Alyssa [genocide] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

♥ Alyssa [genocide], nice to meet ya!
♥ Some people love me. Some people, not so much.
♥ I'd rather be hated than ignored.
♥ I try to be nice. I try to be sweet.
♥ But I must warn you, you piss me off I'm bricking your face.
♥ I'm in a state in life, where I know nothing.
♥ Then again, I cant recall a time when I ever did.
♥ I'm trying to find myself;
♥ it gets hard when I'm located in a city full of destruction and filth.
♥ Not in the literal sense, look at your fucking surroundings.
♥ I want to be a filmmaker.
♥ With film, I can explore someones inner most thoughts through a plastic lense.
♥ I can convey all your convictions.
♥ Strength, hopelessness, escapism, hate.
♥ I strive for reality.
♥ Fuck Censorship
♥ I hate fucking Erie.
♥ I put partial blame on this town for the ruining of my soul, then again that's my REALITY.
♥ I'm a deep thinker. Sometimes it fucks me.
♥ I plan on moving to Pittsburgh sometime next year to attend the Art Institute, to study Digital Media.
♥ Daily, I remind myself, to move forward so soon enough I can get there.
♥ I want to travel the world.
♥ I want to stop all forms of oppression.
♥ I want to stop world hunger, global warming, racism, sexism, capitalism, the war in Iraq, any war in general, the brutal slaughting of animals, chaos, the illumanati, organized religion, closed minded people, disease, heart break, addiction, world domanation, the world.
♥ I believe in peace & unity
♥ Yes, I'll hug a fucking tree if you want me too.
♥ I live for music, literature, art.
♥ I'm one of those believers that art exists everywhere and anywhere
♥ Just open your eyes....
♥ I can be the biggest cunt you'll ever meet,
♥ but I'll still listen to your ideals, values, morals.
♥ I'm not closed minded, but in the end I'll prob. still believe I'm right.
♥ I'm doing the best I can.
♥ Everyday is a fucking fight.
♥ But I will get there, I will accomplish.
♥ In the end all I've got to believe in, is myself.
The End
[love.only.yourself]

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Music:

Punk, Anarcho Punk, Crust, Riot Girl, Ska, Reggae, Rockabilly, Psychobilly, Thrash, Hardcore, Metalcore, Black Metal, Doom Metal, Sludgecore, Industrial, Indie, Classic Rock, Psychedellic, Rap, Trip-hop, Trance, your mom.

4 Skins
7 seconds
-A-
A Global Threat
A Perfect Circle
Acid Bath
The Adicts
Adolescents
Against Me!
The Animals
Afi (old skool)
Agent Orange
All Shall Perish
Amebix
Angelic Upstairs
Angry Samoans
Anti-Flag
Anti-Nowhere League
Antischism
Appendix
As I Lay Dying
At The Drive In
Attak
Aus Rotten
-B-
Bad Brains
Bad Religion
Bat Mobile
Bauhaus
Bedouin Soundclash
Behind Enemy Lines
Bikini Kill
Black Flag
Black Label Society
Black Sabbath
Blatz
Bleeding Through
Bloodhound Gang
Bob Dylan
Bob Marley
Bongzilla
Bratmobile
Buzzcocks
-C-
Carcass
Caustic Christ
The Casualties
Chaos UK
Cheap Sex
Choking Victim
Chron Gen
Chumbawamba
Circle Jerks
The Clash
Clit 45
Common Rider
Conflict
Cradle of Filth
The Cramps
Crass
Crucifix
The Cure
Cypress Hill
-D-
The Damned
Damien Marley
Dead Kennedys
Dead Milkmen
Dirt
Discharge
The Distillers
The Doors
Dropkick Murpheys
Dystopia
-E-
The Exploited
EyeHateGod
-F-
F-minus
Fear Factory
Flogging Molly
Flowers in the Dust Bin
Flux of Pink Indians
Fugazi
Fu Manchu
-G-
The Gears
Generation X
The Germs
G.G Allen Gwar
-H-
Himsa
Honey Bane
-I-
Iced Earth
Iggy Pop and the Stooges
Interpol
Iron Maiden
-J-
Jello Biafra
Jesus Lizard
JFA
Jimi Hendrix
-K-
Karma Sutra
Kimya Dawson
-L-
Lamb of God
Le Tigre
Led Zeppelin
Leftover Crack
Lower Class Brats
-M-
MDC
Ministry
Misfits
Municipal Waste
-N-
Nas
Nausea
New York Rel-X
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
No Cash
-O-
Old Mans Child
Omega Tribe
Operation Ivy
Oxymoron
-P-
Pantera
Pennywise
Peter and the Test Tube Babies
The Pixies
Potential Threat
Primus
Protest the Hero
-Q-
Queens of the Stone Age
-R-
Rage Aginst the Machine
Rammstein
The Ramones
Rancid
Reverend Horton Heat
Richard Hell and the Voidroids
Ringworm
-S-
Shadows Fall
Sick Of It All
Skatelittes
Skeptix
Snoop Dogg
The Specials
S.O.D
Subhumans
Sublime
System of A Down
-T-
Tiger Army
Toxic Narcotic
-U-
Uprising
-V-
Venom
Violent Femmes
-Y-
The Yardbirds
-Z-
ZOUNDS!!!!!!!!!!
alot fucking more....

