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Tony Catastrophe [vOId]

Live the Lie.

About Me


i'm eccentric..
eclectic..
and sometimes,
a little electric?
might just be for the rhyme
or it may be true?
sometimes i think i'm a showman...
or so it feels, i'm putting on a show.
i'm usually the most "real"
when i'm alone.
maybe it's the other way around?
i think i'm more entertaining when i'm alone..
you be the judge?
it's hard to say.
i'm a fashionista in my own mind.
i usually like to see others smile..
even when i am not.
i'd rather be dragged through glass
than see someone i care about cry.
i can't tell if i'm sympathetic, empathic or
just a gluttonous bastard.
i like finding the beauty in things.. and it's
usually there..
i don't like fighting unless it's for something
REAL. religion isn't real.. too many have died
for their own selfish thoughts of justice.
i don't make a lot of sense.
When I die.. I want my friends and enemies alike to be invited to mourn or celebrate my death together.. food, alcohol and whatever the norm to be had. For that one night I just want people to be happy in my death.. to share stories, say why you hate me.. it's all good. I had even thought of having my ashes shared about everyone to do with them what they wish... Morbid? Maybe.. Weird? Probably.
I gotta say this, I'm not the best of people but sometimes I even surprise myself.

My Interests


.: Hope :.

.: Love :.

.: Art :.

.: Movies :.
.: Passion :.

.: Cartoons :.
.: Artistic Minds :.
.: Drawing :.
.: Reading :.
.: Writing :.

.: Respect :.
.: Texting :.

.: Animals :.
.: Metal :.

.: Fashion :.
.: Pinstripes :.
.: Bloody Kisses :.

.: Other Kisses :.

.: Dancing :.

.: Random conversation :.
.: Foreplay :.
.: Mental disorders :.
.: Sadistic behavior :.
.: Biting :.

.: Pin-ups :.

.: Good times :.
.: Psychology :.
.: Zombies :.
.: Friends :.
.: Genuine people :.
.: DeviantArt :.
.: Cuddles :.

.: Photography :.
.: Tobacco :.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who won't just hang out once because they're bored... and call you a "friend" but only talk to you when they feel like shit...
Please read. I hate snobs, of any kind... I may carry myself highly sometimes but I'll talk to anyone if a decent enough convo can be had. I rather not be put into some awkward position. I'm a bastard.

AIM - TonyCatastrophe

Music to kill, rage and/or hump things to.

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Music:


.: 311 :.
.: radiohead :.
.: system of a down :.
.: korn :.
.: drowning pool :.
.: stp :.
.: placebo :.
.: depeche mode :.
.: deftones :.
.: mindless self indulgence :.
.: project 86 :.
.: pitchshifter :.
.: as i lay dying :.
.: mars volta :.
.: bloodhound gang :.
.: hed(pe) :.
.: cold :.
.: mudvayne :.
.: him/her :.
.: tricky :.
.: cky :.
.: marilyn manson :.
.: superjoint ritual :.
.: wumpscut :.
.: chemical bros :.
.: a perfect circle :.
.: incubus :.
.: ill nino :.
.: sevendust :.
.: killswitch engage :.
.: failure :.
.: motorhead :.
.: NiN :.
.: angel dust :.
.: project ejay :.
.: turbonegro :.
.: atmosphere :.
.: green day :.
.: old godsmack :.
.: slipknot :.
.: devil driver :.
.: the darkness :.
.: fear factory :.
.: hot action cop :.
.: bleeding through :.
.: portishead :.
.: white stripes :.
.: otep :.
.: tool :.
.: offspring :.
.: kidney thieves :.
.: lacuna coil:.
.: wolfmother :.
.: evanescence :.
.: kittie :.
.: rob zombie :.
.: boy hits car :.
.: the dresden dolls :.
.: taproot :.
.: hatebreed :.
.: atreyu :.
.: yeah yeah yeahs :.
.: heaven shall burn :.
.: monster magnet :.
.: muse :.
.: velvet revolver :.
.: acacia strain :.
.: full blown chaos :.
.: afi :.

