Benjamin (OBM-Crew)

I'd like to meet:

We were one in words You finished my sentence I can never attract tomorrow It pushes me asideI sink in waters deep Your presence kept me floating Far from depths where secrets lie Maybe in another lifetime I could be the first you meetI once read a poem Held my breath But that moment's gone First time I felt life somewhat hurts I need an option, a reason and some hopeYell at me, I want to be your light that shines But my ground is shaking and I might fall I wish that I could say... I wish that I could be your evil in a closet"It's Been A While"And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call youAnd everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my meansAnd it's been awhile Since I can say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I can say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with youAnd everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up againWhy must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day!And it's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way the candles light your face And it's been awhile But I can still remember just the way you tasteAnd everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for meAnd it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry