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Music:

music, ok, let's see...there's nirvana, creed, linkin park, nickelback, three doors down, staind, ozzy, rob zombie, metallica, guns n roses, all the classics, definitely pink floyd. hip hop, rap and r&b: ludacris, dre, 50 cent, usher, lil jon, etc.
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Movies:

i don't really have a fave movie or fave kind. as long as the plot doesn't suck and the characters are interesting...i'm good! also..as long as the cast doesn't include steven segal or jean-claude van damme.
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Heroes:

my hero's are my children...as corny as that sounds, anyone with kids will understand. having kids will change ANY HUMAN BEING!!!!
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My Blog

getting back to normal...maybe

ok, well, things between me and oli are still the same, we're still split up, it still hurts, but its just one of those things. i still love him and wish things could be different. i know that they ca...
Posted by the forgotten silence on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:18:00 PST

a truly new beginning

ok, as a quick recap, i have done some really stupid, horribly mean and unforgivable things. i know that i can't go back to anything at all resembling the life i had before. yes, that hurts a LOT. i m...
Posted by the forgotten silence on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 08:06:00 PST

big rocks and my future

i can't understand how i manage to fuck myself every chance i get. it's like i refuse to let myself be happy. i continue to hurt the people who matter most to me, and i surrond myself and allwo myself...
Posted by the forgotten silence on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 10:44:00 PST

my life

i have prayed so many times and for so long for oliver to come back to me. and then on january 10th, he did. he told me he wanted to come back to me. a couple of weeks later, he proposed again. i was ...
Posted by the forgotten silence on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:29:00 PST

darkness

within the dark confines of my misery, i have been sitting. groping for a switch that will illuminate my world. something that will make the darkness recede. i have held on for so long to the love and...
Posted by the forgotten silence on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 07:55:00 PST

will it ever get better?

i know it's only been a few weeks since the break up and it's going to take much longer to get over it so to speak. but i still don't want to get over it. i want my family back. i want the man i fell ...
Posted by the forgotten silence on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 09:08:00 PST

hmmm.....

the kids got home last night! i missed them soooo much! in just a week, gage has gotten a little bigger, and willow seems more grown up than ever! it's amazing how children grow! and they are my angel...
Posted by the forgotten silence on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:41:00 PST

more of the same

i'm looking for help with the problems i have. if anyone can help me find someone that can treat me that would be greatly appreciated. to summarize what's wrong with me, keep reading. i know i have de...
Posted by the forgotten silence on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 10:50:00 PST

it’s not getting any easier

it's almost 2008, and i'm still so alone. oli isn't budging on the break up. he seems to be getting more comfortable with the idea. almost excited. he's still here. living in the house with me. and i ...
Posted by the forgotten silence on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 05:52:00 PST

it’s the end of my world...part II

the last entry told you of my new found unemployment. due to the fact that oliver and i were having problems in our relationship that were causing problems at work. it was a vicious cycle. so, i quit ...
Posted by the forgotten silence on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 08:29:00 PST