eva

hello. my name is eva. im 16 years old. i live in los angeles, california. i live with my foster parents because my real parents were killed in a fire when i was 2. i have one brother named mike. i have a black cat named irene. no one really loves me. i can't wait to leave home forever. life is really depressing. i don't get along with my parents. i have serious problems with depression. i have been diagnosed with numerous disorders and i struggle with anorexia. i still cut but gave up burning a year ago. i have been in and out of hospitals for the past 4 years. i see my therapist 3 times a week which takes up a lot of my time. anyways, enough about that. i used to go to regular school, but now im homeschooled with a tutor. i actually don't mind it. i don't have many real friends. im really antisocial and am really uncomfortable meeting new people. i usually spend time alone in my room reading, writing poetry, listening to music, cutting and drawing. nighttime is peaceful. i hate sunlight. im barely ever smiling and crying is what i do most. i love rain. my favorite colors are black and purple cause they make me feel less alone. i really like to light my candles and read horror stories alone on my bed. my family does not understand me. no one does. no one knows real pain. music is good also. i love spending time with my cat too. you should be my friend as well.