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About Me

On Becoming More...
Life goes on, despite what you might do to keep it where it is. The problem with life is just that. One chapter to the next, one phase, one period, one moment that fades away and leads somehow into the next segment of time that is really no more or less of anything than the last, yet different because that's what we perceive. As long as life has to be that way, then I might as well do what I can to guide the direction it's going to take. If I have to go on a roller coaster, I'm fucking designing it myself.
And that's the plan, my friends who are actually reading this garbage. I am moving on, finally. Something I should have done with more definitive action the first time I left, this time I plan to make it far more permanent. In truth, I never felt like I came home from Japan last summer. Nothing was ever right about that period of my life now that I think about it, and I'm sorry to everyone and mostly myself that it took this damned long to figure it out. I'm leaving and this time, I'm staying gone for as long as it takes.
As long as it takes to find the meaning of true strength. And one way or another, I intend to find my answers.

My Interests

Anything beast.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone beast.

My Blog

Reckoning

This is going to be hell. Also fun, obscurely, in that very masochistic sort of way. Either way, I'm not going to make it out of this one like all the other times. This time I get to die.
Posted by Merciless on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 07:24:00 PST

Prayer of the Refugee

Don't hold me up, now I can stand on my own ground. I don't need your help now. You won't let me down.
Posted by Merciless on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 06:46:00 PST

Silence in the air today, his breath on microphone...

On the surface, my eyes seem wide awake and ready... they tell a story of a man who has been seen some shit, been through some shit, and can take some shit if there's shit to be had. They lie. Conce...
Posted by Merciless on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 11:26:00 PST

Aruita, Ima mo Aruite...

I think I kind of hate my keitai denwa. It keeps me more pegged down to this world than I want to be. I think I'd rather just have what I had before... just my nimotsu, and nothing else. If I neede...
Posted by Merciless on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 04:39:00 PST

No Sound Sleep Here...

So I haven't been able to get a good night's sleep, no matter where I was for these past few days since returning to these islands. I guess more parts of me were left scattered across Japan than...
Posted by Merciless on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 03:34:00 PST

The Next Chapter... Sabishii Toki, Demo, Eshajyouri

Sometimes, I am amazed by how these things work out. If I had searched deep enough, I would have seen that there was never anything to worry about, and that things worked out because I worked hard fo...
Posted by Merciless on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 11:03:00 PST

Usotsuki

I lied. This will be my final blog from Japan... at Kansai Airport. Last night, or this morning depending on how you want to view it, I was hit with my last, greatest, and most obvious of all my...
Posted by Merciless on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 03:25:00 PST

The Kyoto Arc Comes To A Close... Tokushima Kaeru

My adventure is at an end... and the last battle won. As the world around me seems to rejoice, I anxiously wait to return to the place where this all began... Tokushima-ken, Shikoku. I wai...
Posted by Merciless on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 09:38:00 PST

Kouya and Hiei

Two more mountains left to climb. I thought I was done, but this is in fact, the final battle. I thought that I was finished with this pilgrimage, but I won't be until I arrive at the headquarte...
Posted by Merciless on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 02:17:00 PST

Owatta

So it is, that on the 28th day in Japan, I have finished the Shikoku Hachijyuhachi Kasho Meguri. I have travelled over 1100 kilometers, I have climbed reasonable mountains, I have followed the mo...
Posted by Merciless on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 05:12:00 PST