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when i have nothing i have her, my maddi lynn

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About Me

i am 20 years old. i have a beautiful daughter maddi lynn my daughter is the most important thing in my life and the only thing i would fight for. times have changed and people n lean on Someone I can count on toohave changed so if you need to know any more just ask my family and friends are the most important thing in my life and i would die for them. my heart belongs to one person and i hope one day they will read this and realize what they have in front of them and never fuck it up. i love this person with all i am and all i will ever be. i just hope the feeling will stay mutual. but as i am realizing it wont. you have made me look stupid wayn too many times, and i hope you read all that has changed in this page and finally feel the pain you put me through. and for what? a few moments of bliss with someone else? well you lost the one person who was always there. this person is gone. i will never be the same and you should know u never leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. life is a precious gift and it should be cherished everyday to the fullest. God will never put anything on your plate you cant handle and sometimes it may seem impossible but no matter what happens things will always be fine. believe me i know from experience. i may be young but i have been through more pain than one person should ever have to deal with. i have loved an lost and the battle will continue to go on. but i will never give up. i will fight till i cant fight anymore for myself and my world, maddi lynn.how could you~!Fiyah GFXmyspace layouts :: Get this layout .

My Interests

i want to make the perfect life for my baby girl. i dream to continue dancing but like i said i dream.

I'd like to meet:

no one my heart is damaged!

Music:

i like any music as long as it has a meaning or you can just get up and dance to it

Movies:

anything.

Television:

the real world and dawsons creek!

Books:

Fair Game and whale talk.I love you but i know It is time for me to go so as you curl up nice and snug In the big bed where we spent so many nights together I ask only to remember me this one last time And think of me as you die. I want you to remember That it was you who ruined our love for one anotherThe custody papers will be sent to you The matters cleaned up nice You can have your little fling but still you will think of me

Heroes:

My heroes are my mom and aunt. They have been through so much in this world, and have stayed so strong it is hard not to look up to them. They have taught me to be strong, and always keep my head up. My cousin and my friends are also very important to me. They have been there through everything. I dont know what i would without them.my best friend Hillary is my guiding light.she has taught me to be strong even when it was impossible.she is my best friend and my sister. honestly her opinion about me seems to be the only one that matters. we do everything together and i know that if i ever need anything or anyone to talk to she is there. she is so strong and so beautiful i just pray that god has made me half the person she is. she is real and to the point. she will tell you how she feel and not think twice about it. but she is also quick to tell you she is sorry when she knows she is wrong. we have great times and great memories, even of her trying to fight me in east side baltimore. but the thing is we can always wake up the next morning and laugh about the crazy night before. i have learned so much from her and she has been there through the hardest parts of my life, and for that she is my hero, guiding light, my best friend, my sister, my blue blazes! lol

My Blog

i looked for you but i found nothing

When I say I love you I doBut this with you will not doI need someone I can lean onSomeone I can count on tooYes you are there sometimesFor that I am grateful to youBut I need someone there full timeA...
Posted by when i have nothing i have her, my maddi lynn on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 06:57:00 PST

alone with courage

They had been together for many a year,Now all she can feel is fear.She gave all that she could give,It just wasn't the way he wanted to live.He left without a backward glance,Not even giving their lo...
Posted by when i have nothing i have her, my maddi lynn on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 07:05:00 PST

Grandmom

i was just sitting here and i was looking at heathers myspace and read her blog about her grandmother that past away awhile back. It got me thinking that i really havent vented about my grandmother th...
Posted by when i have nothing i have her, my maddi lynn on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 06:47:00 PST

everything is falling apart

this is absolutley ridiculous! i dont even know what to say. we can finally get ahead and he blows it. the baby will be here in less that 3 months and that means nothing to him. WHAT HAVE I DONE? i ha...
Posted by when i have nothing i have her, my maddi lynn on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 12:33:00 PST

here i am to worship

ok so i am getting baptised this month, and i am really excited. And this has to be my favorite song ever, i can listen to it over and over!           . ..
Posted by when i have nothing i have her, my maddi lynn on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 12:44:00 PST

here i am to worship

ok so i am getting baptised this month, and i am really excited. And this has to be my favorite song ever, i can listen to it over and over!           . ..
Posted by when i have nothing i have her, my maddi lynn on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 12:44:00 PST

sorry

sry i havent wrote much. i have been pretty busy with my job and boyfriend. I also have another journal that i am kinda busy on. I would let you know where but someone would be highly upset because it...
Posted by when i have nothing i have her, my maddi lynn on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 03:37:00 PST

IM READY!

Im soo ready to do this last year of school. I only have like 10 months of school left, and i am gonna go into the air force. I really dont have the money to pay for college, so the air force can...
Posted by when i have nothing i have her, my maddi lynn on Sat, 13 Aug 2005 01:19:00 PST

i hate this world

why are ppl the way they are. This world is being taken over by ppl who care more about themselves than what is going on around them. This world is rude, crude, and ignorant. I dont know about you but...
Posted by when i have nothing i have her, my maddi lynn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

1st

Yeah so im sick right now, and i figured i will jump on the wagon, and join. All the cool kids are doingit right! Dinner tonight with a few friends and off the to airport to bid adios to my girl on he...
Posted by when i have nothing i have her, my maddi lynn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST