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Ostie

????. THIS IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION! its all out of date.

About Me

I'm an INTJ. When you meet me its not that I don't like you, I'm just quiet. I'm not arrogant (really I'm not) even though I probably seem to be, I'm just extremely self-confident. I'm an individual, you won't meet other people like me, I promise. I seek knowledge everywhere it lurks. I value honesty, loyalty, trust, open-mindedness, and others being open and direct with me to the point of being brutal, cruel even, I prefer it to beating around the bush because all that does is waste my time (don't worry about hurting my feelings, I can handle it). Logic and reason rule me. I thrive on the theoretical. You would never believe it but I am painfully shy, and socially awkward, even though it won't seem like it. I see things in terms of black and white, I crave certainty. I'm a mastermind. "Piece by piece, I slowly fade away, I slowly drift apart I see a different world, closing in on the future Sorry to be so cynical, but it's all I know Piece by Piece, I slowly start to change I slowly start to change!"-5FDP

My Interests

MUSIC. fucking with people, politics, driving, guns, explosives (but don't tell. I'm already being watched. No seriously, I am), reading, anything that keeps me from being bored really.

I'd like to meet:

Nicolo Machiavelli and Thomas Jefferson. those guys knew what it meant to be a republican. this is a democratic REPUBLIC. Yea I'm talking to you Mr. "the D.E.A." state law SUPERCEDES federal law. Am I the only one who actually read the constitution? STAY OUT OF OREGON!

Music:

MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE, Static X, Five Finger Death Punch, Freezepop, System of a down, Dope, Mushroomhead, HATEBREED, Rammstein, daft punk, KMFDM, NIN, Alice in chains, Pantera, old Metallica, dizzy rascal, the streets, I could literally keep going for hours. Hardcore-metal-rock-happy hardcore-techno-rap-jazz-classical it doesn't really matter if its a good song I'll listen to it. My normal fare is from Hardcore to Industrial

Movies:

boondock saints, a clockwork orange, full metal jacket, reservoir dogs, shawshank redemption, American history x, suicide club, SLC punk, beerfest, superbad, hostel, the saw series, fear and loathing in las vegas, green street hooligans, American history x (i know it's in here twice. i own two copies), midnight express.... whats the point? i would be impressed if you had even heard of most of these.

Television:

Well I think T.V. is the devil. Except for Bleach. Yea you know what I'm talking about. You don't?.... Don't worry about it guy. I also watch entirely too much of the History, Science, International history and Military channels.

Books:

lamb by christopher moore. It's amazing go read it.

Heroes:

Thomas Jefferson.

My Blog

Shattered political dreams

I saw in John McCain the last hope for the America constitution. But how can Sen. McCain call the supreme courts order to give the prisioners of guantanamo bay the writ of habeas corpus a bad choice, ...
Posted by Ostie on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 02:20:00 PST

celibacy

DISCLAIMER: These are the rantings of a sleep deprived lunitic.DISCLAIMER 2: This is written as a narrative to the "reader" (not a particular person), because that's how I write, not because I expect ...
Posted by Ostie on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 06:50:00 PST

All the editing I just did actually calmed me down!

I want to scream until all I can taste is blood. I want to punch everything in sight until the bones in my hand  are sticking jaggedly out of my skin. I am so full of rage I don’t know how ...
Posted by Ostie on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 02:58:00 PST

Updates

I got fired for playing hack. My phone service is shut off. Static-X concert 4 was amazing, other than that i still hate my life. Any questions? No? Good. Now Fuck Off.
Posted by Ostie on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 07:11:00 PST

to my loyal reader. (you know who you are)

i don't get it. things between us were really cool for a while. now i just feel like im getting blown off and pushed away. that sucks. i can't think of anything I could have done to bring about t...
Posted by Ostie on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 01:07:00 PST

another pointless blog

warning: this is another rant, (i know i write alot of these) if you don't want to listen to me bitch......... don't fucking read it.  this town is killing me peice by peice. (oh and like 75...
Posted by Ostie on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 08:10:00 PST

465 days and counting

this place really has nothing left for me. no reason to stay. germany i think i will make you happen. just start a new life. only i think i'll do that one different. better. not like this one. i will ...
Posted by Ostie on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 06:23:00 PST

dear mac girls

what is your problem? why are you all so fuckin stuck up? i dont get it. in mac the only girls i EVER have come on to me  are fuckin NASTY (with the execption of my ex-girlfriends who are all qui...
Posted by Ostie on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 05:38:00 PST

............................shit

what i am writing is just what i am thinking. all i am trying to do is provide honest insight into my thoughts. i will warn you they can, at times be very dark. (for ease and readability, every time ...
Posted by Ostie on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 04:52:00 PST

ummm yea.

i work all the time. and never see any of the people i wish i could. or anyone not involved with dominos....... i like blogs......... i dont think anyone reads this. and thats cool....... its strange ...
Posted by Ostie on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 03:30:00 PST