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KAELA chaos.

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About Me


"i'm still shedding my original skin." -K. Rose
"peace is constructed, not fought for." -unknown.
"the feet & the beak were white chocolate, so i had to eat the wings to get that shitty taste out of my mouth." -KC.
"I've noticed that everybody that is for abortion has already been born." -Ronald Reagan."
"Ask the experimenters why they experiment on animals, and the answer is: 'Because the animals are like us.' Ask the experimenters why it is morally okay to experiment on animals, and the answer is: 'Because the animals are not like us.' Animal experimentation rests on a logical contradiction." -Charles R. Magel
i am not who i used to be. i am in love with art and animals. i am newly a vegetarian, but i will not make any attempt what so ever to convert you. if you would, however, like to understand the reasoning for making the switch, please visit choose veg . my best friend is ricky broge. i love pittsburgh, pennsylvania. i enjoy reading jughead comic books, the company of intelligent and humourous people, writing, and reading. i love vans, converse, three's company and family guy. i wear plastic black and green framed glasses, along with contacts. i like to listen to indie, emo, and alternative music. i read and write like a huge nerd, but i'm super L33T. i use xanga. language is my passion, especially spanish. i hate the feeling of being full so much that i usually won't eat. i love my iPod and my crappy cell phone. notebooks comp. books. i text all the time. i actually only call about 3 people. i really will text anyone, give me your number & i'll prove it. i'm pro-life. i will key your abortion supporting bumper stickers. i'm against racism. i hate your confederate flags. i go to southwestern michigan and i'm a liberal arts major.
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the boyfriend.
i am in love with the most wonderful boy in the whole world. i love everything about him, both inside and out. from his tattoos and piercings to his huge caring heart. he's the only boy i can go to crying and leave smiling and laughing. he's the only boy i want to spend the rest of forever with. i don't have any doubt in my mind that he won't be the boy i marry. i also don't worry about skeezas because i know that he loves me. we laugh, cry and spend every moment that we can together. we have pets, we make fun of people, we watch movies together, we love each other's company. he's even more lovey than i am sometimes. we make nicknames up for each other and stand up for each other at all times. i can confide in him, and he can do the same with me. i love dominick johnathan kyle taiylor and i have since november 27, 2006.
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©Confession Of The Day.
4/30/08
i love relaxing days like these.
4/29/08
i hope troy didn't ask for my number for someone else, haha and that he wanted it so that he had it not to give to like.. zac! ugh!
4/28/08
i REALLY hope i am able to get ALL of this shit done.
4/27/08
i'm dreading my bio final.
4/26/08
i enjoy new things.
4/25/08
i HATE casey.
4/24/08
amanda thinks i have potential.
4/23/08
every year on this day, i feel like i'm forgetting a birthday or something so in place of that, i change something and today, that was my room.
4/22/08
1. HAPPY EARTH DAY! 2. CLOVERFIELD CAME OUT! 3. i LOVE dominick.
4/21/08
i wish it were still domi's spring break. i love my furby!
4/20/08
i LOVE my boyfriend. happy birthday baby. be prepared for major stress.. i have FOUR days to get done practically a WHOLE semester of work!
4/19/08
i truly mean it when i say i hate myself, my job, and my location.
4/18/08
i was never so scared for work in my life, but the tension is just getting... tenser.
4/17/08
i'm sick of crying at night because i'm so scared to go into work unsure of what i'm going to end up finding or being told.
4/16/08
i am wading through this shit.
4/15/08
wal-mart sucks, and all of the people there are becoming more and more two faced. there are only a select few that i will even say hi to as of now. thanks for the betrayal, "team".
4/14/08
i like when dom and i spend the day together.
4/13/08
there is no happy there.
4/12/08
i don't appreciate little girls that try to act like adults when they're barely pre-adolescent.
4/11/08
sometimes, my days get forgotten and messed up.
4/10/08
i'm finishing putting together domi's birthday package tomorrow.
4/9/08
i really enjoy colouring those velvet pictures with Bubba & Dann in the world market parking lot.
4/8/08
i am sick of petty, immature little bitches that need to grow up. you're graduated, how about you act like it?
4/7/08
i rented a ton of movies tonight and bought a bunch of ice cream for the family. i suppose i needed to be nice. on a sad note: R.I.P. Bubba & Josh's Grammie.
4/6/08
i give up on my exbestfriendship.
4/5/08
i really don't care.
4/4/08
mig and i are bossy!
4/3/08
i miss you.
4/2/08
blaah. i don't even know.
4/1/08
april fool's is a waste of a holiday.
3/31/08
this is my soon to be new residence: http://www.apartmentfinder.com/details.aspx?aptid=219658
3/30/08
I'M MOVING IN JUNE!
3/29/08
it's pretty possible i'll be the fuck out of michigan by august, and living in an apartment in pittsburgh with my best friend, ricky.
3/28/08
i HATE walmart!
3/27/08
we love sex!
3/26/08
estoy tan depremida..
3/25/08
blaaaaaaaaaaaah
3/20-3/24/08
penna, easter/my 19th birthday, and an amazing andy warhol experience.
3/19/08
my eyes are sensitive to light if i get less than 10 hours a sleep a week.
3/18/08
i really need this trip.
3/17/08
i got $$ from my uncle and i gave him some for my car. also,dominick, broke my heart AGAIN in so many ways.
3/16/08
i am NEEDING tomorrow off.
3/15/08
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIA BABY! girls that look like shrek, should walk around with bags on their heads.
3/14/08
i'm not worth it.
3/13/08
i wish money didn't matter.
3/12/08
i'm slacking or something.
3/11/08
kalamazoo is ALWAYS interesting.
3/10/08
i finally bought JEANS. pfffft.
3/9/08
i truly do have the most odd feelings as of now.
3/8/08
i'm fucked for my car payment this month, and i already bought my new camera today.
3/7/08
i'm worried about money when i move out.
3/6/08
dom scares me when he's in a car.
3/5/08
today was long.
3/4/08
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICKY, BABY! today, i was put over three departments. i'm dead!
3/3/08
i saw dom cry for the first time today, and i may be getting my lip pierced in pitt, and ricky and i are getting matching fucking tattoos! and they'll actually mean something to us forreals!
3/2/08
i'm so sore. so so sore.
3/1/08
march is starting out GREAT!
2/29/08
leap years are lame.
2/28/08
i fucking hate paper writing the night before.
