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***Onyx***

I am not a biological female im a transgender female trapped in males body..

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To sum it up.. I'm a sensitive person, so Please don't think that im a certain way because of my lifestyle you could be wrong we are not all the same. I'm "black American", which doesn't mean "ghetto American" just black American... with a percentage of American Indian, biracial and island background history. IM NOT A DIVA,not some egotistical trashy person who thinks sex and drugs is the way to go. I don't idolize models... or rich people. Those in sex scandals who "cant sing" trying to make albums when they should be making pornos!!.Im not fascinated with a person because of the color of their skin even though I've met sickos who are, and you know who you are, im only interested in the color of your heart. I don't care to turn heads when i walk into a club or a party. I'm not into labels designer clothing. "I do" like being in shape and attractive when i can but i could care less about being a size 2 im not trying to pass as a model never have and never will.I'm pretty tired of how materialistic people are today . i can barely watch tv shows or commercials, im very picky about what i watch i don't watch what the "whole world "is watching. I've made horrible mistakes with people who have no heart cold evil to the core self exsorbed , i thought were my friends but they never were, Miami is full of those kind of people, "it must be in the water". Everyone wants you to be what they want you to be, never caring about who you were to begin with.So now i don't have many friends at all, i'll be a loner for the rest of this.. life. Im shy reserved to those who know me. Interested in knowing different and interesting people of all cultures. GAY,STRAIGHT,BISEXUAL.I love music Music:80s pop dance,80s new wave, Gothic Rock or Retro Alternative music. Im Not hip hop type of person to be honest with you, is what my statement means" Stop Judging a Book by its Cover"... unless its "very original" sounding and different, thats even pushing it. I think we need to stop labeling music by cultures... or races and just be-able to enjoy music that "we" want to hear. A person can listen to what ever he or she finds connections to and that music helps with what they are feeling and what lifestyle. I've always been an original i've been told all my life and i don't mean that in an egotistical manner i was just born with a different way of seeing life and i'm not the only one.To me when the world plays "follow the leader" we will never evolve, everything stays the same and i like diversity always have always will . I love music video performance art individuality. Tv: Old and new Supernatural movies, Cheesy B. Horror films from the 80s make me laugh and are better than the ones made today, sci-fi, biography and 80's high school movies.I love a few sports, Tennis, Gymnastics, and a little track and field and soccer only to look at the cute guys but thats about it. Emotion are a mental battle, I think being sad keeps your eyes open, you stay alert for whats coming in front of you. Its good to cry and be sad sometimes, to keep you close to what you really are where you came from and not who you pretend to be.NONCONFORMISTIm not into any conformed religion , i thrive on what connections or energy i feel. I believe in life after death, spiritual guardians, supreme beings, ghost, psychic powers, witch craft, we all have our own beliefs no matter what we decide. I was told by a psychic that im a non practicing witch that i have a gift since a child but have never enhanced it, I dont know is that on video? because lol never mind. I will sit down one of these days and look into my future. Am i? a rebel, renegade, schismatic; freethinker, apostate, heretic; individualist, free spirit, maverick, eccentric, original, deviant, misfit, dropout, outsider, Bohemian, i guess i am but with no strings attached.
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Rites of Ash

Dot Execute

Relenter

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My tv shows at this moment. Heroes, Medium, Stargate Atlantis,Ghost Whisperer,Moonlight, Bionic Women, Journey Man, Torch wood and Doctor Who.I made this widget at MyFlashFetish.com .
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I wondered recently what ever happened to the monkeys they sent into space in 1959?

Interesting of what animals have been used in space travel and lived or died.http://news.bbc.co.uk/onthisday/hi/dates/stories/may/28 /newsid_3725000/3725961.stm
Posted by ***Onyx*** on Thu, 08 May 2008 10:25:00 PST

why i love tennis

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Posted by ***Onyx*** on Fri, 02 May 2008 08:09:00 PST

Please join my new group Tv Transmission

http://groups.myspace.com/TvTransmission
Posted by ***Onyx*** on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 01:17:00 PST

I found this old blog i wrote 2 years ago LOL I had to repost it..

Club Coliseum last nightI usually dont like regular gay bars its that the scene hasn't changed in years. No shirt wonders pushing and shoving sweating with no excuse me hitting you with their arms whi...
Posted by ***Onyx*** on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 10:56:00 PST

subliminal

punching bagnouna stuffed or inflated bag, typically cylindrical or pear-shaped, suspended so it can be punched for exercise or training, esp. by boxers." a person on whom another person vents their a...
Posted by ***Onyx*** on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 12:05:00 PST

Why i hate eddie murphy....

Eddie Murphy once a pig always a pig...article 1http://www.gorskys.com.au/articles/back970505.htmlYou'd reckon that Hugh Grant would have taught everyone a lesson, wouldn't you. Don't pick up ugly hoo...
Posted by ***Onyx*** on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 09:48:00 PST

My tennis heroes more to come

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Posted by ***Onyx*** on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 01:55:00 PST

Pain killer jane on sci fi..

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Posted by ***Onyx*** on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 11:33:00 PST

Bulletin news Cnn

Breaking news Cnn aol.com :As miss Lebanon Hilton walks out with her new found lovers rick and Selena she smiles to the camera and says shes marrying them both. Rick and Selena are retiring and gav...
Posted by ***Onyx*** on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 03:44:00 PST

HEADLINE NEWS ON PARIS TRASH CANS

I mean who does Paris think she is calling Arnold Schwarzenegger..... to rescue her im sure his wife would love that!!?. Why is this drug addict tramp calling my husband at 3am in the morning arr...
Posted by ***Onyx*** on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 02:03:00 PST