one thing in particular stands out.  Everything follows the same pattern as the day before.  And then there are days, like the one I had yester...
Posted by poster girl for self destruction on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 09:34:00 PST