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Mr. Jaylee

He walks amongst us, but he is not one of us

About Me

AIM NAME- jthepthongseneI'm a manic-depressive-narcissistic-sociopath-alcoholic with a good heart.I'm just trying to learn as much as I can about this weird thing we call life. I'm always down to try anything new, you can never stop learning, and It's a hunger I can't seem to fill.Real power is through self-empowerment...not taking power away from others...You're only as sick as your secrects..... width="425" height="350" ..

My Interests

Music, computer games, guitar, films, making films, day dreaming, alcoholism, vandalism, masochist, spiritualism,watching people-- not in a stalker way, but just observing. Discovering new music; reading scripts ( as in movie). Sometimes I enjoy reading them more than watching them. I also love to sing! Singing and playing guitar are probably my two biggest passions.I enjoy the occassional drink from time to time....uh...ok..actually I drink way too often, as well as smoking -- need to cut back on both. I genuinely like meeting new people and learning more about them; Everyone has a story and I like to hear everyones'.As for my personality, I guess I'm a bit reserved when I first meet people. Some people misconstrue that as me being either arrogant, mysterious, or me being aloof or apathetic, when actuality, I'm just shy. I'm a very mellow and easy going person. I get along with mostly everyone I meet and I don't like violence or drama. I'm very humble and I don't get easily jealous or offended by many things.I don't like being labeled and I don't like to label people. I like to base my assumptions of people's character by the way they interact with other people, not by how they dress or what music they listen to. People aren't music genres, they are more complicated than that and they deserve much more respect... width="425" height="350" ..

I'd like to meet:

Cool, interesting, open minded, cultured people. Spontanious people who are up for anything, even if they are afraid of it. The type of people who would go on a spontanious road trip out of nowhere, with no plans, no tour destinations, nothng prepared but just a desire to live life and experience different things. I hate--or should I say;I don't like to associate myself with stuck-up, closeminded, judgmental and negative people. Life is much more easier when you don't worry over trivial things. People who let fear rule their lives are the ones who aren't really living! Living is about learning, learning is about giving into the unknown -- being able to accept that you as a person are not perfect and that you do not know everything. Once you understand THAT,then you can truly become enlightened.

Music:

Post-punk, indie rock, emo, screamo, folk, singer songwriter, classic rock,alt-country, jazz, brit pop etcBIG STAR!!!!! THE ARCADE FIRE!!!, Jeff Buckley,My American Heart, Underoath ,The Smiths, Morrissey, The Cure, The Velvet Underground, Neko Case, Alexisonfire, The Libertines, Stone Roses, Mission of Burma, The Replacements, Nirvana, Weezer, The Pixies, Bob Dylan, Bright Eyes,The Doves, Uncle Tupelo, Wilco,The Killers, Husker Du, Iggy Pop and The Stooges, MC5, At the Drive In, Mars Volta, Aimee Man, Neil Young, Tim Buckley, Elliott Smith, Jesus Lizards,Black Sabbath, Motorhead, Tool, Dinosaur Jr.,Dark Tranquilitiy, Children of Bodem, Neskimos!!! Pavement, Sebadoh, Radiohead, Muse, Silverstein, Blood Brothers, American Nightmare, Pretty Girls Make Graves, Sleater-Kinney, The Beatles, Cat Power, PJ Harvey, Sonic Youth, Spoon, Television, My Bloody Valentine, Grandaddy, Drive Like Jehu, Built To Spill, Rilo Kiley, The Breeders , The Fall of Troy, My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, Rilo Kiley, The Shins, The Strokes, The Doors, Pink Floyd etc....

Movies:

The Outsiders, Chasing Amy , I3 HUCKABEES!!! The Breakfast Club, The Virgin Suicides, Trainspotting, Saving Private Ryan, Deer Hunter, Taxi Driver, The Godfather movies, Blow, Adaptation, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Annie Hall, Rushmore, Leaving Las Vegas, Scarface, Requiem for a Dream, Donnie Darko, Adaptation, The Royal Tennanbuams, Pulp Fiction, Uncle Buck, Dumb and Dumber, The Cable Guy ( I think I'm the only one who enjoyed it), The Harry Potter movies, The Goonies, SLC punk, Enemy at the Gates...

Television:

Freaks n Geeks, The Wonder Years, X-Files, All in the Family, LOST , Heroes! .. width="425" height="350" ..

Books:

http://www.intellectualwhores.com/masterladder.html

Heroes:

People who don't compromise. Whether or not I agree or disagree in their beliefs, I have deep admiration for people who stick to their convictions for the rights of humankind . This can apply to anything, whether it be music, religious/spiritual beliefs or just a way of living your life.

My Blog

Changes

I knew 2007 was going to be a life changing year for me:The first step to change as a person is to admit your faults, and I have done so. The second, is to want to change -  and I do! The third.....
Posted by Buc Beyd on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 02:51:00 PST

The Actor

I've finally come to an epiphany about my character and who I truly am. I'm a liar and a manipulator and I use people for my gain and personal interests. I've come to realize that my motivations were ...
Posted by Buc Beyd on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 02:51:00 PST

Self-Destructive: My big mouth strikes again

I don't feel alive unless I'm near the brink of death: Self sabatoge is my motto. I can always count on myself to ruin anything remotely positive in my life...maybe I like being unhappy, it's just so ...
Posted by Buc Beyd on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 12:53:00 PST

I'm Sick

I've been sick with the flu or whatever it is for the past 3 days and it doesn't seem likes it's going away anytime soon. Aside from my physical sickeness, I'm also sick of life, of my "friends" , of ...
Posted by Buc Beyd on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 11:48:00 PST

Oatmeal....

 Who wants to be the first one to tell me, how my life when compared to others  is much less than satisfactory or desirable? A poster-child of mediocrity and a great source of pity; my true ...
Posted by Buc Beyd on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 06:23:00 PST

Aquarius

Aquarius About Your Sign...Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and ...
Posted by Buc Beyd on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 02:35:00 PST

faux

perpetual deja vu is killing me...2007 cannot come fast enough......
Posted by Buc Beyd on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:19:00 PST

Hypocrisy at its finest

Who's the one to deem things absolute?Does knowledge and common sense ever prevail over natural instinct and bioligical desposition?A man might have the insight into his genetic flaws...but does he ha...
Posted by Buc Beyd on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 06:15:00 PST

stagnant limbo stride

Something must be wrong when everything seems to be going rightyou're keeping pace to not get pass bymaybe if you run faster they'll slow down for youmaybe ohmaybe I don't knowperhaps they've found so...
Posted by Buc Beyd on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 04:12:00 PST

Writers block

I was thinking ; maybe songwriting is something you're either born with or not - like being able to sing. You can teach someone to sing but if they're not born with an inherent talent for it, the...
Posted by Buc Beyd on Wed, 03 May 2006 01:42:00 PST