niki 1 k
dude, those are wayy too tight.
niki's fucked! fucken... niki man.
like looking through the glass of a broken window your daydreams run wild with anticipation for what - does it matter? you're there mentally it's not that you don't know what you want you just can't find the definition of detail in the vocabulary you've created for yourself you only know the truth the truth is there is none it could be whatever you want it to make it destroy it rebuild it's all part of what you're doing here you're searching trying to figure it out it intrigues you with such delight it's all you're thinking your head flies like 23 colored balloons going in all directions not knowing where they're headed but still going up, up, higher into the sky higher towards your destination it's the adventure you've been waiting for this is it it's not over until it's over you'll never know when it's over until you've reached what it is then you know it's overwhelming you're running down the waterfall excited but scared you don't know what's at the end what if it hurts? you don't bother mourning over that you don't care you just want to get out of this mess all this complication but you go through it knowingly that's why you enjoy it the pain the pleasure it all fits perfectly arent you glad you know that? the problems surrounding you they're there for a reason to build character so you can stand proud to know what you've experienced and go on to the next thing... it builds up stays there; a ball of a million elastics bouncing until you take it apart - nothing can take you apart keep that in mind and it won't happen that way do it to yourself once you give up but then you'll never find what you're looking for the non-detailed destination that you're trying to seek through that broken glass of the window you're stuck behind