Movies:


25th hour
30 Days of Night
8 mile
300
Adaptation
American History X
American Pie
Atonement
Batman
Benny & Joon
Big Fish
Blade
Boondock Saints
Bully
Butterfly Effect
Cabin Fever
City of Violence
CKY
Clockwork Orange
Closer
Collateral
Constantine
Dark City
Darkness Falls
Day of the Dead
The Departed
Desperado
Diary of the Dead
Donnie Darko
Fight Club
Finding Nemo
First Strike
Friday the 13th
From Dusk Till Dawn
Garden State
The Girl Next Door
Ghost World
Grandma's Boy
Hackers
Hannibal
High Tension
The Hitcher (original)
The Hot Chick
How High?
Ice Age
Ichi The Killer
Identity
The Incredibles
Joyride
Ken Park
KIDS
Kill Bill
Land of the Dead
Leon:The Professional
Manhunter
Matrix
Meet the Robinsons
Memento
Mortal Kombat
Near Dark
Nightmare Before Christmas
Nightmare on Elm St
Oldboy
Pan's Labyrinth
Pirates of the Caribbean
The Punisher (original)
Red Dawn
Rumble in the Bronx
Se7en
Sideways
Silent Hill
Sin City
Spider-Man
Stir of Echoes
Suicide Club
Sympathy for Mr. Vengeance
Texas Chainsaw Massacre
thirteen
Thir13en Ghosts
Threat
Tomb Raider
Training Day
The Truman Show
Underworld
V for Vendetta
Vampire Hunter D
Van Wilder
Versus
Waiting...
What Dreams May Come
Wristcutters: A Love Story
X-Men

Television:



.: Family Guy :.
.: The Simpson's :.
.: Robot Chicken :.
.: Aqua Teen Hunger Force :.
.: Sealab 2021 :.
.: The Shield :.
.: Cowboy Bebop :.
.: Bleach :.
.: Married With Children :.
.: Malcolm in the Middle :.
.: The Real World :.
.: Nip/Tuck :.
.: The Adventures of Billy & Mandy :.
.: The Riches :.
.: Moral Orel :.

Books:

.: MacBeth :.
.: WORLD WAR Z :.
.: Teachings of Zen :.
.: Animal Farm :.
.: The Invisible Man :.
.: Bruce Lee's Fighting Method :.
.: Gothic Beauty :.
.: Tat mags :.
.: Time :.
.: Newsweek :.
.: Gamer mags :.
.: Random catalogs :.

Heroes:

Mamadukes.

My Blog

Day to day.

It's those kind of struggles that run rampant in my head.What this person is doing...What that person is doing...Hoping they're alright...It's more than just a couple people... but ya.. you get the po...
Posted by Tony Catastrophe [vOId] on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 10:32:00 PST

To whom it may concern.

Could you please stop trying to reset my Hotmail password? If you're somehow pissed at me, just talk about it or something... Maybe if you're too bored, there's always watching Hackers or something? I...
Posted by Tony Catastrophe [vOId] on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 12:06:00 PST

My Old LJ.

Is what it is now.. like the other, just a reference for the future.We live, love and learn.Time to move on... I know I'm not alone.. but I never was.It sucks.
Posted by Tony Catastrophe [vOId] on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 06:15:00 PST

Sometimes...

My curiosity overwhelms me... people want what they want though..(coughs)I'm sick... but the antihistamines are still working so no runny nose... just that tickle and cough I've had for a few days.I h...
Posted by Tony Catastrophe [vOId] on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 04:44:00 PST

I miss you too.

It may have been a moment of weakness on your part.. I don't know for sure.But ya... the title says it all.My lungs feel like they've collapsed from being out in the cold for hours... more than I shou...
Posted by Tony Catastrophe [vOId] on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 12:06:00 PST

So.

I thank those that have wished well upon my mom... she's doing alright, just needs me to use the lever on her recliner and feed the dog.  She's getting her staples removed in 10 or so days.  ...
Posted by Tony Catastrophe [vOId] on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 08:07:00 PST

She’s coming home...

My mom will finally be home today after her stint in Mass General...  I'm happy and sad at the same time... I don't know.
Posted by Tony Catastrophe [vOId] on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 08:30:00 PST

My mom

She's doing alright.. sounded kind of groggy be it from meds or just coping with the trauma of having a new shoulder.Broke her right clavicle in two spots and the ball joint itself.So they ended up pu...
Posted by Tony Catastrophe [vOId] on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 05:26:00 PST

Across the Universe

I want to see it.. as hokey as it may be.
Posted by Tony Catastrophe [vOId] on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 09:40:00 PST

Menace: 9/11/06

I just remembered why I hate 9/11 so much... not for any of the reasons anyone else does..  but because Menace died over a year ago now, on that day.The entry I wrote in tears...I feel like such ...
Posted by Tony Catastrophe [vOId] on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 07:56:00 PST