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About Me

I drink..
I am kinda anti-drugs most of the time..
I'm taking a break from things, cause at the rate I'm going, I won't outlast 2007..
I have more fun having long drunk conversations with strangers than with friends..
I like meeting new people..
I think new people like meeting me..
I find new ways to bring myself down all the time..
I met an amazing person a little over a year ago, and I lose her a little more every day..
I really dont want to lose her..
But I might of already..
My whole way of thought can change at any time..
I hate skinheads, and anyone else that thinks with a pack mentality..
Pack mentality is for assholes..
Fighting is for douchebags..
No matter how hard I try not to hate you.... it's probubly gonna happen.. Fuck face..

Myself

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I think i'd like to meet jesse micheals and nick traina.. 2 amazing people that have helped me see things the way I do...

Music:

Streetlight Manifesto
"A Better Place, A Better Time"
So she wakes up
in time to break down
She left a note up on the dresser
and she's right on time
You don't know anything
right or wrong
I said I know
and she said so
I want to panic
but I've had it
so I go
you don't owe anything to anyone
But don't take your life
because it's all that you've got
you'd be better off just up and leaving
if you don't think they will stop
And when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
I guarantee that you wake up in a better place
in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time
looking through the paper today
looking for a specific page
don't want to find her full name followed by dates
because when I left her alone
she made a sound, like a moan
"you're known by everyone for everything you've done"
fuck buying flowers for graves
I'd rather buy you a one way non-stop
to anywhere
find anyone
do anything
forget and start again, love
she said she won't go
and that's that
it hurts too much to stand by
you've got to stop and draw a line
and everyone here has to choose a side tonight
the moment of truth is haunting you
don't forget your family
regardless of what you choose to do
you can't decide
and they're all screaming "why won't you?"
I'll start the engine but I can't take this ride for you
I'll draw your bath and I'll load your gun
but I hope so bad that you'll bathe and hunt
Annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow (tomorrow)
Annie says "The saddest day I came across was when I learned that life goes on without me" (without me)
Annie says "If everyone has someone else, then I ain't got nobody's love to save me" (save me)
Annie says "I think I'll pass away tonight, because it seems I'll never get it right if it's just me" (just me)
Annie says!
And when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
I guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time
Annie says she wouldn't mind if they never find a cure for all her problems (her problems)
Annie says as long as she has someone near to make it clear she does not need to solve them (solve them)
Annie says "oh, this loneliness is killing me it's filling me with anger and resentment (resentment)"
Annie says "I'm turning into someone that I never thought I'd have to be again"
And when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
I guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time
Annie's tired of forgetting about
today and always planning for tomorrow (tomorrow)
Annie says "The saddest day I came across was when I learned that life goes on without me" (without me)
Annie says "If everyone has someone else, then I ain't got nobody's love to save me" (save me)
Annie says "I think I'll pass away tonight, because it seems I'll never get it right if it's just me" (just me)
Annie says!
and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
I guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time
and even if it was
I wouldn't let you go
you could run run run run but I will follow close
someday you will say "that's it, that's all"
but I'll be waiting there with open arms to break your fall
I know that you think that you're on your own
but just know that I'm here
and I'll lead you home
if you let me
she said "forget me"
but I can't

My Blog

UG...

I need change.. now more than ever.. a fresh start with a new beginning sounds like it would be good..
Posted by SLZA B. DEMENTED on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 02:48:00 PST

No one ever said you had to read these...

I have posted these a few times before, but thought shandi might want to read them so hey whatever... ..>..> ..> MEEveryone I've loved has left me, Betrayed meEverything I like Dissapears, Everythin...
Posted by SLZA B. DEMENTED on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 03:32:00 PST

Someday...

"Someday" Sometimes I unwind Look back to the passing of time Sometimes I feel Those days become unreal Our lives are fashioned by things that come from outside Control so indirect we don't even reali...
Posted by SLZA B. DEMENTED on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 09:46:00 PST

So I missed most of the show...

So.. I'm not feeling so great.. HAHAHAHA.. (You know meg, if you killed yourself right now, you'd probubly get a full page in the yearbook. - yeah, stewie can be pretty cool..)But yeah.. I spent 150$ ...
Posted by SLZA B. DEMENTED on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 12:32:00 PST

Biohazard... hahahahaha...

So.. I think I'm sick..nope.. the real kind of sick.. I keep sneazing(Yeah, we all know sneazing can be enjoyable at times..) And my nose is all runny.. and I'm stil all itchy from the peeling of my s...
Posted by SLZA B. DEMENTED on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 04:09:00 PST

She says that we are going nuts.. thats what Im thinking..

There's something wrong with me.. I'm pretty sure I have A.D.D. But I am wondering lately if I'm bi-polar.. but probubly not. It's me going crazy.. Attention deficit disorder.. I dont even know if tha...
Posted by SLZA B. DEMENTED on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 01:34:00 PST

Responses to a bulletin I posted earlyer.. ( Thier cute.. :P )

I posted this bulletin.. people responded, and I was pretty surprised about how close some people were. So I'ma gonna post them here ( I am gonna put the innitials of who posted each responce) Christ...
Posted by SLZA B. DEMENTED on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 10:52:00 PST