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Smashing

Like mexican candy we've got some COMPLEX flava runnin' up in here!

About Me

Hmm...to start, my name is Ash. I live for experiences, life is so much more than most people take it for. I appreciate it, and the people around me even though I may not always show it. I'm very spiritual (not religous) although I LOVE the Buddhist culture, and that is the closest "religion" to my own beliefs. One day I want to live at an Ashram in some far away hills for a few months, my goal is to find true completeness and peace within myself. OKKKK enough of all that blahhhhhhhhh! I love love love trying new things and being around people who I can laugh with, that so important to me. So many people are just too dull, I don't deal with it, or people who are toooooooo serious. C'mon! Anyway...snowboarding in the winter, lake during summer, traveling, and just living this whole thing out!
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My Interests

-Laughing-
-Snowboarding-
-Jet Skiing-
-Riding dirt bikes-
-BMX is kinda fun too-
-Hiking-
-Taking long drives alone, and finding quiet places to write-
-Studying meditation/psychology-
-Music-
-Sleeping-
-Going to dinner-
-Hanging out with my family-
-Photography-
-Going to the gym-
-Piano-
-Meditation-
-Kayaking-
-Finding bizzare towns in Nevada-
-Listening to music-
-REinventing my hair-
-Playing pool-
-Going swimming even though I can't swim....but I can doggy paddle!-
-Tennis-
-Thinking-
-Swinging-
-Working on my anger problem ;)-
-Meeting new people-
-Traveling-
-Going to concerts-
-Going shooting-
-Really anything else in this big world I am able to do-

-And of course the people who mean the most to me in this world...My Family!

My Mumsy!

My Squishy!!

Amanda and Sean!

Priscilla...my other half!

I'd like to meet:


Hunter S. Thompson.

Music:

Where to begin...

Michael Buble'♥
Live♥
Avenged Sevenfold♥
Skid Row♥
Billy Idol♥
Styx♥
Guns N Roses♥
Jim Croche♥
The Scorpions♥
Kix♥
Slaughter♥
AC/DC♥
Motley Crue♥
Trans Siberian Orchestra♥
Danny Elfman♥
Open Hand♥
Stone Sour♥
Shinedown♥
Crossfade♥
Smashing Pumpkins♥
Nirvana♥
Bush♥
No Doubt♥
Justin Timberlake♥
A Fire Inside♥
The Underground Rebels♥
Def Leppard♥
Joan Jett & The Black ♥'s
P!nk♥
311♥
A Perfect Circle♥
Aerosmith♥
Alice Cooper♥
Blues Traveler♥
Black Sabbath♥
Boston♥
Cheap Trick♥
Cinderella♥
Coheed and Cambria♥
Dragonforce♥
Ben Harper♥
Jason Mraz♥
Maroon 5♥
Jack Johnson♥
Eric Clapton♥
My Chemical Romance♥
Eagles♥
DJ Sammy♥
Lit♥
Poisen♥
Fuel♥
Gin Blossoms♥
Green Day♥
Iron Maiden♥
Jethro Tull♥
Journey♥
Lynyrd Skynyrd♥
Marilyn Manson♥
NIN♥
Whitney Houston♥
Oasis♥
Offspring♥
Pearl Jam♥
Peter Frampton♥
Pink Floyd♥
Augustana♥
Queen♥
Rancid♥
Sex Pistols♥
NOFX♥p MXPX♥
Rose's Pawn Shop♥
Jimmy's Chicken Shack♥
Mad Caddies♥
Children of Bodem♥
Rhapsody♥
Reel Big Fish♥
Mest♥
Aquabats♥
Dead Kennedys♥
MXPX♥
Presidents of the United States of America♥
Flogging Molly♥
Spin Doctors♥
Sublime♥
Stone Temple Pilots♥
Stevie Ray Vaughn♥
Blind Melon♥
The Toadies♥
Steve Miller Band♥
Thrice♥
Tom Petty♥
Trivium♥
Van Halen♥
Unwritten Law♥
PaPa Roach♥
White Snake♥
Gone For Good♥♥

Movies:

AMERICAN HISTORY X, The Illusionist, Clockwork Orange, Willow, Gremlins, The Labrynth, Requiem For a Dream, Mrs. Doubtfire, Meet The Parents, Usual Suspects, Brighten Beach Memoirs

Television:

I like movies more than just regular TV

Books:

ANYTHING intriguing! Edgar A. Poe is the shit!!

Heroes:

Mommy! Grandma!

My Blog

Starting from the ground!

Have you ever felt like you've lost your way?  Life has up and left you hanging?  That's how I feel every time I settle down.  When you run and run every day, partying, fucking off...
Posted by Smashing on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 02:06:00 PST

I fell inlove with you inside a closed casket.

It's funny to sit back and think of all the little things that make up the perfect relationship.  I've always been so stubborn when picking the "right one".  And honestly it never felt right...
Posted by Smashing on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 02:31:00 PST

sweet relief

My eyes glassed over From ache of this verve I'm so tired, tired of heartbreaking distress I look to the left then to right; hallucinating The sky is so bright I'm frighteningly aware theirs no on...
Posted by Smashing on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 08:47:00 PST

I'M NOT AFRAID TO SHOW I CARE!

I FEEL THAT I HAVE NEGLECTED MY FEELINGS TOWARDS CERTAIN THINGS FOR SO LONG. AND I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE THIS IN PURE APPRECIATION FOR THOSE AROUND ME THAT MAYBE I DON'T SHOW OR TELL EVERYDAY OR...
Posted by Smashing on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 06:06:00 PST

ROOM 502

So all those thoughts wondering, and all the people stammering.  But it's so much more significant when "those" who come along really listen.  The ones you are simple with but in r...
Posted by Smashing on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 06:05:00 PST

7 EnErGiEs

Seven chakras spin inside our being Spinning to the beat of vitality Chakras are not physical But rather facets of the consciousness They interact with the physical body Through two vital transport...
Posted by Smashing on Sun, 20 Nov 2005 09:47:00 PST

Symphonie De La Vie

Symphonie De La Vie The strings that are played to the rhythm of each Engage the chain that we so often breachAs the pages are turned This opus is clearly unlearnedUpon these hours of darkness I have...
Posted by Smashing on Wed, 14 Sep 2005 06:41:00 PST

-Concealed Disease- It's next door

4 in the morning in May 2005     Stop crying your sad songSo everyone can hold your handSack up and move onYou cry you kick you scream for someone to stayNobody is there, no one but your lo...
Posted by Smashing on Sun, 21 Aug 2005 05:00:00 PST

THE beauty OF gray. . . .

All too clear did you remind me how hard I tried, for you to just shut me down.  Once again I have came to your rescue, and as the result I am left sitting alone thi...
Posted by Smashing on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST