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finally[B.A.C.K]in.town

If you aren't willing to risk it ALL.. then you don't want it BAD ENOUGH.

About Me

I'm Ying . I've made mistakes.. but I have the strength to rise above them all too.
THIS PAGE IS UNDER MAJOR RENOVATION!
All my life...
I've always looked for someone else
to put my life back together for me.
.. to find all the pieces and glue it back.
someone that I can tell everything to.
For once... no matter how much it hurts
How alone I feel... Ima do it myself.
Ima learn to stand on my own two feet.
I'm done being dependent on others.
It's time for me to grow.
i was born to be stubborn, to be
a little bit bitchy, to push people
to push myself. i was taught never
to take life for granted, to live a
little, to love with everything i had
to never give up, to believe in
myself, but most of all, fight for myself
in order to be irreplacable
one must always be
d i f f e r e n t .
I miss HK.
I love glassware
[vases. candle holders. wine glasses. shot glasses. martini glasses. etc.]
I can't live without music.
I believe that there IS someone out there just for me.
...yeah cause I'm naive and a hopeless romantic.
my addictions:
Alcohol. but I know my limit.
Dramas. HK. Taiwanese & Korean dramas W orld O f W arcraft
Open Up Your Eyes
Invisible Children: You Can Make a Difference

My Interests

Reading. Dancing. Writing. HK Movies/Dramas. Xanga. Music. Mashi Maro. Beaches. Art. Interior Design. Architecture. Craft. Cartoons. Anime. Shopping. Glassware.

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet my devil ..
with the purest of all hearts .

or a non.asshoe, non.lieing, non.cheating, non.money sucking, some what sensative, understanding, funny, krn/chinese/jap guy would be nice too. and NO I don't want "the perfect guy" that's too boring for me. I want someone I can argue with but in the end we'll compromise or he'll give in to me sometimes and the other way around too. I want to be able to be myself. =oP

oh yeah... and I like my man in suits.. a lil thugged out.. and a lil fobby. HAH.. wow... I'm weird. well... they just gotta know how to dress.. mmm

ok.. RANDOM ADDS WILL BE IGNORED !!!!.. I think I've met enough poeple to last me a while. The more poeple you know the more drama there is gonna be in your life. Don't get me wrong. I love meeting new people. It's just I'm picky about who I meet.

So If you think you are intriguing enough to captivate a true interest for me to become your friend... Send me a Message. Not some "Hi How are you doing?" or "How you doing cute stuff? shiett we should get together sometime." or whatever bullshit you pull out of your ass kind of message. mmm.. actually give me 3 reasons to which why I should even accept you ^____^.. and even then I have my rights to deny =oP

see, like a messeges like this:
"hi sexy.
what are you doing today.
Iam at a hotle in Oak Brook on business wanna swing
over and get a room and see what a happens?
that is if you are a swinger
Nick"

IS NOT SOMETHING I WILL RESPOND TO

and YES I do randomly add people too. and they have every right to deny me if they want. I ain't gonna trip if they don't add me so you shouldn't if I don't add you neither.

Sure hate letters are welcome. sure go ahead critisize me. I realllly don't care. I'll just end up deleting them. Because if you actually go ahead and take the time and effort to tell me about how bitchy or whatever you think I am. That means you care more than you think.. and in reality you are actually just jealous. Have a nice day ^_______^

I know I seem like a real bitch, but you don't know me enough to judge me just yet

Here's to the liars & the cheaters
& The cold mistreaters
To the mama's boys who can't make a stand.
Here's to the superficial players
The ones who can't make up their minds
& The I love you too-soon sayers
If you hear me girls, raise your hand
Let's have a toast
Here's to findin' a good man.

My Sexy Bitches:
I have 0 friends.

SatNiteLova

Nerd.Head

Yoonie.ee

SunNiteLova

Mika.sa

Nelly.Jelli

Punk.1

Punk.2

Jap.Mikey

Emo.J

Ken.Ken

Hung.ry

Vuong.ry

Durry.m0n

Mean.0ppa

View All of My Friends

Music:

R&B. HK Music. Rap. Sappy Love Songs. Rock. ect.

and i have recently fell in love with the sound tracks from Phantom of the Opera T.T

Movies:

..too many.

Television:

OC. Simpsons. HK TV. Sponge Bob Square Pants. That 70's Show. ect.

Dating & Relationship Advice
MySpace Layouts

Books:

Nicholas Sparks' Books. Anne Rice's Books. Nora Robert's Books. Mangas. ect.

Heroes:

My Mom & Dad

My Blog

Quarter-Life Crisis

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when youstop going along with the crowd and start realizingthat there are many things about yourself that youdidn't know and may not like. You start feeli...
Posted by [L.O.V.E]on.a.diet on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 01:54:00 PST

Make This Feeling Go AWAY

...yeah.. make it go awayI didn't ask for this.....well mayb i kinda did..but not like this... not right now.not the right person....I am not falling dammit.cant blame anyone but myself_______________...
Posted by [L.O.V.E]on.a.diet on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 02:03:00 PST

I am Extraordinary.. [stolen from kim]

"this made me think... like daym.. i really bended myself over for so many of my relationships.. What happened to me being me?.. bloop =oP.. sall gewd. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. I...
Posted by [L.O.V.E]on.a.diet on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 05:21:00 PST

A Sobbing Mistake

..you don't belong to me.. you aren't bounded by me.. so why must you haunt me in every waking moment. why must you taunt me in my dreams too?..   when will you see.. .....you don't care about he...
Posted by [L.O.V.E]on.a.diet on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 10:28:00 PST

A Durry Co. Comic.. About Kim and I....

  haha i was tearin up crying from laughing so hard.. hahahahahahaha rofl...
Posted by [L.O.V.E]on.a.diet on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 09:56:00 PST

Bah Humbug

I am definately not in the Christmas mood.. I am actually crankier than ever.. I dont know why. I need to stop being so cranky...   Maybe cant take you anywhere. What Ifs will never be answered. ...
Posted by [L.O.V.E]on.a.diet on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 04:14:00 PST

daggers

I wish I could watch the world bleed through your eyes. Can I be the reason for the distruction of your selfishness? Making your pride fall through the hells of this earth. Watch it shrivel ...
Posted by [L.O.V.E]on.a.diet on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

..dem GIRLS..

.. mm i HATE to bring this up.. but its just.. i CANT stand it... all these daym little girls.. going around.. n showing their "shit"..  daymm.. i understand wea in the 21st centery and all but.....
Posted by [L.O.V.E]on.a.diet on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST