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Poem From Atl...
pleasure turns to the pain
lessons learned from the strain
questions burned in my brain..
about whether love is humane
in its touch.
these thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream
in the tears of your deceit.
fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos
of our intertwined emotions.
chaotic because the anchor of Erros' arrow has been
plucked
from the vessel of my undying infatuation
separation not as simple as the distance between us
my mind no longer possessed by demons
that have been the overseers of my enslavement to your
lies
the seeds of these lies rooted so deeply
they have cracked the foundation of what we once shared
allowing the faith in us i had sealed inside
to gush out like a river
ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts
as violently and as brutally as if it were a child
being taken from its mothers arms
im left surrounded in darkness
but i refuse to be swallowed by it
my lonliness like the night air
invisible to the eye
obvious to the touch
it is cold uncomfortableness
yet if i could do it all over again
id do it in the same skin im in
to lay down and let love die
just stay down and let love lie?
no, no..not i
id stay around and let love fly
even though i have seen its darkest form
deceit
nothing else could taste this warm
or feel this sweet...
"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another."
Anatole France
"A person who won't read has no advantage over one who can't read."
Mark Twain
"A lie can travel half way around the world while the truth is putting on its shoes."
Mark Twain
" Any emotion, if it is sincere, is involuntary."
Mark Twain
"Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts."
Arnold Bennett
"Not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced."
James A. Baldwin
"You think of yourselves as humans searching for a spiritual awakening, when in fact you are spiritual beings attempting to cope with a human awakening. Seeing yourselves from the perspective of the spirit within will help you to remember why you came here and what you came here to do."
—The Group
"If you want to know the past, to know what has caused you, look at yourself in the PRESENT, for that is the past's effect. If you want to know your future, then look at yourself in the PRESENT, for that is the cause of the future."
—Majjhima Nikaya
"Let go of your attachment to being right, and suddenly your mind is more open. You're able to benefit from the unique viewpoints of others, without being crippled by your own judgment."
—Ralph Marston
"There is a time to let things happen, and a time to make things happen."
"Circumstance does not make the man. Circumstance reveals man to himself."
—Emerson
"People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost."
—Dalai Lama
"It is easy to dodge our responsibilities, but we cannot dodge the consequences of dodging our responsibilities."
—Sir Josiah Stamp
"Success is getting what you want. Happiness is wanting what you get."
—Dale Carnegie
"We start, then, with nothing, pure zero. But this is not the nothing of negation. For 'not' means 'other than,' and other is merely a synonym of the ordinal numeral second. As such it implies a first; while the present pure zero is prior to every first. The nothing of negation is the nothing of death, which comes second to, or after, everything. But this pure zero is the nothing of not having been born. There is no individual thing, no compulsion, outward nor inward, no law. It is the germinal nothing, in which the whole universe is involved or foreshadowed. As such, it is absolutely undefined and unlimited possibility — boundless possibility. There is no compulsion and no law. It is boundless freedom."
—Charles S. Peirce
"If at first the idea is not absurd, then there is no hope for it."
—Albert Einstein
"Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation."
—George Bernard Shaw
"Love is unconditional acceptance. That quality is also our essential nature, who we really are. It is love of parents for child; also the non-possessive love of partners; also the caring love for all people that enables forgiveness. It is not the emotional lust of being 'in love' though that may well be in alignment with true love - or unaligned, as in jealousy. It's above energy, though it may be expressed energetically; it's Spirit itself, the nature of God, the quality we share with God; and it is the binding force of the Universe, necessary for all Creation."
—Peter Shepherd
"Talent hits a target no one else can hit; Genius hits a target no one else can see."
—Arthur Schopenhauer
"Some men see things as they are and say, 'Why?' Others dream of things that never were and say, 'Why not?' "
—George Bernard Shaw
"Different is not necessarily better but better is always different."
—Hugh Lendrum
"Take time to work - it is the price of success
Take time to think - it is the source of power
Take time to play - it is the secret of perpetual youth
Take time to read - it is the fountain of wisdom
Take time to be friendly - it is the road to happiness
Take time to love and be loved - it is the nourishment of the soul
Take time to share - it is too short a life to be selfish
Take time to laugh - it is the music of the heart
Take time to dream - it is hitching your wagon to a star."
—anonymous
I can only be the person this world has molded me to be...
The bitterness.... the battles...the war isnt over....
I continue to be the foundation....but that is all...
The beginning....I build their lives...they move on.....
I guess out of nature...I'm a nurturer....
Sumtimes...caring...too..much....
Making me so vunerable...to the pain...abandonment...
So sexual...yet almost completely celibate...
I enjoy the feeling... of yearning...wanting..pleasing me....
Always...always...a pleaser...one of my downfalls...
Tripped many times....flat on my face...I can laugh at me....
The bruises....the scars....all my character.....all me...all that I am...
I flirt with everyone...I dont need a visual...personality...traps me..
So sensual....lascivious ....content...yet not....I have only me....
I hide...my strength...is just my mask...it is also my weakness...
I dont care if I offend....I do not lie...I'm a pothead...I'll forget...
The only lie is my smile...my eyes tell the truth.....
Alone I cry.....a form of palliation...it helps...
By the looks of me....I am so slutty....promiscuous
That's ur perception....I know who I am....
A mother....to many....gave birth to just one....
So much pride....my own wall...my ward...
I enjoy to kiss...and kiss...and kiss...nothing else...
I enjoy to feel for hours...skin...I crave skin....
Don't try to figure me out...I've been trying for years...
Don't assume u know me....I barely know me....
I enjoy breathing....and listening....to heartbeats...
It helps me relax....to feel....to become one.....
I want the company of just one...but am afraid to give more...
I am afraid....to open up...scared to let sumone in.....
This is who I am...like it or not....this is me...
So lately I've been hearing about my "skeletons" coming out the closet, PUHLEASE, them mofos been out since before I was even out the closet! Before u make any assumptions READ MY JOURNAL my so called skeletons are posted PUBLICLY for all to read. I want to avoid any "dirt coming to light" SPECIALLY since you have all been personally invited at one point or another anyway! If you take the time to read into the past few years of my life nothing you hear in the streets will be a surprise to you because u would have already read it! Only thing locked up in there is by request of the other party invloved...I respect that. But please please please don't come at me with sum bullshit when u hear shit in the streets because I'm going to brush u off like I dont give 3 fucks 2 shits or a rat's ass, SPECIALLY when I've PERSONALLY invited you to read my journal and you tell me u are...my skeletons are PUBLIC and thas real!
Click here to read my "dirt"
Gotta hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow, lose in order to gain, Cuz most of lifes lessons are Learned in pain!
Taken from xXpLiCitDreAmSz away message =) the opposite of love isn't hatred,
it's apathy.
such blissful freedom:
to just. not. care.
It seems that lately God has the strangest sense of humor. My life defines irony.
I wish I could love girls who love me. Not how I make them feel.
I am always my last priority, and that scares the living shit out of me.
family, it makes me sad that you think i'm fat.
i think i am beautiful.
i think i'm attracted to you.
let's just blame the drugs.
it's easier that way.
Life is so fucking funny...seems to me like the joke constantly stays on me
sleep is something i fear as i am afraid of actually awaking and facing tomorrow.
When pain is all you've ever known, being happy and content is whats intolerable sometimes.
Some of us really do feel unworthy of love so we run, so we hide
It's done once you go from being in love to trying to keep yourselves there..
Didn't mean to compromise things, my heart jus lead the way, instead of my body.
foolish i was, to think you would remain beautiful
beauty never appears without its counterpart...
Life is like a roller coaster, can't control what happens, sit back, enjoy the ride...!
..you must learn to face the fact, always, that you choose to do what you do, and that everything you do affects not only you but others..- holly lisle
My skin is stone to contain the emotions that burn inside me like a furnace ...
“Those who deserve love the least, need it the most.â€
The only thing constant in the world is changeThat´s why
today I take life as it comes.~~India.Arie
After a While
After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand
and chaining a soul
and you learn that love doesn..t mean leaning
and company doesn..t always mean security.
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren..t contracts and
presents aren..t promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of a woman
not the grief of a child
and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow..s ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down
in mid-flight.
After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting
for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn
that you really can endure
that you really are strong
and you really do have worth
and you learn
and you learn
with every goodbye you learn.
~Veronica A. Shoffstall The babies doing the cha cha!!A 'No' uttered from the deepest conviction is better than a 'Yes' merely uttered to please, or worse, to avoid trouble.
Mohandas Gandhi
"The erotic is a measure between the beginnings of our sense of self and the chaos of our strongest feelings." --Audre Lorde
In love we often doubt what we most believe. ---Francois de La Rochefoucauld
You Can't Change Yesterday So Don't Regret The Past, Tomorrow is Not Promised to Anyone So Don't Focus On The Future, ONLY The Present Matters! So, What Will You Do With The Moment! The Choice is Yours. Use Wisdom...."~Unknown
The mouth obeys poorly when the heart murmurs---Voltaire
We love life, not because we are used to living but because we are used to loving---Friedrich Nietzsche
Nobody has ever measuered, not even poets, how much the heart can hold---Zelda Fitzgerald
"They must find it difficult...
Those who have taken authority as the truth,
rather than truth as the authority."
-Gerald Massey
.."Rather fail with honor than succeed by fraud." - Sophocles
.. She was the thing that made sense,But incompletely.
Now, i..'ve become so lost again. ....i pledge allegiance to the fags, fems and studs of america and under the rainbow for which it stands one nation, under god indivisible with skittles and pussy for all"Everything happens in life for a reason. Sometimes we fall , sometimes we crash ... You just gotta hold on like hell to the things in life worth fighting for... Live your life WITHOUT REGRETS and never look back. Sometimes you have to just do for YOURSELF and not care what the world thinks... even if that means hurting others along the way. Just as long as you follow your heart, you can never go wrong... Sometimes you have to just take that risk and take that chance... *even though your scared as hell* ...Because perhaps you'll never get it back again, or perhaps you just might of missed out on one of the best things that could of happend in your life... (*Dont be so afraid of changes, you never know what could be, if you never even try)"Cool loneliness allows us to look honestly and without aggression at our own minds. We can gradually drop our ideals of who we think we ought to be, or who we think we want to be, or who we think other people think we want to be or ought to be. We give it up and just look directly with compassion and humor at who we are. Then loneliness is no threat and heartache no punishment
...Pema Chodron
"When Things Fall Apart"
My princess!!
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