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The Jason

There's two types of people in this world. Those who like Neil Diamond and those who don't...

About Me

"I'm always reinventing myself in order to survive. I can live this way among normal people as a tolerated outsider, playing into their projections. I can become whatever they want me to be. They're easily charmed. I always change in order to prey. And my prey want that." - from Piercing The Darkness: Undercover With Vampires In America Today by Katherine Ramsland
"Do you believe in forever? I don't even believe in tomorrow..." - Peter SteeleYou'd like to think of me as a pretty simple, laid back, funny kind of guy. To most people I am exactly that. The few who are let into my trusted circle know the true complexities which lie within these walls. I constantly make people laugh...maybe because I'm really sad on the inside. I seem laid back...maybe because I am so against the norm at this point in life, I just don't care to try and make people understand me. And I seem pretty simple...maybe because in reality I am so truly complex, I don't want others to know for fear of rejection. Remember, most fear that which they don't understand. Maybe I am the way I am because I JUST WANT TO FIT IN.Or maybe I'm just simple, laid back, and funny. You decide. I am a self-employed IFW iTrader & own my own Production company, VOODOO ENTERTAINMENT based out of deep South Texas. As of recent, I am also the drummer for Brownsville, TX based alt. rock band ANYthing Goes...Keep watch for updates on shows, tours, merchandise, and the like coming soon! (Updated:10/12/07)

My Interests

Vampyres. The Illuminati. Music. The Prioy of Sion. Art. Opus Dei. Photography. The Knights Templar. Freemasons.

I'd like to meet:

Larry Flynt. Dane Cook. Juliya. Henry Rollins. Jenna Jameson. Barack Obama. Hugh Hefner. Peter Griffin."We are the musicmakers, and we are the dreamers of dreams..." - Willy Wonka

Music:

3 Doors Down, 30 Seconds To Mars, Ryan Adams, Adema, A.F.I., Alice In Chains, All American Rejects, Apartment 26, A Perfect Circle, The Apex Theory, Aphex Twin, Asesino, The Ataris, At The Drive-In, Atreyu, John Arch, Ben Folds Five, Better Than Ezra, Between The Buried And Me, Black Label Society, Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, Garth Brooks, Bruce Hornsby & The Range, Bullets And Octane, Bullfrog, Keith Caputo, Chaimera, Chemical Brothers, Chevelle, Chicago, Chiodos, CKY, Kelly Clarkson, Eric Clapton, Coal Chamber, Coheed & Cambria, Cold, Paula Cole, Counting Crows, Cradle Of Filth, The Cranberries, Crowded House, Motley Crue, Jamie Cullum, The Cure, The Darkness, Damage Plan, Dave Matthews Band, Howie Day, Def Leppard, Default, The Deftones, Dishwalla, DJ Merritt, DJ Shadow, DJ Vadim, Down, Dream Theater, Dredg, Drowning Pool, Candy Dulfer, Duran Duran, The Early November, Everclear, Evergreen Terrace, Fall Out Boy, Fates Warning, Fear Factory, Finger Eleven, Five For Fighting, Foo Fighters, From Autumn To Ashes, Fuel, Peter Gabriel, Gin Blossoms, Godsmack, Gravity Kills, Greyboy Allstars, Hawthorne Heights, Warren Haynes, Jimi Hendrix, HIM, INXS, Iommi, Jack's Mannequin, Boney James, Jamiroquai, Jane's Addiction, Jet, Norah Jones, Joydrop, Kid Koala, Kidney Theives, Killswitch Engage, Korn, KRS-One, Geddy Lee, Life Of Agony, Linkin Park, Liquid Tension Experiment, Lisa Loeb, Lords Of Acid, Los Lonely Boys, Marcy Playground, Marillion, Marylin Manson, The Mars Volta, Matchbox 20, John Mayer, Joe McBride, Edwin McCain, Michael McDonald, Sarah McLachlan, John McLaughlin, Metallica, Pat Metheny Group, Methods Of Mayhem, Midnight Oil, Neal Morse, Jason Mraz, Mudvayne, Mullmuzzler, Muse, My Vitriol, Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds/Dirty Three, Nine Inch Nails, Nothingface, Nonpoint, Office of Strategic Influence, Ours, The Outfield, Ozzy, Pain Of Salvation, Pantera, Paramore, Pearl Jam, Pink Floyd, Poe, Porcupine Tree, Portishead, Prodigy, The Police, Puya, Quarashi, Radiohead, Rage Against The Machine, Rammstein, Rebel Meets Rebel, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Refreshments, Damien Rice, Robert Bradley's Blackwater Surprise, Robert Randolph & The Family Band, Chris Robinson, The Roots, Rush, Sade, Santana, Joe Satriani, Bob Schneider, Senses Fail, Sepultura, Sevendust, Skinny Puppy, Skunk Anansie, Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, Sneaker Pimps, Soilwork, Soundgarden, Spike 1000, Spinal Tap!, Spineshank, Spock's Beard, Staind, Stereophonics, Stonesour, Story Of The Year, Strata, Sublime, Submersed, Superdrag (R.I.P.), Superjoint Ritual, Matthew Sweet, System Of A Down, Taproot, Tears For Fears, Thursday, Toad The Wet Sprocket, Tool, Train, Transatlantic, Trapd, Trivium, Type O Negative, Underoath, Union Underground (R.I.P.), The Used, Stevie Ray Vaughan, Van Halen, The Verve Pipe, Rob Zombie, (this list is far from complete...)

