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Okay, So youve found your way here. Grats. Im not gunna sit here and tell you what I expect or that my way of life is right, figure it out for yourself.
First off, I like to contradict myself, probably becasue im still young and havnt figured alot of stuff out yet. But im working on it. And I never claim to be perfect, I never claim to be anything.
I've been told im quite random, I like it. Spontanaety is one of the best qualities. Probably due to the fact that I get bored quite alot, It keeps things interesting.
I also like things to stay the way they are, change scares me. But i cannot stand any kind of routine. Yep, confusing I know.
Im quite passive. I'll sit and let things happen and try not to get involved if possible, as the consequences are likely to be much more interesting than if you kept everything under control. Chaos and Havoc keeps you on your toes.
Its true, I am quite vain and egotistical. but i dont see it as a bad thing. The most important person in my life, is me. As without me, i wouldnt have a life. think about it. If you arent living for yourself, then why are you living? Im my own person, and do what I want to. If it pisses some people off, then thats their problem not mine. This doesnt mean that I dont care about anyone else, far from it. I try to be a genuine loving person... To the people who deserve it that is.
I look out for people who do the same for me, my friends are one of the most important factors in my life, so I try not to neglect them.
I like to be alone for a majority of the time, its better sometimes. But if its for prolonged periods of time, I tend to go a little bit strange. But mainly because the vast number of people out there arent worth spending time with. I hate people. But I Like to socialise. weird huh.
Im rather self destructive, I dont really have a high opinion of myself, and lack a great desire for self preservation. I am very aware that this contradicts the statements above, but that doesnt make it not true. I still want to live, i just dont care if i get hurt in the process. Its not healthy, but i like to see how much punishment my body can take. I want to be shot, and i want to be hit by a car. It would be interesting.
If you managed to get through all of this and if I havnt creeped you out or scared you off by now, then please leave me a comment. =) thanks.