2/27/08
today is so fifteen months.
2/26/08
i miss my best friends. i really feel like i'm losing them all. yes, you fucking bitch, i'm broken up by it. but on a good note, i met troy & phil today and they're both great! :(
2/25/08
my myspace is really erking my nerves.
2/24/08
i could use a little help from my friends.
2/23/08
i think i should get some dreads.
2/22/08
i'm so fucking impatient.
2/21/08
i hope the next three days go by quickly.
2/20/08
i wish that sending codes through myspace were easier.
2/19/08
i fear that i have mono again.
2/18/08
i am THE scum of the earth.
2/17/08
i'm so frusterated.
2/16/08
i am falling apart.
2/15/08
i am so fucked up with my days. i thought i got hurt tuesday, when in reality it was yesterday.. either this week is going really slow, or i'm just throwing in days that don't exist. like ones between today & yesterday.
2/14/08
i was in an accident today, with ice, and bruised my lower back & tailbone. happy birthday cheryl, happy valentine's day baby.
2/13/08
blogs aren't the bible.
2/12/08
i miss dominick & alex, and i have a paper to write. :(
2/11/08
my best friend is gone. i miss you alex.
2/10/08
i'm NOTHING like matthew lawless. i'm OVERLY depressed. i'm FEELING extremely seperated and upset because i'm losing two major people.
2/9/08
i hate wal-mart people. some of them. saturdays are officially baby bath day!
2/8/08
i'm not mad at alex, i just wish he'd call..
2/7/08
i have NEVER been mad at alex until tonight.
2/6/08
happy birthday, mama gab. i wish it were april.
2/5/08
i think i'm going to fail my test tomorrow. :(
2/4/08
i am sick of college.
2/3/08
i am SO tired.
2/2/08
it feels like i was hit by three trucks and got out of the way of the fourth one.
2/1/08
three GM trucks in one day SUCKS! but lovin' doesn't!
1/31/08
the only thing good about today is that i finally have a moving time period. april 1st is the kick off of me in my own place.. with dawn.
1/30/08
iTunes is so gay. i bought a card, and it doesn't work.
1/29/08
i almost flipped my mom's truck today.
1/28/08
it's going to get so cold.
1/27/08
jeb leaves tomorrow. that's really sad. :(
1/26/08
cloverfield was actually good.
1/25/08
i can't believe how many people have this thing now.
1/24/08
yay for getting sent home from work @ like 630. fucking gay for my car's waterpump going out on me and me having to spend money to get everything so that i can fix it. gay gay gay gay gay.
1/23/08
sweeney todd is a blood bath. it's sweet.
1/22/08
please pray for kae. for she must get her papers done by tomorrow.
1/21/08
i feel suffocated by life.
1/20/08
i miss you.
1/19/08
i'm scared.
1/18/08
i want to talk to alex & dom. i'm the ONLY one at work in ISS that did anything even remotely productive today.
1/17/08
i don't even think he realizes how much i'm going to miss him and love him.
1/16/08
i finally figured out my iPod.
1/15/08
i hate working until midnight. :(
1/14/08
today was a good one. :) even if to some people it was boring, i don't even care because i was happy.
1/13/08
i look like i've been mugged and the bags under my eyes just don't do me any justice.
1/12/08
i really hate being sick.
1/11/08
i think i'm getting sick again and i feel like i've been mugged.
1/10/08
i'm worried for tomorrow. i don't know how i'm going to find my classes in the morning & i don't know if i'm going to be considered late bc of the 10 minute interval. i'm scared that alex is mad at me. i don't want him to go into the marines. on the upside, i love my new iPod.
1/9/08
I GET MY NEW IPOD TOMORROW!!
1/8/08
a new abt me is in the process.
1/7/08
i bought the sweetest dress today.
1/6/08
two things. 1. you're NOT our supervisor anymore and you're not going to be. 2. always, all ways - lostprophets.
1/5/08
i realized today that i actually love my job.
1/4/08
i have ZERO health insurance. and my boyfriend chose to spend the night away from me.
1/3/08
i have NO idea how i'm paying for the tools tomorrow. that's $50 that i don't have.
1/2/08
i can't wait for easter.
1/1/08
i definitely will master GH.
12/31/07
"2008 better be greater than 2007 or im killin baby new year with the femur of father time."
12/30/07
wal-mart sucks.
12/29/07
i feel so unbelievably sick.
12/28/07
i have no desire to drink and i don't know why.
12/27/07
i love guitar hero.
12/26/07
dom has one of the warmest bodies ever.
12/25/07
this was the longest christmas of my life.
12/24/07
this is the first christmas without my family and i'm not excited for tomorrow at all.
12/23/07
i don't agree with being hired in as ISS and working as a courtesy associate. fuck.
12/22/07
i hope bubba's present is okay.
12/21/07
i have an empty house to myself until next saturday. my parents/siblings left for colorado today for christmas.
12/20/07
i need to finish christmas shopping.
12/19/07
i'm changing rapidamente. also, why is death on the brain so much?
12/18/07
tomorrow is going to be a long day.
12/17/07
i still have four people + moses to buy for, and i returned korinne's christmas present today.
12/16/07
i e-mailed my last assignments for college today.
12/15/07
four days no sleep = four hours+ vomiting, paleness, and black circles. congratulations breeann and adam even if you're pissed at me. however, today sucks.
12/14/07
giving alex titty twisters is fun but getting home at 430 to get up at 5 am isnt, even if you have a caring boyfriend to stay up with you through it all. :)
12/13/07
my last day of spanish 201 was today and i'm going to miss almost everyone.
12/12/07
i HOPE i finish all of my spanish stuff tonight with atleast one hour of sleep.
12/11/07
my christmas party was today and i didn't go because i didn't want to eat in front of people because i'm gaining weight like a mad cow. also, my interpersonal comm final is done ten pages later with dom support. :)
12/10/07
i'm scared that i won't finish my spanish in time or that it will all be incorrect.
12/9/07
i need batteries.
12/8/07
i miss alex.
12/7/07
friends suck and so does math.
12/6/07
i fell asleep while driving for a second today.
12/5/07
finals suck.
12/4/04
i officially hate december fourth, sorry that it's your two year anniversary josh & stupid.
12/3/07
i worked off the clock.
12/2/07
i hate when people come into wal-mart and turn my good mood into an instant level of anger.
12/1/07
dave-o was gay-ed.
