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lara

tiny spirit in a k-hole

About Me

i am lara. i live in america.

i travel this place.

i have family and friends.

i like music.

i like art.

i like memories.

i like projects and plans and learning.

all of which affects me.



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My Interests

I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I cannot transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.
-Anais Nin

I'd like to meet:

anyone who will say something

Music:

cat power, blonde redhead, azure ray, joanna newsom, sufjan stevens, coco rosie, tori amos, godspeed!, clouddead, joy division, deathcab for cutie, outkast, mirah, the notwist, portishead, belle and sebastian, miss kitten, dj shadow, the 90 day men, animal collective, cursive, cibbo matto, cex, the chromatics, ween, the cure, the dead science, the arcade fire, tv on the radio, deerhoof, decemberists, devendra banhart, deltron, gorillaz, yo la tengo, psychic tv, electrelane, elliot smith, mike patton, flaming lips, les claypool, primus, fourtet, fiona apple, grandaddy, interpol, iron and wine, hella, john coltrane, the liars, david bowie, iggy pop, tom waits, m83, magnetic fields, microphones, mars volta, massive attack, muse, modest mouse, nick cave and the bad seeds, neutral milk hotel, nine inch nails, placebo, plaid, red house painters, built to spill, xiu xiu, postal service, scout niblett, simian, the faint, the smiths, talking heads, velvet underground, unwound, yeah yeah yeahs, the shins, spoon, the eels, fischerspooner, blackalicious, dresden dolls, blood brothers, secret machines, bjork, emiliana torrini, underworld, depesche mode, !!!, black heart procession, broken social scene, coil, immortal technique, the faint, edit, mogwai, morphine, mr bungle, shpongle, she wants revenge, skinny puppy, songs ohia, sound tribe sector nine, starlight mints, stellastar, the album leaf, mouse on mars, infected mushroom, regina spektor, laura veirs, benny benassi, daft punk, the headlights, radical face, sunset rubdown, caribou,
____more musicmore joymore music please________

Movies:

city of lost children, waking life, the life aquatic , anything Miyazaki

Television:

will not

Books:

salinger, faulkner, burroughs, block, wertzel, so many more authors

My Blog

Debt is the Worst Captor

Today, ten days into September, is the first sweater day. I've put on sweaters other days, but had to remove the layer due to terrible heat as the afternoon approached.  Today though, the cloud...
Posted by lara on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 12:42:00 PST

think like a small minute magical splendor of ghastly reactions

holidays approachdays creep by...in the greying skyworking hard on my reactions lately. sun sign: taurusmoon sign: virgostubborn earth baby creates firefeeling a little like i can't get the cold out o...
Posted by lara on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 06:52:00 PST

unquiet like a child's tantrum

snow it's on my brainburied up to my knee'si collapse into it for angelsa metaphor perhaps for my buried brainoh how melodramatici need another feminine touchthe grace of a woman to guide mecharacter ...
Posted by lara on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 05:05:00 PST

anticipede

frightenedsnow's too highstuckover edgesand the car is so smalli dont want you smashedif i had better psychic abilitiesi would know exactly how things are.this is like a road of terror and if timedoes...
Posted by lara on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 04:07:00 PST

push me, bruise me, dont leave me

about to get a nice apartment.will have to figure out a way to get some furniture inside there.we'll have to get dan's pathfinder from nebraska.does anyone want to drive a pathfinder from nebraska to ...
Posted by lara on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 03:55:00 PST

posh hotel envy

we have made strides, that's for sure.  its been a great many days and i am fasting. cleansing my body. attempting a sort of purification. needs to settle for minute/make something to make someth...
Posted by lara on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 08:08:00 PST

six months spent

determination dwindles sacrifice for the sentimental i am not longer listless for what would be i am living it we travel to places to make something different, something new. i wish i would always be...
Posted by lara on Fri, 05 May 2006 04:58:00 PST

crossroads

will i win forsaken i am absolutely in a hole here in lincoln, its no go but there will i be able to be okay if you ask of me to leave behind all i know forsake myself and school a...
Posted by lara on Thu, 17 Nov 2005 05:12:00 PST

utter

I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star To pray on, or wish on, or something like that I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy Whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had But ...
Posted by lara on Tue, 08 Nov 2005 01:18:00 PST

more simple than said

wake up after sun easier to sleep when i feel so numb transcontinental connect distrust then trade can't find what i need know what i want will not do will not do pathetic how easy i ...
Posted by lara on Fri, 04 Nov 2005 03:31:00 PST