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Ah! Love Life Is So Confusing!

Love Will Always Be Based On Trust

About Me


.. - Get Your Own
To people that don't know me that well...my name is Brenda but most of my friends love calling me ♥Muffin♥. I'm a really out going chick with a huge caring heart. I hate injustice but most of all haters. I also love writting poetry, I see it as a way I express what I think and feel deep down my heart mind and soul. I mostly enjoy playing the piano...someday I'll be a great pianist. But for now I enjoy having the thought and knowing that in four months I'll be a mommy.If you would like to know more about me don't be shy and please ask questions before you judge... -Thank You love layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet people that are out there and well that are crazy and fun to be around with...
You Will Be a Cool Parent
You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.
You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.
While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.
You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant! Would You Be a Cool Parent?

Music:

I really like music any kind of music I would say...from romantic to metal, alternatice,punk ect.

Movies:

I like any kind of movies as longest they don't bored me..but the ones that really touch me were the Passion of Christ and The Gospel.

Television:

My favorite shows would be that 70th show and Family Guy and Futurama.

Books:

The book I really like and I learned alot from reading is the bible..but I also like others like a Child Call It and many more.

Heroes:

My hero for me is God and my mom and my sister Emy I love her to death.

My Blog

"Days that now pass me by"

The days go by so slowlyIt's Like i'm dying and rotting so slowlyThe pain goes by so slowly And spares me sadness insideAll i hear in my mindare screams, of children and babies in frightLatley i'm lon...
Posted by ~Yup I ♥ My PhiL~ on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 04:53:00 PST

"Seeking your help God"

God am sick and tired of this pain, It haunts me all day, everyday! I can't seem to find my way out and am trap, In this world full of illusions,passions and confusions! Honestly I want to change who ...
Posted by ~Yup I ♥ My PhiL~ on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 12:51:00 PST

"Cuando estoy Contigo" (aunque no lo creas)

Cuando estoy contigo se llena mi corazon I tiene sentido la vida y el mundo es una ilusion... Cuando estoy contigo la noche tiene color y un beso es suficiente para estender el amor... Y al abrazarte ...
Posted by ~Yup I ♥ My PhiL~ on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 02:40:00 PST

"Distance is the main cause"

"Distance love" Don't let the miles between usKeep our love apartJust listen close and you will hearThe beating of my heartNo distance, will ever keepMy heart from loving youThere are no more tears fo...
Posted by ~Yup I ♥ My PhiL~ on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 02:10:00 PST

"I will always Love you"

"I Will Always Love You"I stare into the darkness of the nightAnd I see your faceTears well up in my eyesBecause you, I cannot replaceI close my eyes and all I see is youYou're with me everywhere I go...
Posted by ~Yup I ♥ My PhiL~ on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 06:48:00 PST

"let me help you"

"Let me help You" Dont hide behing the shadowsof your broken soulI know youre in painbut dont hide from meShow me all that you haveLet me feel everythingI want to be a part of youLet me love youDont l...
Posted by ~Yup I ♥ My PhiL~ on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 06:43:00 PST

"This girl you see"

"This Girl you See" This girl you seeHer mask is brightShe wears it boldlyBut hides it at nightShe is not realNot to you or meHer mask is her shellWithout it, she wont beShe has painted herselfLaughte...
Posted by ~Yup I ♥ My PhiL~ on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 06:25:00 PST

"Just you"

"Just you" You sold yourself to the worldFor what you never wantedThrown in the windstorm of lifeYou waste away your daysAnd you want to end it allYou hate the feeling of wantAnd the absence of loveYo...
Posted by ~Yup I ♥ My PhiL~ on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 06:20:00 PST

"In Frustration"

I wish to know my way out, But I can't seem to find an exit! My heart is now full of frustration, Not knowing what to do, It sinks in Silence with no way out! Tries to swim up and catch some air, But ...
Posted by ~Yup I ♥ My PhiL~ on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 05:43:00 PST

what is the word Love?

Love is a word that alot of people use like if it was a toy but in reality love is something you feel deep inside your soul! Is really hard to discribe what in reality this word means! But for me it m...
Posted by ~Yup I ♥ My PhiL~ on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 06:05:00 PST