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my salty eyes are dry sweetheart

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About Me

If you don't know me...you don't belong here.
But even those who know me don't know much. I am outgoing, even though I tend to play on the safe side. I know that I have it in me to do just about anything.
I am living with my best friend. I love her so much! She has done so much for me, and I could never ask for anyone else to know.
I am one of those random people that everyone sees, but never pays much attention to. And when I do draw attention, watch out.
I don't pretend to be anyone I am not. The only time I put on makeup is when my friends want me to...and they are the ones who put it on. I hate spending time on myself. I only straighten my hair when I feel like doing so. If I'm not in the mood, I won't do it. I don't do it to impress anyone, I just do it for myself.
I feel like I have a really small family, yet it is really big.
I have crazy freak outs. They scare my friends.
I have met alot of really cool people in my life time. But I have met so many this year alone who have touched me.
I like to keep to myself, yet if you ask, I will tell you anything you want to know. I do not tell lies.
I try to protect people, but I never protect myself.
I let myself go. I fall into others hands. And I let boys manipulate me. I am a stupid girl.
Religion has never done anything for me. But I don't descriminate against those who have found it useful.
I have been hurt too much to care anymore. I don't want to be close to just any guy.
I try to hide my true feelings.
One day I will be able to help all that I can. I have really big dreams, and goals that I will reach. I will do so much forthis world, just watch and see.
I want to be a pirate one day. That's not a joke.
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My Interests

Skateboarding, music, poetry, reading, hangin out, watching tv, normal teenage things.

I'd like to meet:

The guy.
He has to be amazing enough to grab my attention, and to hold it. He can't hide things from me. A guy who will tell me their deepest secrets, and their greatest fears. Someone I can have a decent conversation with. He cannot be dull or boring. He needs to be able to entertain me and make me think more about life. I want someone who can take care of me, who can treat me right. Someone who will go along with my dreams and ambitions, someone who won't try to change me. I want someone who loves me for me. Someone who will accept all of my flaws, be there for the good and the ugly part of me. Someone who doesn't care to see me in makeup because it isn't me, someone who doesn't care if I straightend my hair that day. Someone who will love the real me. I want someone who can prove me wrong, and let me be right even when I am wrong. I want someone who can tell when there is something wrong, and someone willing to fix everything, just for me. I want someone who does not base a relationship on sex. I want him to take me out and show me a good time. He needs to know that money isn't everything to me and the simplest gestures get me. I don't care if you take me out to some fancy resturant, but make plans that will shock me. I need to be able to trust him. If I detect bullshit, I am so good at sensing, I will leave. I don't want to be just another girl. I don't want him to be just another number.

This may seem like much, but this is the guy who will win my heart fully. There are few guys that have some of these qualities, but I cannot live without all. I have seen too much, and I have been treated so badly that this is what you have to do to win me. If you're not up for the challenge, then just walk away, I'll just be another girl to you.

Music:

goldfinger, mxpx, good charlotte, blink 182, bowling for soup, maxeen, billy talent, green day, phantom planet, avenged sevenfold, thursday, taking back sunday, afi, slipknot, cold, finger 11. breakin benjamin, bright eyes, fall out boy, pennywise, incubus, lost prophets, linkin park, nirvana, hot water music, hot hot heat, hawthorn heights, at the drive-in, all-american rejects, relient k, transplants, the vines, the hives, me first and the gimme gimmes, nofx, no use for a name, yellow card, social distortion, jimmy eat world, dropkick murphies, motorcity sound track, the offspring, bane, boys night out, the casualties, the matches, funeral for a friend, thrice, brand new, bikini kill, black flag, anti-flag, box car racer, brazil, bleed the dream, finch, flogging molly, from first to last, further seems forever, the forgotten, nerf herder, new found glory, the used, my chemical romance, matchbook romance, wakefeild, weezer, rancid, reel big fish, the reunion show, riddlin' kids, rise against, rage against the machine, rooney, lagwagon, lawrence arms, less than jake, letter kills, unwritten law, action action, alkaline trio, allister, american hi-fi, and you will know us by the trail of dead, armor for sleep, anti-hero, athornforeveryheart, ash, autopilot off, the ataries, keepsake, killradio, kid dynamite, the get up kids, glass jaw, gob, guttermouth, OK GO, off by one, static x, senses fail, sick of it all, simple plan, silverstein, slick shoes, slapstick, something corporate, sparta, story of the year, straylight run, a storybook ending, strung out, S.T.U.N, sublime, sugarcult, the suicide machines, sum-41, vision, vaux, catch 22, CKY, the clash, coheed and cambria, comeback kid, counterfit, cruiserweight, cursive, pistol grip, pixies, punchline, ignite, mad caddies, mest, midtown, mighty mighty bosstones, misfits, minor threat, modest mouse, my former self, bush, underoath, uk subs, 311, jets to brazil, the early november, eve 6, the explosion, emma, dashboard confessionals, dead kennedys, danger to the system, steriophonics, dead poetic, death cab for cutie, diesle boy, diffuser, dillinger four, the distillers, dont look down, donkey punch, dynamite boy, 3 doors down, fountains of wayne, foo fighters, the ravonettes, seether, sevendust, shinedown, the shins, silverchair, skillet, slayer, H.I.M., smile empty soul, smashing pumpkins, smash mouth, snow patrol, soil, sonic youth, SR-71, the starting line, steriogram, stone temple piolets, strokes, styx, suicidal tendencies, switchfoot, taproot, tenacious D, theroy of a deadman, this day and age, thornley, trapt, trust company, new radicals, nine inch nails, korn, no authority, the killers, kings of leon, burning brides, blindside, blur, the bravery, jet, chevelle, franz ferdinand, static luliby, alter bridge, papa roach, the who, finch, atreyu, the exies, spill canvas, (listen to this new band:)radioKills ((formally known as the paradox)(their awesome!)), Jack's Mannequin, Relant K, BearVSshark, Chiodos, Reggie and the full Effect, The Loved Ones, Stutterfly, the transplants, click 5, unseen, faith no more, bloodhound gang, sliverstein, bayside, weezer, gorillaz, future headliners, the fall of troy, as the cancer spreads, circa survive, three quarters, heartwell ending, the facials.