11/30/07
i slack off at work sometimes and then kick it in high gear right near the end.
11/29/07
i'm so tired that my math worries didn't cross my mind too much today.
11/28/07
i have mixed feelings.
11/27/07
today is one year. it's been rough, amazing, and incredible, i love you so much.
11/26/07
i hate spending the winter in my house because i have no heat in my room. good seeing bree & adam tonight though!
11/25/07
people are so moody.
11/24/07
lingerie is fun?
11/23/07
i hate black friday, and third shift.
11/22/07
happy thanksgiving.
11/21/07
i have a feeling i'm not going to have pizza with alex tomorrow. i miss moses. dominick & i are spending the night with movies & popcorn, but i really want taco bell. tehe.
11/20/07
i hate when people get fucking pissed at you but don't tell you what the fuck you did.
11/19/07
i don't have a best friend other than Dom.
11/18/07
i have the best boyfriend ever, especially when i leave work one hour after i get there because i'm sick. :(
11/17/07
dominick is accident prone & worries me :(. i miss allybear!
11/16/07
i thought that i might actually get to fucking sleep in but of course i have that stupid class for my fucking ticket and i don't even know where i'm going! why does God hate me? :(
11/15/07
i think my professor might hate me.
11/14/07
i'm nervous to go to work at 6 am tomorrow, but i'm not so sure why.
11/13/07
i love spanish.
11/12/07
alex is destructive. i hate when dominick is mad at me.
11/11/07
i hate jimmy neutron, the supervisor.
11/10/07
dom said my puke is gross.
11/9/07
i know, i just know, i failed that math test and that third shift practically hates me, but i bought a new car today.
11/8/07
i fucking hate deer.
11/7/07
alex ditched me.. again.
11/6/07
here's a threebie.
1. people are hiding under cars with scissors & cutting your ankles at night, so watch out, forreal.
2. i refuse to give people their belongings back.. not.
3. i almost broke my ankle today.
11/5/07
happy 8th birthday, kenny. i'm a cheap date.
11/4/07
i hate pushy people.
11/3/07
i'm swamped.
11/2/07
i was supposed to see the bee movie with my allybear, however his girlfriend is a douche bag and is super overprotective, pft. i still heart him though. domi leaves me cute text msgs & i wish he would wake up & watch jawbreaker with livy kasey & i. :)
11/1/07
nothing more can be said other than, I AM SCARED.
10/31/07
crying in class is embarrassing. alex loves menbearpigs.
10/30/07
third shift people are bitches. alex never called. dom is hawt. aha.
10/29/07
i hit my first deer today & dominick made me feel better. also, i'm glad alex is home.
10/28/07
i hate stress.
10/27/07
happy eleven months. i read through some old confessions today, and i have no idea who pat and liz are, but i congratulated them on 6/15/07.
10/26/07
i hate tattle tails.
10/25/07
i hate when old ladies try to tell me what to do because they are my 'elders.' fuck you, old bitches.
10/24/07
i hate bitches. bitches from work. bitches from school. bitches.
10/23/07
basically, three hours of math is too long.
10/22/07
my mid semester classes started today.
10/18-10/21/07
PITT W/ LIVY.
10/17/07
i definitely go my car today. i'm pretty stoked, yes, it isn't amazing but it's mine. :) livy & i leave tomorrow! :)
10/16/07
I REALLY WANT MY FUCKING CAR. i wish people would grow backbones & help. i pray that my car gets here tomorrow so i can get away from michigan. ugggh. i wish alex didn't have to work this weekend. i wish dominick wasn't sick.
10/15/07
i snuck out tonight, and lied to my parents.
10/14/07
i'm addicted to chapstick & it has to be that exact brand name. right now the flavor of love is classic & it's odd because i HATE cherries.
10/13/07
i believe that humans, for the most part, are numb from the brain down.
10/12/07
i REALLY wish i knew what to do. i wish dominick would wake up. :(
10/11/07
livy & i are 18, and we've been doing parkour for 23 years now. we're pretty amazing.
10/10/07
i hate flaky people.
10/9/07
i got my first evaluation today. alex's sadness made me sad. :( dom gives great boy hugs.
10/8/07
happy birthday dawn. i hate stress. i NEED to get my DDC scheduled really fucking soon. i NEED to start/finish my speech test. and i really NEED to relax, and stop worrying abt money so much. :(
10/7/07
i think i'm going to be ditched, & it saddens me.
10/6/07
i went to IHOP with kasey & alex & it wasn't so bad being in public with my sister & my favourite drunky. dominick fell off of a roof today. :(
10/5/07
i have a headache.
10/4/07
alex made me cry today. he really needs to NOT join the army. dominick has an obsession with his bruises & WC, he's so bratty. ;)
10/3/07
i really enjoy italian dressing.
10/2/07
i lose things frequently.
10/1/07
i hate, hate cops.
9/30/07
i feel abandoned, and best friendless, but congratulations.
9/29/07
alex leaves me funny voicemails. they make work pass faster.
9/28/07
I LOVE POSH SPICE, I MEAN JAIME. :) i've missed her so uber much and i will not let her leave me again. :)
9/27/07
happy ten months! :) and alex is my favourite drunk.
9/26/07
dominick frustrates me, but i love him.
9/25/07
amanda definitely came out and told me i'm loved by management, haha. also, dominick is finally throwing everything out the open, slowly but it's happening.
9/24/07
dominick can't stay awake until 11;i think moses is going to love my family more than me and it really upsets me.
9/23/07
i bought a white baby pomeranian today. i named him Moses.
9/22/07
day two of "i hate my job. my super is a jerk." day one of "YAY MY COMPUTER'S WORKING!"
9/21/07
day one of "i hate my job."
9/20/07
i hate slow computers.
9/19/07
i hate not having the internet @ 2 am.
9/18/07
i HATE when people are so ignorant and they argue that all immigrants in this country should speak english, but do nothing about it. fuckers.
9/17/07
today i was a temporary supervisor. today i looked at the stars for the first time since high school and the world stopped around me for that second.
9/16/07
day one back to work. day one without my bug.
9/15/07
my daddy, brian, dominick & gabbee are my favies to hang with. =)
9/14/07
i need to update my iPod, severly.
9/13/07
i want, and will receive, a t-mobile sidekick.
9/12/07
i don't work again until sunday.
9/11/07
six years today. i called off for the first time ever to work and it was scary. i'll also confess that i'm terrified to go into work tomorrow..
