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forever young

love is a wasted emotion. its only function is to kill you slowly so as to make sure you digest ever

About Me

"i'd rather live in a cardboard box with the man of my dreams, then live in a mansion with a stranger."
Powered by Podbean.com AFFIRM: "I will act now. I will act now. I will act now. Henceforth, I will repeat these words each hour, each day, everyday, until the words become as much a habit as my breathing, and the action which follows becomes as instinctive as the blinking of my eyelids. With these words I can condition my mind to perform every action necessary for my success. I will act now. I will repeat these words again and again and again. I will walk where failures fear to walk. I will work when failures seek rest. I will act now for now is all I have. Tomorrow is the day reserved for the labor of the lazy. I am not lazy. Tomorrow is the day when the failure will succeed. I am not a failure. I will act now. Success will not wait. If I delay, success will become wed to another and lost to me forever. This is the time. This is the place. I am the person.”
...Og Mandino
Affirm, "I can do all things through the power of my subconscious mind."
Thoughts become things, so choose the good ones.
"i'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. take me now, i'm yours."
Every thought is a cause, and every condition is an effect.
HOW WILL MAKE-UP AND EXPENSIVE CLOTHES MAKE ME MORE ATTRACTIVE TO THE WORLD?
WILL IT DISTRACT PEOPLE FROM THE INSANITY THAT SLITHERS UNDERNEATH MY SKIN?
WILL IT SUDDENLY MAKE ME DESIRABLE... WORTHY OF MEN?
WHY DON'T YOU TELL THE TRUTH. IT WILL SIMPLY MAKE IT EASIER FOR YOU TO HANDLE... AT LEAST YOU'LL HAVE SOMETHING PRETTY TO LOOK AT WHILE YOU TEAR ME DOWN AND PUT ME IN MY PLACE.
WHO AMONGST US WOULD LOVE TO HAVE ME AT THEIR SIDE AND THROUGHOUT THEIR LIFE?
WHAT PURPOSE COULD I SERVE YOU AND WHAT PURPOSE WOULD YOU SERVE ME?
WOULD IT ALL BE IN VAIN? WOULD IT CRUMPLE INTO SHAME?
WHEN WILL I ESCAPE MY SELF-CREATED HELL?
TELL ME THE TRUTH... CAN I?
HONESTLY, I DESIRE NOTHING MORE.
Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls. - Joseph Campbell
An idealist is a person who helps other people to be prosperous. - Henry Ford
It is done unto you as you believe. -Jesus
Be the change you wish to see in the world. -Gandhi
All that we are is the result of what we have thought. -Buddha
Whether you think you can or think you can't, either way you are right. -Henry Ford
For as long as men massacre animals, they will kill each other. Indeed, he who sows the seed of murder and pain, cannot reap joy and love. - Pythagoras
***to "let go" does not mean to stop caring, it means i can't do it for someone else.
***to "let go" is not to cut myself off, its the realization i can't control another.
***to "let go" is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences.
***to "let go" is not to be protective, its to permit another to face reality.
***to "let go" is not to try to change or blam another, its to make the most of myself.
***to "let go" is not to care for, but to care about. ***to "let go" is not to fix, but to be supportive. ***to "let go" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.
***to "let go" is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies.
***to "let go" is not to deny, but to accept.
***to "let go" is not to nag, scold or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
***to "let go" is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes, and cherish myself in it.
***to "let go" is not to criticize and regulate anybody, but to try to become what i dream i can be.
***to "let go" is not to regret the past, but to live in the present and grow toward the future.
***to "let go" is to fear less, and love more.

My Interests

AWESOME= http://www.rockabyebabymusic.com/web/page.asp

I'd like to meet:

COVERING AMERICA'S ASS WHILE THE AMERICAN FLAG COVERS HERS!! its what we've always wanted in a vice-presidential canidate!!!!
a man with a brain and creative mind is always better then a pretty boy with sports skills.

connor oberst, because he is magnificently groundbreaking and i think we share a small part of the universe that few others tap into.

