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About Me

Giving up doesn't always mean your weak....it just means you are strong enough to let go!

My Interests

I LIKE TO DRAW, PAINT, SCRAPBOOK, WRITE POEMS...LOVE GOING TO YANKEE GAMES...LOVE PLAYING POOL...LOVE TAKING MY KIDS CAMPING...I LOVE TO SHOP. I SUPPORT MY OWN SHOPPING HABIT SO I DON'T SEE THIS AS BEING A PROBLEM....I LIKE BEING A GIRLIE GIRL AND PAMPERING MYSELF (I DESERVE IT!) I LIKE JUST GETTING IN MY CAR AND DRIVING W/NOWHERE TO GO....I LIKE BEING SPONTANEOUS...I LIKE LIVING FOR THE MOMENT(I'LL DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES LATER).... I'M ITALIAN...THEREFORE YUP, I AM HOT HEADED AND GET HEATED QUICK...THATS ME...LOVE ME OR HATE ME THERE IS NO IN BETWEEN. I DON'T TRY TO PRETEND TO BE SOMETHING I'M NOT I'M MY OWN PERSON AND WON'T CHANGE FOR ANYONE!

****OK SO YEAH IM SOOO NOT ALL PEACHES AND CREAM. BASICALLY, I AM PROBABLY ONE OF THE MOST BITCHEST SARCASTIC PEOPLE YOU EVER WANT TO MEET. IM STRAIGHT OUT BLUNT....IF I HURT YOUR FEELINGS BY SAYING WHATS ON MY MIND OOOPPPSSS SORRY LIFES TO SHORT TO HOLD BACK ON WHAT U FEEL. IF YOU PISS ME OFF, UMMM LETS JUST SAY I LIVE FOR PAYBACK AND YES IT IS THE ULTIMATE "BITCH"! IF I DON'T LIKE YOU OHHH YOU SO WILL KNOW IT. IF YOUR MY FRIEND, I GOT YOUR BACK AND I LOVE YOU TO DEATH....YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE BITCHES!!!! ****I DO NOT LIKE TO BE SMOTHERED, I NEED MY SPACE AND OWN FREE TIME. ****I HATE FAKE PEOPLE OR PEOPLE THAT CAN'T BE REAL.... ****I HATE MEN WHO THINK THEY HAVE THE UPPER HAND JUST BECAUSE THEY HAVE A PENIS! MEN THINK THEY CAN PLAY SOMEONE UNTIL THE SHIT GETS TO ***HOT*** AND THEY BOUNCE. IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE HEAT, DON'T START THE ***FIRE***.....

I'd like to meet:

Yup I soooo know I have an attitude, life has made me that way and I don't give a fuck anymore. Love me or hate me your choice....the people that matter they know the real me and thats all that counts!

**Rules were made to be broken...and I broke them all**
**I aM wHaT i Am, YoU cAn LiKe It, LoVe It or Be gOne**

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Cool Slideshows

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Books:

Anything by James Patterson & Dean Koontz

My Blog

Just another poem....

All I have to GiveYou're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. M...
Posted by BeautiFul DiSaSter on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 09:23:00 PST

Fuck it....

Ok this is my fuck it list for today......... FUCK.....THE PLAYERS-may you all get infested with a never ending case of crabs...lol FUCK.....HANGOVERS - why can't we just drink ourselves ...
Posted by BeautiFul DiSaSter on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 04:23:00 PST

Venting....

ok so did you ever have one of those days?....Welp I have had one of those months! Every backstabbing bitch is out and about...it must be a full moon coming soon or something. S...
Posted by BeautiFul DiSaSter on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 04:06:00 PST

Wed. poem - its been awhile.

This tear that flows so gently down my cheek I can't help but wonder what has made me so weak. Is it because of all the mistakes that I've made& that I have somehow now encrypted my own grave? ...
Posted by BeautiFul DiSaSter on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 03:12:00 PST

someone sweet wrote this just for me......gotta read it.

awhhh my friend Mike just sent this to me today and he wrote this just for me. It couldn't have come at a better time since I had such a shitty day... Read below and comment on how awesome he is...
Posted by BeautiFul DiSaSter on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 02:45:00 PST

Another poem - guess im in the writing mood this week!

Like a shadow in the dark She is there in plan view But a mystical image is all She is known to you. She hides in the dark and holds it all in... This world she has created full of sorrow and ...
Posted by BeautiFul DiSaSter on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 03:04:00 PST

poem of the week....

Whats wrong with this world we are living in... When showing your feelings seems like such a sin! We shadow our hearts to hold back our tears.... From past experiences that bring back our...
Posted by BeautiFul DiSaSter on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 02:33:00 PST

new poem

Sitting in her roomall day long.she is sitting there singing her own sad song. A song about this guywho stole her heart.She let him have itand he ripped it apart. He promised he would love herand he w...
Posted by BeautiFul DiSaSter on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 06:37:00 PST

poem of the week....

Time is of the essence, in the world that Im in. Im confused, bewildered- dont know where to begin. Its like a maze, a game, or maybe a trap. You dont know where youre going, or where you're at. So, ...
Posted by BeautiFul DiSaSter on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 06:59:00 PST

my poem of the week.

This pain in your heart, this pain in your head Is love even worth it or are you better off dead? You can't seem to grasp the concept of it all Who can deal with the bullshit when your world starts to...
Posted by BeautiFul DiSaSter on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 05:49:00 PST