kelley elise

I like to write things down. Dated and organized. I like to smoke cigarettes, but rarely do. Because I don't like the idea of dependence. On anything. I fall in love frequently. Not everyday. But several times a week. I love music and art. And am obsessed with study of the two. But not naturally designed for either. I write to place the confetti of my thoughts into neatly colored piles. I think I am absolutely unparalleled. But am comfortable with the thought that very few people will adequately recognize this in life. I understand the power behind the notion of Truth. But I'm not positive I believe it exists. I'm passionate about the things I do believe in. But still question them beyond the point where I would like to stop. I look for things I won't question. Beauty. Music, art, imagination. I used to wish it were the 60's. I wouldn't change anything anymore...................................... ....................................Los Angeles was my last home a year ago. I miss some of those memories. .....................................Amsterdam is my home now. And it's questionable if I'll ever have another.