Movies:



Television:

that 70s show, charmed, degrassi, simpsons, futurama, family guy, american dad, dragon ball z, anything on fuse, full metal alchamist, inyasha, Viva La Bam, etc.

Books:

i love the harry potter books, anything by Lurlene McDaniel, in my fathers house, to kill a mocking bird, taming of the shrew, etc.

Heroes:

batman! i love him! and anyone whos ever helped me throuh life, my mom, my granny, my aunt, and all my friends that keep me alive each day! Dhelynn McClellan yep thats her. the love of my life! no but really shes my chick! i love her to death. we have deffinately had our ups and downs with eachother, but we always mangage to get over everything. nothing can make us forget all our inside jokes and all the times that we have had together. nothing can truly break us apart. she's everything to me! and i would do anything for this girl!Cha-say! Love of My Life! As soon as this kid turns 18 I will marry him. He is the coolest ever! Jessie Kay, this chick is life! she rocks so hard. she is the cutiest thing that ever existed. if i was a lesbian id do her ;) she loves Viva La Bam! shes had her heart broken. she is adorable. and i intend to give her a ring some day ;) hehe This is my girl Kasper and her pimp baby Derick! i love them both so very much! Casper is a great mother and would do anything for her sun!! I admire that girl! Take care always!

My Blog

this is what went down for mike’s party!

ok so basically dae, tara friday and myself went to mike's birthday party at his friend's house, a huge ass party...like people i haven't seen in forever...chase lowe was there, and tanner casselshult...
Posted by my salty eyes are dry sweetheart on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 01:07:00 PST

growing up.

so today went from being a decent day to being a really crappy day. i went over to my parents to eat with them and to hang out...and to see about getting my car back. if anyone doesn't know my situat...
Posted by my salty eyes are dry sweetheart on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 08:18:00 PST

Guys Suck.

So not only do I no longer actually trust anyone!! (go figure) but like I hate all the guys who think that they have to pretend to be something special, when they are not!  i mean it might take ...
Posted by my salty eyes are dry sweetheart on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 08:17:00 PST

Stay away from the "what if’s"

I've thought about him alot lately, I remembered,that by now we would have been married. I wonder if he remembered,but it looks like he finally moved on,and he's finally happy. I remembered how we use...
Posted by my salty eyes are dry sweetheart on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 06:59:00 PST

Numbers

They have become just numbers,I can no longer assign names to their faces,And as I look back, I can't honestly say,That any of them had, any kindof an impact. None of them cared to know,who I was, wha...
Posted by my salty eyes are dry sweetheart on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 05:11:00 PST

WORDS NEVER SPOKEN:

..> They tore me into pieces,disecting me like a frog,they soon found what had,killed me off at last.The pills,I swallowed,hoping to rid me of you.The wounds,self inflicted,showing it wasn't...
Posted by my salty eyes are dry sweetheart on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 02:50:00 PST

She:7

She tries to describe all the feelings inside, but nothing will utter the words stuck on repeat, she will not mutter a thing. She plays over in her mind all the things that she wishes to say, and ever...
Posted by my salty eyes are dry sweetheart on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 09:37:00 PST

new tattoo ideas

so the first one that i want to get next is words written under my brests, on one side it says: stop the bleeding, and on the other: to write love on her arms.     this is something that i ...
Posted by my salty eyes are dry sweetheart on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 08:08:00 PST

She: Alone

Finally she's figured it out. It can only be solved with a surpressant. Her life spirals down, and everything good she has in her life, she pushes away. She pushes him away. Why would anyone...
Posted by my salty eyes are dry sweetheart on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 05:28:00 PST

those kind of people.

you know that someone is pathetic when they A) talk shit to you on myspace B) talk shit to you when they dont even know you C) claim that you are starting shit with them and label it "highschool dram...
Posted by my salty eyes are dry sweetheart on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 10:46:00 PST