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Brandy

orphan child of gypsies, lunatics, criminals, and firestarters

About Me

.......I went to Paris to see the tomb of Napoleon. I worried my heartache would cause the walls of Les Invalides to crumble down around me. I ran through the halls and called out his name. I passed statues and busts that whispered thick, dark secrets that I was too consumed to bother with. I paused to try on his chapeau, knowing he would have wanted it that way. I then carried on. I pounded on a large glass wall until it shattered into a million diamonds. Behind it stood Napoleon's horse, stuffed for all eternity to behold. Its white hair was all but gone. I walked through the diamonds and blessed the horse, alone there for so many years. I spoke in code and assured the horse his master was safe and nearby. I did not have the heart to tell him the truth. As the guards came I fled- I passed Napoleon's deathmask, his deathbed, and the pall in the air was so thick I had to push through it with both fists. The guards grabbed ancient bayonets from the displays and roared toward me like a hungry battalion. Determined, I pulled my bones toward the tomb, aching, aching. He was coming closer, dear Napoleon. His grand wooden tomb glistened like melting chocolate. I jumped the ropes around it, held my body close to it, pressed my finger to my lips and said "shhhhh". The guards stopped and did just that. At that moment the spirit of Josephine leapt from me, and it was all done..........B. St. John


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My Interests

black coffee, nun art, superstitions, last words, the victorian era, writing short fiction, making clothing and doo-dads, the grand posturing and unspoken eloquence of the somnambulist, waging futile wars against the passage of time, balancing persistence and obsolescence on my index finger, finding religion in pioneers of the old west, burying everything i can- so that the mundane may become treasure, scratching the devil on his wee little chin. that kinda stuff.....................

I'd like to meet:

Sydney Carton and his guillotine sanctity

Music:

the sagittarians, white stripes, the raconteurs, nick cave and the bad seeds, gun club, yeah yeah yeahs, soledad brothers, the greenhornes, lion fever, the kills, cat power, velvet underground, stooges, grinderman, the birthday party, modern lovers, richard hell & the voivods, joy division, misfits, hank williams, johnny cash, loretta lynn, bob dylan, leonard cohen, elvis, townes van zandt, nancy and lee

Television:

Menominee Mourners pose with traditional ghost houses built over graves.I am broken and feeling jagged boned, sleeping silently now within you. I bled up on that hill and soaked the earth with it. I bled until the mourners left. They carried blackberries and dead rabbits. They left them at my grave. That night I ate, but I only tasted you and your crown edged with rust and dominion. I prayed that a god would find me, baptize me and worship me. I mixed my salvation into my longing and heaved until the thickness of it rose onto my tongue and I let you out. I gave you ten of my tears hoping you would be drowned and it would be done with, for I knew then you would be my death one day.......B St. John

Books:

sexus, nexus, plexus, the razor's edge, naked, the subterraneans, last exit to brooklyn, the man in the high castle, and the ass saw the angel, of human bondage, and so on. anything that makes me appear intelligent and brooding and/or compliments my outfit.

Heroes:

Snake Oil Salesmen...... or any wicked man with a potion.

My Blog

Something for You, Virginia- 3

As Harold sat at his barstool he surveyed the bottles along the mirrored wall. They held no interest to him really, save their flammability. He then began to think of them as tiny bottles of gasoline ...
Posted by Brandy on Fri, 23 May 2008 04:08:00 PST

Something for you, Virginia

exceprt from my short story "Something for you, Virginia"Harold's mother was a strong, Southern Baptist woman. She had lost her husband in The Great War, yet she still clung to a thin belief that God ...
Posted by Brandy on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 02:24:00 PST

Something for you, Virginia- pt. 2

Another excerpt from my short story "Something for you, Virgina"When Henry St. John was 16 years old he caught a glimpse of who he, without a doubt, believed to be the most beautiful girl in the world...
Posted by Brandy on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 11:50:00 PST

The Thin Horse

excerpt from my short story "The Thin Horse"She moved the tattered lace curtain aside and saw the people had indeed gathered at the gate. No doubt they had debated long about this as well. "They've pr...
Posted by Brandy on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 02:08:00 PST