Movies:

Waiting, Elizabethtown, Fire Walk With Me, Lost Highway, Clerks, Mallrats, Chasing Amy, Dogma, Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back, Donnie Darko, The Shawshank Redemption, Open Range, E.T., Some Kind Of Monster, Bound, Gia, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill 1 & 2, House of 1000 Corpses, Texas Chainsaw Massacre (Original & Remake), The People Vs. Larry Flynt, Sean Of The Dead, Reno 911:Miami, Hostel I & II, this is gonna take forever...

Television:

Twin Peaks, Grey's Anatomy, October Road, Entourage, Dane Cook's Tourgasm, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Sea Lab 2021, Venture Brothers, Futurama, Family Guy, Emeril Live, 30 Minute Meals, $40 A Day, American Chopper, Rock Star:INXS, Fox News Network, Chapelle Show, hmm...I'll finish this later...

Books:

Sound of the Beast: The Complete Headbanging History of Heavy Metal - Ian Christe, The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown, Lost Souls - Poppy Z. Brite, How To Have A XXX Sex Life - The Vivid Girls, Ruthless Self-Promotion In The Music Industry - Fisher, The Newest Stories of America's Oldest Bohemia - Clark, The Doors Of Perception - Aldous Huxley, And Then There We're None - Agatha Christie, Piercing The Darkness: Undercover With Vampires In America Today - Katherine Ramsland, Farenheit 451 - Ray Bradbury, Everybody Wants Some: The Van Halen Saga by Ian Christe

Heroes:

Mike Portnoy - Musician, Producer, all around badass(drummer for Dream Theater...)
Money can’t buy you happiness, but it can buy you a big yacht so you can drift up next to it and offer it a drink. ~David Lee Roth

My Blog

Desire

Forget everything I've said before, I don't feel that way todayForget everything I've felt before, I felt it come yesterdayI'm comfortable feeling miserableAnd I never want to changeForgive ...
Posted by The Jason on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 11:20:00 PST

In response to the use of excessive force on a 13 yr old female...

Dear Chief Southard,              I have a few legal questions I believe you can help me with.  It is my understanding that as chief of pol...
Posted by The Jason on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 02:39:00 PST

Ft. Wayne, IN

Hi everyone...so thus ends my first full day here in Ft. Wayne...very different from So. TX.  It cold up here, I mean REAL cold...we're forecasted for snow tomorrow, so I'm gonna need to go shopp...
Posted by The Jason on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 08:13:00 PST

A Serious Injustice - Everyone Please Read

Today is a sad day. I'm outright embarrased to be a Texan...to even be associated with the city of Houston for the actions of a lone crazed PETTY officer. I recieved a bulletin from a friend in Balti...
Posted by The Jason on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 01:47:00 PST

Someone pissed me the fuck off today.

I dont want to hear any bitching about the top 8, 12, 16, 20, 24, whatever.  I recently had a "friend" bitch that he wasnt on my top whatever.  Not only did he complain, but he insulted my o...
Posted by The Jason on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 06:51:00 PST

Life Of Agony - Unstable

I'm posting this for one particular person...you know who you are. Life Of Agony - Unstable This cancer is killing me as much as it is killing you. If it takes you away from me, I don't know what I wo...
Posted by The Jason on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 02:02:00 PST

I almost forgot what it feels like to be loved...

I really don't know what to say. You know...sometimes in life you have these moments where you feel so alone.  You feel like no one understands you, no one knows where you're coming from. You jus...
Posted by The Jason on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 11:56:00 PST

So i'm moving...(again)

I'll be moving to Ft. Wayne, Indiana...Why you ask?  A good friend of mine is fronting me the cost of tuition to enter a school for real estate.  After i'm done with that, actually after we'...
Posted by The Jason on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 11:14:00 PST

Fahrenheit 451 - the temperature at which book paper catches fire, and burns...

I'm proud of myself.  Today I accomplished something.  Something I haven't done in years.  I actually picked up a book and read it cover to cover.  It was a book I read in high sch...
Posted by The Jason on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 02:47:00 PST

Possible New Job

Ok. So I haven't been online in a couple of days.  Here's what's been going on... So, through the wonders of MYSPACE, I end up hooking up with a friend of my cousin Vic.  We start hangi...
Posted by The Jason on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 02:52:00 PST