9/10/07
i don't want to spend nights without dominick.
9/9/07
i'm in the process of writing a very important/emotional blog.
9/8/07
i miss dominick, and i hate being sick.
9/7/07
happy birthday kasey. i do NOT miss high school.
9/6/07
i feel cheated, lied to, and betrayed.
9/5/07
i know how to use a HELIUM tank. =) also, my ankle is soooooo swelled. =(
9/4/07
so far i LOVE SMC, but work sucks and i'm pretty sure i've permanently fucked up my ankle. =( who stole my SD card?
9/3/07
here's a double.
i'm nervous for tomorrow but happy to see Meg, and i don't want to work tomorrow. =(
9/2/07
i think i might call off work for the first time on tuesday because there isn't anyone scheduled with me.
9/1/07
it'd be uber nice for people to not change my schedule the night before.
8/31/07
i need to dye my hair.
8/30/07
i hate coming home.
8/29/07
i love andy capp cheddar fries, mmm.
8/28/07
i hate the drive to three rivers.
8/27/07
happy nine months, baby! i wish that almond joys came in ONE solid candy bar, instead of two split ones.
8/26/07
i love trips with old friends.
8/25/07
i'm generous, and cars stall.
8/24/07
i really enjoy barbecue chips.
8/23/07
happy 21st tyler!
8/22/07
ghey.
8/21/07
i almost hit a deer & a cow.
8/20/07
i've always loved music, but the feeling i have for music, reading, writing & sudokus today is ridiculous and i love it. =)
8/19/07
happy birthday, josh.
8/18/07
happy birthday, daddy & livy. =)
8/17/07
i am a licensed driver, bitches. =)
8/16/07
i spend too much money, but dominick loves me just the same. =)
8/15/07
donnie is emo. WE have a new cat! =)
8/14/07
i think my mother has anger issues.
8/13/07
here's a suck list:
being chewed out at work right when you get there and before you leave.
cramps.
bitchy people/customers/parents.
fighting.
8/12/07
so basically judi, you suck.
8/11/07
i hate when meijer is out of sudoku books. =(
8/10/07
i spent my entire day with dominick.
8/9/07
for now, i ditched the feeling of the day.
8/8/07
i'm lost.
8/7/06
i practically hate my mother & apparently, i'm a fat ass.
8/6/07
i took my freshmen year college placement test, and had my first weekday off of work. :)
8/5/07
aaron jinxed judi.. so we thought. :(
8/4/07
tonight: was family night, i worked for what seemed like days, jase called & i talked to his friends, dom surprised me w/ blankies & movies, and i'm happy. :)
8/3/07
i work my first saturday tomorrow.
8/2/07
no more troy. two days in a row for TB! thanks, darla! :)
8/1/07
i love chicken quesadillas, soft shell tacos w/ mild sauce & mountain dew from Taco Bell.
7/31/07
okay, so basically, i'm stressed beyond the limit. this won't be a confession more of a journal entry but what the fuck ever. i just bought a car, and that used the rest of my graduation party money & my paycheck. i help someone out, and they completely fuck me over. my mother freaks out over everything & wants to call them but i know that will only make it worse. i truly hate bullshit like that. oh, and newsflash, jobs do NOT mean that you have money. just because you make it, doesn't mean you can keep it.
7/30/07
it's days like today, that i love my job. p.s. marty, i will get you for stealing my cookies and troy, YOU are the slacker.
7/29/07
i strongly dislike some people.
7/28/07
ahh, the beach.
7/27/07
i think that the first part of the milk jug is watered down. happy birthday dave & uncle bubbles. i finished my first week of work. i paid for my first car yesterday. it's my 8 month anniversary today. i love dominick.
7/26/07
i almost broke my foot. i got my first paycheck today for my two days last week. the total is $162.43. woot!
7/25/07
i cut my wrist with a box cutter. :(
7/24/07
i don't know how to do the majority of my job. dominick got a record deal w/ victory records today.
7/23/07
i worked 1-10 for the first time today. dominick had a rough day, and i cried because i'm worried about him.
7/22/07
hsm, popcorn, md & my babeh. lovelovelove.
7/21/07
a few things. i'm scared i looked @ my schedule for work wrong, i'm not as important to some people as i used to be, and no i'm not referring to dominick, & i'm glad dominick & i are finally getting everything out in the open so we can finally just be in love again.
7/20/07
i finished my first 'week' at work, oh and i was ditched by my boyfriend, again.
7/19/07
my first day of work smoked me.
7/18/07
i had my first job orientation today & it dragged on for what seemed like forever. dominick & i are happy again.
7/17/07
i cut my hair off & i hate when people change around their friends.. especially people you love.
7/16/07
i have orientation on wednesday, i am getting my license soon, i'm in love, and heart to hearts really do solve problems.
7/15/07
i feel like a piece of driftwood.
7/14/07
if you wait too long, the things you want will be gone.
7/13/07
i took my first drug scan today & it's friday the thirteenth.
7/12/07
i have a job.
7/11/07
i want a job.
7/10/07
i found a car. i hate people that fuck you over. happy 11th birthday, Deryk. :)
7/9/07
i can't stand to have the blankets on my bed messed up. i don't even use them, i sleep ON them.
7/8/07
i smell.
7/7/07
TODAY is my mom's favorite number. (i make it clear that it is today because i accidentally did it during june.) oh well, my internet in my room is down so these will be lazy & late. i love you. :)
7/6/07
moneyhungry. i love you, dominick :)
7/5/07
dominick needs to slow down.. i'm really starting to get worried.. i love him so much.. on a brighter, but in a way, a dim, note, i have a new roomie! tehe. :)
6/30-7/4/07
happy birthday mom (30th). my PA trip was okay, donnie is a hottie, ahaha. i'm glad to be home. my fourth wasn't so bad, but it wasn't great. however, i did see Kori & my uncle whom i haven't seen in about a month. love you, D.
6/25-29/07
this is by far one of the weirdest visits. i'm growing apart from my closest friends, it's weird being around my favorite cousin and i don't even feel bad about losing a few of my friends. i seriously don't care anymore. on the 27th, i had my seven month anniversary with Dominick and i love him still. i saw vicki, went to kennywood, and whatever. it was great to see her family again. uh, so i get my new phone tomorrow. yay..
6/24/07
cedar point was fun even if i had to be there with one person i really didn't want to be near. thanks again.
