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Chris

It's My Life So You Had Best Love Me For Me!

About Me

MyGen Profile Generator“You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience by which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.” My name is Chris some call me Spaz and their is one that calls me Babe! No matter what people call me I am the best that I can be; I am a 23-year-old College student at The University of Arizona. I have spent the last four years of my life trying to find out what I truly want to do when I finish with college and the past 20 years of my life denying who I truly am as a person! And the bottom line is, I just don't know. I Have spent the past 20 years of my life trying to hide the reality that I am gay from my friends and family and to be honest it wasn't worth it. I will admit that I am not perfect for I have my flaws just like every other person; I try to make sense of my life even though I live in constant confusion. I know I will find my nitch in this world some day but until then I have the help of my friends, Teke Frat brothers, and quite possibly the most amazing boyfriend that anyone could ask for, he is there for me through the best of times and the worst of times. Without these driving forces in my life I don't know what I would do!

My Interests

MyGen Profile GeneratorBreathing, Exotic Food, Getting lost in my mind, Interesting People, Adventurous People, Open-Mindedness, Jon Stewart, Dynamic/Semi-unpredictable/Well-Structured Music, movies, Breath takingly complex Porn, DREAMS! LUCID DREAMS! Animals, Sex, Learning, Nights that never end, Being Free, being my self and not giving a dam about what other people may think.
You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||||||||||||| 60%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Romantic |||||||||||| 43%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
Female cliche |||||||||||||| 56% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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I'd like to meet:

MyGen Profile GeneratorInteresting people, People who don't have emotional or mental problems, Intelligent people, People that arn't ass holes! If you think about it who wants to meet an ass hole...........NO ONE! Most importantly people who are careing and like to have a good time! Peope who you can talk to and not wory about being judged!..
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Music:

MyGen Profile GeneratorIf it is good music then I am game and if it sucks then I will tell you so!
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Movies:

MyGen Profile GeneratorAliens, Phantom of the Opera, anything by Mel Brooks, Steel Magnolias, The God Father, etc. There are really too many to mention...
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Television:

MyGen Profile GeneratorThe Family Guy, M*A*S*H 4077, Star Trek, CSI, NCIS, Law & Order, ER, etc. There are really to many to mention.

Books:

MyGen Profile GeneratorUmmmmmmmmmmm.................Didn't TV replace those?

Heroes:

MyGen Profile GeneratorMy Father!

My Blog

Summer woo hoo!

O thank god, school is almost over. I can't wait. Now all I need is a job. and all you fuckers at home better come and see me cuz I'll be in Tucson almost all summer.
Posted by Chris on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:31:00 PST

Is homosexuality really a choice?

I am so sick and tired of the news running lopsided reports on how Christianity had decided homosexuality is a choice and a mortal sin there for gay people should be forced to repent for that sin. OMG...
Posted by Chris on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 09:22:00 PST

Confessions!

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?Any one but my Ex!2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?Deepens on if I'm parked next to the cart return or not. Usually I leave i...
Posted by Chris on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 08:05:00 PST

Rocky Roads and Deep Canyons

Ok so i guess I finaly went to far and now I am liveing to regret it. I played a joke on my boyfriend last night using a subject that he is as i know know very sensatitive to. I have always known that...
Posted by Chris on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 07:41:00 PST

Yay for being blind!

So I finaly got my ass in gear and got glasses because I couldn't see the board any more. Its amazing how clear everything is. Wow....Yay for me!
Posted by Chris on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 06:51:00 PST

Deep Depression in a Long Dark Hole!

I feal as if I am in a deep dark hole trying to find my way out and yet can't, for I am traped. I can't figure out why. For it would seam that everything is going my way, I have a lifestyle, am suroun...
Posted by Chris on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 10:49:00 PST

Startling Revelations in Life!

So I don't know what to say, I just got back from one of my frat brothers power hours and during the coarse have had some very emotion emitting conversations with both Dan, my best and most trusted fr...
Posted by Chris on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 12:54:00 PST

A year in review

I should consider my self luckey my life has taken a turn for the best I have managed to survive comeing out to my family and friends, I have a wonderfull boyfriend who i love more then anything. I ma...
Posted by Chris on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 10:50:00 PST

Work!

Yay, I just started my new job at Best Buy of East Tucson and love it. I work in the home theatre department selling everything related to home theatre. Yay employee discount!
Posted by Chris on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 10:32:00 PST

Stress and Anger Management!

Ok so apparently i need to seek help with stress and anger management! My mom told me this and i blew it off, then some other family members told me and i also ignored it. But now some of my friends a...
Posted by Chris on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 08:20:00 PST