Movies:

Anything off-beat, artsy, classic, black n white, independent, or TROMA ( ♥ ). Quintin Terantino, Alfred Hitchcock, David Lynch, Tim Burten, Stanley Kubrick, Salvador Dali, Oliver Stone
(in no order.....)
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Pulp Fiction
Full Metal Jacket
The Shining
Reservoir Dogs
Rocky Horror Picture Show
Sid & Nancy
Half Baked
Night of the Living Dead
Dead Alive
Cheech & Chong
Dazed & Confused
Scarface
Magnolia
Clockwork Orange
SLC Punk
Trainspotting
Requiem for a Dream
Kill Bill
Bowlling for Columbine
Natural Born Killers
Manic
Spun
Corpse Bride
Eraserhead
The Wall
Saw
Blow
Harold & Kumar
American History X
One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest
Apocalypto
Reefer Madness
Marijuana Girl
Screamplay
etc.

Television:

funny. stoner. tv.

METALOCALYPSE!!!! Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Family Guy
Futurama
Squidbillies
Boondocks
Dave Chappelle
Reno 911
Mind of Mencia
South Park
Twilight Zone
Off Beat Cinema
Laguna Beach
That 70s Show
Dharma and Greg
Dating shows
& shit like that....

Heroes:

Strong women, feminists, pin up girls, protesters, my mom, myself, people who put up with my shit.

My Blog

Wretched.

My stomach jumps through hoops only to get hit by a semi in the end.A constant bullet mark through my skull.Afraid to die, but whats the reason to live.I only find family as an answer.And even then th...
Posted by Alyssa [genocide] on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 08:28:00 PST

How Many Times Can Shit, Shit?

I look like shit.I feel like shit.Im tired as shit.Im bored as shit.Im busy as shit.Im broke as shit.Im jobless as shit.Im loaded with shit.I got bills and shit.My cat shits.I am shit.This is shit.Lif...
Posted by Alyssa [genocide] on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 09:06:00 PST

Shitsburgh.

Fuck sonic youth and being depressed. Listening to sad music only makes you sadder, why am i not changing the damn song. I ate to admit. I dont like admiting to defeat, its bullshit. But I hate everyt...
Posted by Alyssa [genocide] on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 01:08:00 PST

Updating & Randomness.

None of this is important, just random thoughts i want to track.... -almost $400 dollars in the bank right now, almost enough to cover a months rent. thats how much ive saved in a months worth out of ...
Posted by Alyssa [genocide] on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 10:49:00 PST

Life likes to shit all over the place.

I got off of work at 10 o'clock last night and i didnt fall asleep until 2 and now i have to be there at 8:30 am again, until 4. JESUS! Im glad that within 2 months (not even) my job really effin...
Posted by Alyssa [genocide] on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 04:34:00 PST

I should spit in the face of an enemy.

The internet is a powerful thing. Its amazing how much information people throw out about themselves. I even know this personally, someone reads something i write online or see i've changed my relatio...
Posted by Alyssa [genocide] on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 05:55:00 PST

Yeah.

Work has been great. I really like my job now and i get paid next week. Woot Woot!!! And im going to pittsburgh this weekend to try to get the beau enrolled and look for apartments. Hopefully that pan...
Posted by Alyssa [genocide] on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 05:32:00 PST

I ate a baby.

Blarg...countdown to the weekend.I never realized work and no play was so lonely.The zoo job is going towards the good im hoping. Yesterday was my first day and I HATED it. My first job I ever found m...
Posted by Alyssa [genocide] on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 06:00:00 PST

Blizzorg.

Damn Donald and his making me want to speak his gamer language.First day of work in less than an hour and half. I hope it works out, but I know it will ^_^ I havnt really worked since April, so I gott...
Posted by Alyssa [genocide] on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 04:44:00 PST

Fuckin an animal.

MYSPACE I HATE YOU.AGAIN YOU FUCKED UP AND DELETED MY BLOG.DIE.I got the zoo job& it's Friday.To make things short.Fucking mypace and it's gayness.
Posted by Alyssa [genocide] on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 10:45:00 PST