6/23/07
my graduation party was fun, but i hate drama. hate it.
6/22/07
day two with my favorite people, plus or minus a few. dominick, i love you with everything in me. :)
6/21/07
today was nice. last night was absolutely amazing. words cannot describe my happiness. ricky, ashleigh & chrissy are coming! i love you guys, especially you Dominick.
6/20/07
Korinne and I had fun today. forreal, except for the fact that a mexican man seriously scared us in Meijer & we thought we would die ferseure. [fuh. er. sure.] i also confessed to Korinne that this needs to become an actual confession. oh, how the good times roll. i'm a fagwad. i'm done. i love you dominick johnathan kyle taiylor. thank you for being corny & watching the sunrise with me.
6/19/07
"i love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself for you if need be. enough to miss you incredibily when we're apart, no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance. enough to believe in our relationship, to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple, and to never give up on us, enough to spend the rest of my life with you, and be there for you when you need or want me, and never, ever want to leave you or live without you. i love you this much." -Dominick. if anybody steals this, i'll mutilate you. :)
6/18/07
i miss korinne.
happy birthday, VJ.
6/17/07
i hate when people steal my ideas. i need to clean my room. i love my boyfriend.
6/16/07
besides getting sick, today was good. :) i love my dominick. he definitely took care of me the best that he could and i love staying up late with him and talking all night. :)
6/15/07
i seriously give up. i'm not going to bother with worrying abt people forever. if you don't take the time to realize that other people will be there when certain others may not, then i really don't have pity for when you're left in the dust. on other notes, taco bell asked me to apply today, & my mom answered for me. i got my TIP and i've been driving every chance i can get. my friends come up next friday, and i really couldn't be more content with my love. i love you so much, Dom. congratulations Pat & Liz. :)
6/14/07
my loveys are for sure coming. i honestly just wish someone would slap me and say "you're being stupid. you're thinking into this way too much." also, tomorrow i'm going to get my temp. permit/license since i finally have my residency papers. UGH it only took forever. :( oh well, thanks for a great day baby. :)
6/13/07
hm, another interesting day. eight days until i see bunches & bunches of my favorite people in the entire universe, plus or minus a few. whatev, i still love you bubby! :) :) :)
6/12/07
i have a fear that i'm growing apart from someone that means a lot to me. i fear the saying "easy come.. easy go.." i love you, D. on a happy note, mouthwash w/ alcohol is an aphrodisiac, ahahaha. jk jk.
6/11/07
dim, attempted sexcapade, dominick, and starter cramps. what a night. i love you.
6/10/07
shopping & the my girl movies. i love you.
6/9/07
bubbbbba was here & livy. it was fun for the most part. bubba is seriously one of my favorite people to be around. my poor baby got hit in the head during his baseball game today.. he scares me a lot, but i honestly love him with my whole heart.
6/8/07
i'm glad i don't have children right now.
6/7/07
i love you dominick taiylor. forrrrever.
6/7/07
FOURTEEN DAYS. my baby is amazing. i'm so excited for the month of june, tehe well the remainder of it! i love this. congratulations bubba! :)
6/6/07
today was one of the most interesting days i've had in a while, but it was fun for the most part. i feel very numb although, still & i'm not exactly sure why. i hate when it gets to this point. happy birthday, Bill. i love you, Dom.
6/5/07
i met greg & hung with kori. i'm numb however. i love you D.
6/4/07
i love you so much. you worry me like none other.
6/3/07
iiiii'm graduated. i love you baby. and i love you livy for spending the night with me & drinking wine. :) tehe.
6/2/07
races + long car rides + domi = amazing. i love you so so so so so much.
6/1/07
today sucked. i slept & cried all day. i was yelled at by some of the people that mean the most to me & treated like complete shit. :'(
5/31/07
today was another lazy day but it was just fine. it's so nice having the feeling that i have another family in just one person, Korinne. she helps me get away from my dysfunctional crazy family. i mean, i love them but they depend on me a lot and idk how my mom will take it when i'm gone. i joke abt it a lot with her but i kno it won't be the same when the time comes for me to really leave. who knows. dominick broke his finger today & i'm really worried abt him for a lot of different reasons.. i love you baby.
5/30/07
i woke up at noon & did absolutely nothing productive except help my mom move one board bc the others were covered in spiders & homie don't play that. i feel like my best friend is mad at me for reasons i'm not sure of, & i'm pretty sure my mom is pissed at me & some others bc she has a $39.02 bill from movie gallery bc of late fees. :( Dominick goes to school for way too long. :( i miss him. i love him. :) & i lied, she still loves me. but, she is a dirty pirate hooker.
5/29/07
the feeling of no school worries is amazing. i'm sorry baby, hehe. i love you. :)
5/28/07
today was lazy day. officially. i honestly wish i had my license bc staying locked up in this house can be torture. i love you dom. next sunday will be nothing but waterworks. :(
5/27/07
6 months today. i'm sure that we're going to be okay. i'm positive to say the least & i know the fighting is just some minor flaw that we're going to get over soon enough. i love you sweetheart. on another note, i'm afraid of my ex boyfriend.
5/26/07
i hold back tears for the better. crying weakens me & i hate making you feel bad for me. i know you love me. i know we're going to be okay. i love you with every last breath in me. thank you korinne for being my shoulder to cry on. thank you dominick for being the one that makes me smile at the end of each day no matter how much we fight, or argue. you're still the one i want to be with for the rest of our lives. i love you so much.
5/25/07
i'm a party hopper. i love when my classmates are drunk, they're so much less judgmental & about a million times more fun. i'm glad i'm getting in contact with some old friends. i love you, but i won't say i'm not worried.
5/24/07
today was my last day of high school ever. i had my grad bash, and my senior award honor ceremony. i'm ready and not ready to graduate and be done at the same time, but i know it's what i have to do. dominick isn't making the best choices right now but i'll be behind him with whatever he wants because i love him with everything in me. thank you korinne, for putting up with me and making me laugh. and i think i'll miss lionel & dhelmer the most out of all of the boys in MHS. :(
5/23/07
i truly missed breeann & matty. i love dominick more than life itself, seriously. if i lost him i'd probably be lost with out him and i don't know how i've managed to get this far in my life without him there with me every step of the way. i miss my bestie. one more day of high school. :)
5/22/07
i'm sick of finals already. i took my CPE one today & i really hope i passed it after cramming since 8 am. i don't know what i'm doing anymore. i love you.