i would love to meet my imaginary man. { sigh }

Myspace Contact Tables

Music:



a change of pace air alkaline trio aloha ani difranco animal collective as cities burn a silver mt. zion at the drive in babes in toyland beck betty blowtorch bikini kill bjork black box recorder black heart procession blanche bob dylan bonnie "prince" billy brian jonestown massacre brighteyes built to spill cadallaca cake cat power circulatory system clap your hands say yeah clinic coldplay cursive damien jurado dandy warhols dashboard confessional dead heart bloom dead meadow death cab for cutie decemberists delgados donovan dresden dolls elvis costello elliot smith emmylou harris everclear fiona apple flaming lips fleetwood mac galaxie 500 ghost buffalo god speed you black emperor grandaddy green day guided by voices HARD-Fi head of femur holly cole house of heroes i love you but i have chosen darkness imaginary johnny international noise conspiracy iris dement iron & wine jack off jill jeff buckley jenny lewis & the watson twins jesus and mary chain jets to brazil jimmy eat world joan jett & the black hearts johnny cash joy division julie ruin junction 18 kraftwerk L7 laymen terms le tigre lisa germano lisa loeb lunachicks margot & the nuclear so & so's marilyn manson mazzy star mercury rev metric mewithoutyou midstates modest mouse muse my chemical romance neil young neutral milk hotel neva dinova new order nick drake nico nils lofgren nine inch nails nirvana nofx oasis offspring olivia tremor control pearl jam pedro the lion pink floyd pj harvey placebo plastikman poe portishead postal service radiohead rage against the machine rasputina R.E.M. rolling stones saturnine seven mary three siouxsie & the banshees sleater-kinney smashing pumpkins snow globe snow patrol songs: ohia sonic youth sparkle horse stereolab stone temple pilots sufjan stevens sunny day real estate supergrass tegan & sara the amber lights the byrds the city on film the clash the cure the doors the elected the gloria record the good life the killers the microphones the pixies the rainy thursdays the subways the sundays thursday tim buckley tom petty tom waits tool tracy + the plastics trembling blue stars ugly casanova van morrison varnaline velvet underground veruca salt violent femmes waking ashland wilco willie nelson wolf parade yeah yeah yeahs yo la tengo

Movies:

this baby will make you laugh. ..

Television:


Heroes:


kathleen hanna because she is my hero, my drive and my inspiration.

My Blog

Top Ten Most Disturbing Facts and Impressions of Sarah Palin

Some of this is interesting, some of this is straw clutching.Top Ten Most Disturbing Facts and Impressions of Sarah PalinBy AlterNet Staff, AlterNetPosted on September 2, 2008, Printed on September 2,...
Posted by forever young on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 05:47:00 PST

Bush: McCain ready to lead this nation

ST. PAUL, Minnesota (CNN) -- Sen. John McCain should be president because the country needs a leader who "understands the lessons" of the September 11 terrorist attacks, President Bush will tell the R...
Posted by forever young on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 05:24:00 PST

Palin Slashed Funding for Teen Moms (cuz everyone’s suppose to have a vp canidate for a mom)

Palin Slashed Funding for Teen Moms Alaska Gov. Sarah Palin wrote in her line-item veto changes by hand in this copy of a 2008 spending bill obtained by The Washington Post. By Paul KaneST. PAUL -- Al...
Posted by forever young on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 04:59:00 PST

McCain’s VP pick - Palin. WHO?

Yesterday was John McCain's 72nd birthday. If elected, he'd be the oldest president ever inaugurated. And after months of slamming Barack Obama for "inexperience," here's who John McCain has chosen to...
Posted by forever young on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 05:20:00 PST

so i must be psychic

last night i dreamt of * babies - nursing my own 18 month old and nursing someone else's newborn twins.    strange.  and trying to take them out of the city in an attempt to save them f...
Posted by forever young on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 07:34:00 PST

smells like vomit and tears

suck the juice out of my dripping heart. isn't that what love's all about? grab my ankles turn me inside out. i wanna make sure you can get to the part that gives you something to do with your ha...
Posted by forever young on Sun, 17 Aug 2008 08:04:00 PST

inspirations from the universe

Just look to those who already possess as you wish to possess or who've already achieved as you wish to achieve, and ask yourself whether or not they have some special gift that you do not have? If th...
Posted by forever young on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 11:01:00 PST

falling in love

wouldn't it be great to fall in love?  to find someone special that makes you feel beautiful - makes you feel special too? to fall in love the way young people do - like high school sweethearts. ...
Posted by forever young on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 11:16:00 PST

im a bitch and i ruined your life.

i'm a bitch because i stuck up for myself, and walk out on you when you call me names in public. i'm a bitch because i was scared and alone, with a baby living with a junky who hated me and ...
Posted by forever young on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 07:37:00 PST

life, liberty, & happiness - freedom to give in.

ruth is suppose to be a feministbut she's not practicing anymoreshe's sick of the obligationto be responsible and self-sufficientruth is suppose to stand up for herselfbut she's complaining of sore le...
Posted by forever young on Sat, 17 May 2008 11:57:00 PST