5/21/07
so today was great, i love cedar point, but tonight however sucks bc i'm basically going to fail my CPE exam now and i could cry because of it. i love you though.
5/20/07
we may fight, and make fun of each other, and we're probably way too young, but i love him.
5/19/07
i love you, korinne. i love you, dominick.
5/18/07
dominick is adorable when he sleeps. I GOT MY CAP & GOWN. oh, and i passed my spanish exam with an A. that's two nowwwww. health;spanish = A's.
5/17/07
somebody pointed something out to me and i'm worried about my bestie. i'm also worried about livy because i love her & i want her dad to get a miracle & overcome this. life sucks sometimes and there's really not much we can do about it. i love you dominick, thanks for always putting up with my tears.
5/16/07
i love you.
5/15/07
all i want to do is sleep. i'm scared to death of tornadoes but the fact that one didn't hit proves that prayer works. i love you baby.
5/14/07
today was my last monday in high school. i also had a pretty good day considering it WAS a monday. i love what little friends i do have, and of course, Dominick & Korinne.
5/13/07
i feel borderline flatline. it's my own creation. basically, korinne & dominick keep my pulse at a steady pace. i love you both.
5/12/07
if i wasn't with korinne each & every weekend, & i didn't have dominick to keep me sane, i wouldn't be here. they makes my family problems go away. they make me laugh. they make me smile. i love them with my whole heart.
5/11/07
i suck. :( i love you.
5/10/07
nothing ever fucking works in this house and i can't wait to get out. ily.
5/9/07
my dominick means more to me than anything in the whole world. r.i.p. peewee, kenny, & john. i miss you korinne.
5/8/07
this week is already dragging. i really just feel exhausted and i could sleep until the weekend with dominick.
5/7/07
my family situation sucks, but my family (korinne & dominick) are amazing. i love you so much, baby.
5/6/07
korinne brings me out of my shell & i'm so thankful to have a friend like her. dominick listens to me & never gives up on me and i'd probably be dead without him. as for my family.. they berate me & degrade me & i'm sick of it. they'll regret my treatment when i'm out of here.
5/5/07
FELIZ CINCO DE MAYO! te quiero Domi, & Korinney, para siempre!
5/4/07
i'm finally done with that stupid fucking research paper. writing about suicide is overly depressing. i love you.
5/3/07
myspace says i have new picture comments;i don't. i almost lost the love of my life. i failed my CPE test;probably. i'm sick. i have a paper i need done. may third sucks, but i still love you.
5/2/07
i love korinne & dominick. i'm so sick of writing essays for decou & houghton and i wish i were done with high school. :(
5/1/07
i love you baby. :(
4/30/07
i'm glad this month is over. i'm so in love with you dominick.
4/29/07
happy birthday barb lopez. prom;candles;love. i love you dominick. :)
4/28/07
i'm deeply in love with him, and she's my best friend. i'd be nothing without dominick & korinne.
4/27/07
it's our 5 months, and i honestly blew it. i hope he knows that i'd never do anything to intentionally hurt him. i really love him more than i've ever loved anything in my entire life and i can't live without him. I LOVE YOU.
4/26/07
i hate storms. i miss my bestie. i heart jase. i love dominick. i hate being alone. i need to write this paper. :(
4/25/07
i love falling asleep with you.
4/24/07
i'm finally decided on where i'm going to college for now. i thought it'd cut my things-to-do list down but it only made it grow. i love dominick, and i really wish he could catch a break. i also wish i had a job bc my mom is going to kill me when she gets the cell phone bill. :(
4/23/07
i love nights out with dominick. he's the reason i breathe. i've never loved someone the way i love him and i never will again. FRIDAY! :)
4/22/07
i love him so much. my headaches are horrible. i'm having a boring slump.
4/21/07
dominick is amazing, korinne is my best, & lionel is my mexican amigo.
4/20/07
it's my baby's 18th birthday! i love him more than life itself & nothing will ever fucking change that!
4/19/07
i can't catch up on my sleep.
4/18/07
we're going to be okay. :)
4/17/07
i'm disgusted with my own body.
4/16/07
i'm so ready to graduate.
4/15/07
we had a heart to heart, i feel sick, and i have a ton of work to do. :( but i honestly love him now and for the rest of forever. 4/14/07
korinne's parties are interesting. taco bell runs at 2AM are normal but losing my phone, s/h, & then losing my camera all in one night, are not. i love her, lol. & dom. :)
4/13/07
renting movies, meijer runs, new friends, dinner with friends. not in that order.
4/12/07
korinney bo binney is my favorite. there aren't even words for the fun we have. i love domi & korinne! :)
4/11/07
happy birthday joey, too bad your mother is a whore. i loves my baby.
4/10/07
i love him.
4/9/07
he's what keeps me breathing. he's the reason i wake up each day. he takes great care of me. noone else compares.
4/8/07
happy easter. i love domi, and he takes great care of me when i'm sick. :)
4/1-4/07
spring break: fun, miserable, sick, irritating, unforgettable. drinking puts a damper on things including love, but if it's strong enough it will be okay.
3/31/07
ONE MORE NIGHT. :) imyb. :(
3/30/07
i love my baby, and the friends i have left. 2 days.
3/29/07
friends make life miserable, plus or minus a few. and fyi, i DO understand love. i'm fucking in it.
3/28/07
i hate today.
3/27/07
four months today. oh, and i hate the new myspace pictures set up.
3/26/07
i'm completely in love with dominick johnathan kyle taiylor & i will be for the rest of our lives.
3/25/07
i overreact so much. i have a migraine, and i am a jerk. i love you baby.
3/24/07
so, i got a free prom dress that i don't really like, and my baby was gone & still is for the majority of the day & that i hate. i don't think i could feel much unhappier than i do right now. crytime.
3/23/07
today: i'm 18, i saw dead silence, ate at IHOP, got sang to 8 different times, got blood taken with horrible risk factors as i finished haha, got $100 from my parents, & then my boyfriend fell asleep on me before i could cut my cake. i still love him though.
3/22/07
stress isnt even a word that can describe it. it's more like a depression that i'm slipping into. i hope you don't let us die..
3/21/07
love survives everything.. atleast mine will and as for everything else right now..i don't really care...
3/20/07
TWO WEEKS!
3/19/07
i love taking care of domi when he's sick, the riches, & i need to redo my profile.
3/18/07
five days until i'm eighteen. oh, and i LOVE dominick.
3/17/07
drunken nights are fun, i'm in love, car rides are fun & fights are not.
3/16/07
i love domi, my new shoes, & domi.
3/15/07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RE! i loveee you. i hate mom. :)
3/14/07
i love him.. i know everything will always be okay.
3/13/07
cheerleading is over.
3/12/07
i need more exercise. i'm turning back into a fatty mcfat fat. i love domi though. he's my confidence booster. :)
3/11/07
candle wax & blindfolds.
3/10/07
pretty sure i fucking hate cheerleading and i'm sick of doing it. i love dominick, but he needs to control his cute little anger tantrums.
3/9/07
i hate broken promises, and worrying.
3/8/07
i'm so sick of cheerleading. dominick keeps me sane.
3/7/07
myspace sucks.
3/6/07
we won. :( but i love notre dahmi!
3/5/07
bathtime. :)
3/4/07
IT'S RICKY'S BIRTHDAY! I MEES HIM. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. karickarin for life! :)
3/3/07
i missed him all day. i love him so much.
3/2/07
woo, SAC champions again. i love dominickkkkkkkkkk. :)
3/1/07
dominick is the love of my life.
2/28/07
my poor baby's mouth hurts. :( i love him so much. he takes care of me. and i'm buying spanish books!
2/27/07
three months, and it only gets better. (plus or minus the dentist appointments.)
2/26/07
i'm ready to graduate. i love domi.
2/25/07
i loveeee talking to dominick for 16 hours, and being with him. :)
2/24/07
cheer camp was interesting, livy quit, my baby won battle of the bands, and i'm pretty sure i don't want to cheer for the tourneys.
2/23/07
one month until my birthday and i'm getting some stuff done at EI! ahhh. :)
2/22/07
so basically, i'm sick of cheerleaders that think they know everything. me and livy are into date rape. i can't walk or jump or run but dominick still loves me, and i'm pretty sure that i'm madly in love with him and he takes better care of me than anyone in my family. :)
2/21/07
my baby is ADORABLE when he sleeps.
2/20/07
I GOT MY VALENTINE'S DAY STUFF! AND I LOVE IT! almost as much as i LOVE my baby. :)
2/19/07
basically today was hectic. i hate cheerleading anymore but we get our clothes soon i hope. i'm sick of being a push over. on a good note however, i LOVE dominick more than i've ever loved anyone in my entire life. he makes my heart beat faster & slower at the same time & we can be silly together. he's amazing. i love him so much.
2/18/07
i missed domi all day, church seemed to drag on forever today, & honestly, i wish he felt better. i love him so much.
2/17/07
nights at matt & bree's are interesting. i love taco bell runs @ 1 am. spurs of the moment. & talking to my bug until 1 am. :)
2/16/07
i love my baby, and WE BEAT GOBLES.
2/15/07
i love dominick. end of story. there's nothing else that needs to be said. he makes my days bright.
2/14/07
my valentine's day was amazing thanks to the love of my life.
2/13/07
i'm honestly in love, and i know that i'll only feel this way for him for the rest of my life & nobody else.
2/12/07
girls on myspace can be so pathetic. dominick honestly takes the best care of me, EVER. and i love him more than anything in the entire world.
2/11/07
SLUTS MAKE ME SICK, but dominick makes me happy! :)
2/10/07
old people are cute, but their parties are boring so me gabbee & kasea spice 'em up. i love you..
2/9/07
i HATE the dentist. i love dominick and honestly he can cheer me up no matter how low i feel.
2/8/07
i love date nights with domi. i love being with domi. i love domi.
2/7/07
me and dominick escape ;) hehe, he knows and that's all that matters. i'm truly in love with that boy.
2/6/07
snow day number two of this week. and i must say, working out with no food REALLY ISNT a good idea, but neither are fat bitches with pubes coming out of their belly buttons stripping in public locker rooms to go swimming either. i've never been so proud of dominick more than today. i love him, and that will never change. happy birthday domi's mom.
2/5/07
why do amazing things turn to shit within seconds? honestly, i hate right now. luckily, there's no school or else i'd probably kill myself. i love you, but thanks for tonight....
2/4/07
today = long & i HATE stomach/ear aches. ily. :)
2/3/07
today sucked, i hate cramps, and dominick is a sweetheart.
2/2/07
we won the homecoming game, i saw my lovelies, and i love my baby.
2/1/07
today is boogie's 19th birthday! & i'm officially sure that i've gotten senioritis, but it's not a heavy case, yet. & i love djkt.
1/31/07
snow day. boring. and although he can be mean, i love him.
1/30/07
my baby takes good care of me. i HATE my body. :(
1/29/07
today is horrid. i love him, but today didn't help.
1/28/07
i love our relationship. i love him.
1/27/07
two months, and he never ceases to amaze me.
1/26/07
who knew high school basketball games could get so competitive when the opposing team sucks major ass? hahaha. i love my baby, and i HATE shit talking whores, but i'm thankful for the people who aren't necessarily people i'm "friends" with, but that care.
1/25/07
our relationship may sometimes be put to the test, but i truly love him with my whole heart & i wouldn't give him up for anything.
1/24/07
97% = spanish. 98% = cpe. 100% = domi's cast gone & my love for him. hehe, i love corny entries. i love him. :)
1/23/07
i'm behind.
1/22/07
i hate exams week. & i've come to realize that this is no longer confession it's a journal. i need to go back to confessions, there's my confession. i love dominick, & i'm going to bomb my exams tomorrow. pray for kae, please & thanks.
1/21/07
today was BORING. jaime left, & i didn't feel so well. BUT, i did get to talk to dominick for the majority of the day, & it made me happy to know that i have him forever.
1/20/07
lmao, today was an interesting day. just call me bonnie, bc i'm a baaaaaaaaaaaad girl. i love my baby though. :)
1/19/07
pretty sure we beat lawrence, and i love dominick, but i think i'm developing an ED & i'm also pretty sure that i want to move out soon.
1/18/07
i hate my coach. cheerleading was a pita, kenny's karate thing made me cry for some reason, i definitely never want children & i'm glad the end of the day comes with talking to dominick, plus or minus a few things & sleeping.
1/17/07
today is wednesday.
1/16/07
WELL, today is kenny bo benny's 19th birthday, i had ANOTHER snow day, i LOVE my baby, and we won our game but i almost got kicked off the squad. OOPS!
1/15/07
ice day, but today sucked, hands down. i love dom.
1/14/07
I HATEEEE COMPUTERS. i now forget my confession.
1/13/07
DAY ONE OF GROUNDING. i love mister taiylor though. :)
1/12/07
he's the only reason i keep myself alive.
1/11/07
i love dominick, but it's pathetic when you start to lose trust in your friends..
1/10/07
nothing can tear this apart. i love him more than anything in the world.
1/9/07
i now have a YFU savior, & love chocolate snack pack. & i'm 100% positive that i dont want to be with anyone other than Dominick for the rest of forever.
1/8/07
i hate school. it's so unbelievably stressful. ecuador is now only a maybe and if i dont get the requirements for it soon, it looks as if SMC is my future. on a better note, i don't have tuberculosis, & dominick still loves me, though it's not much as i love him.
1/7/07
i'm the fucking doctor. my bug is amazing, and he's alllllllllllllll mine.
1/6/07
seriously, i love him with my whole heart.
1/5/07
put this day in the books. matt definitely needs a new car. the fund starts here. bugbugbug. 1/4/07
i love my friends.
1/3/07
i need something, and i don't know what it is.
1/2/07
it's been a long day. i love my bug.
1/1/07
the first drink i had for 07 was southern comfort, and celebrated with livy & jaime :). i learned dane cook is funny, but funnier drunk, & that i love dominick johnathan kyle taiylor more than anyone in the whole entire universe.
12/31/06
party tonight!
12/22-30/06
i went to pitt. i've had better visits. however, i did have my one month with domi on the 27th. :)
12/21/06
i love him more than everything in the whole worlddddddddd.
12/20/06
sooo, i'm sick today and i came home early. i saw a christmas present though! shh. i'm pretty sure i'm tired and i dont want to go to school tomorrow but $20 says i have to. i talked to my love a lot today and i love him more and more each day.
12/19/06
today was gay. minus the fact that i made up all make-up work, and got out of cheerleading and got to sit there the whollle time while talking to my baby who fell asleep too early and didn't say goodnight to me, pft. i love him anyway. FRIDAY!
12/18/06
that concert was amazing. motion city soundtrack is absolutely a must see thing. put it on your list of things to do before you meet your maker. but i'm glad i'm home because i missed Dom. i love him so much. AAAND the flyer was a liar, haha. the concert was: boys like girls, the format, mcs, and aar. and i'm pretty sure they all fuckin' rocked!
12/17/06
early confession. i'm going with these lovelies tomorrow:
to see these lovelies:

and i love my baby more than anything in the whole world. :)
12/16/06
i hate drama, and the christmas dance was WORSE than what was expected, but me & livy looked good. and i'm absolutely positive that i love dominick taiylor. 12/15/06
to tell you the truth, today was like dramafest '06 & it's like it had to get in a few more bullshit days. i miss my buttercup a lot, we didn't get to talk much today and when i got home he was sleeping. it makes me sad. i love him, and i hope we talk tomorrow.
12/14/06
i hate girls. i hate my computer (sometimes). i love dominick johnathan kyle taiylor.
12/13/06
i hate where i live, because it's too far away from him.
12/12/06
i loved our nighttime phone conversation. he's the only person i ever want to laugh with, argue with, be with, and talk to forever & ever & ever.
12/11/06
i hate my life sometimes, but he makes it worth it.
12/10/06
i love you. for the rest of my life.
12/9/06
i talked to my love for the majority of the day, and i loved every minute that i had. it's times like tonight, right this minute, that i wish we were closer. it's one thing that can ruin a good mood.
12/8/06
i love good days. and i love my baby. :)
12/7/06
GRAMMAR.
12/6/06
ahhhhhhhhhhh. :)
12/5/06
today was long but we won and i'm happy the first game is over with. OH, and i love my babyyy.
12/4/06
i'm cheerleading captain.
12/3/06
today was rough, i just hope tonight is better and we talk.
12/2/06
i personally enjoy when girls call my friends and say that they're coming to my house to fight them. it brightens my night. but i really hate when the people that you love are mad at you.
12/1/06
amazing.
11/30/06
ahhhh i love him.
11/29/06
each day gets better.
11/28/06
i love this boy, but i hate losing the other people that i love.
11/27/06
it's official today. i've never been so tired, but i talked to Dominick all day. He makes me happy.
11/26/06
i love new friends, but i hate back pain.
11/25/06
i keep meeting up with old friends.
11/24/06
today is national pet peeve appreciation day. and although i have 273982739 of them, i'm going to rant. i hate people that do not know the difference between "your" & "you're" & i wish people would stop praising Jeffree Star for being perfect. Personally, i don't have anything against him, but he's not an inspiration, he's not perfection, he's not beautiful, & he's not a fashion mega. he's most certainly a mangirl, that talks abt deep throating your dad, surfing myspace, & how everyone else is a piece of shit. bravo/a.
11/23/06
Happy Thanksgiving, I met a mexican named, Isaac today.
11/22/06
i'm bipolar.
11/21/06
i was a lazy tater, & i need to start confessing, pft.
11/20/06
this wasn't sucha bad day.
11/19/06
i missed cam, i ♥ him a lot.
11/18/06
breeann is an amazing dancer, it is greggie's birthday, jaime & i are the masters of psyching each other out, running to the car in the dark, checking the backseat, sneaking in at 230 A.M. and matt is comfy to sleep on, hahaha.
11/17/06
today was insanely sad, & i love bubba.
11/16/06
november 16th hasn't been a good day since like '03. it's an anniversary, a birthday, & now a day that i spent at a funeral home with my ladies. although i

I'd like to meet:

CONFESSION OF THE DAY.
3/19/07
i love taking care of domi when he's sick, the riches, & i need to redo my profile.
3/18/07
five days until i'm eighteen. oh, and i LOVE dominick.
3/17/07
drunken nights are fun, i'm in love, car rides are fun & fights are not.
3/16/07
i love domi, my new shoes, & domi.
3/15/07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RE! i loveee you. i hate mom. :)
3/14/07
i love him.. i know everything will always be okay.
3/13/07
cheerleading is over. 3/12/07
i need more exercise. i'm turning back into a fatty mcfat fat. i love domi though. he's my confidence booster. :)
3/11/07
candle wax & blindfolds.
3/10/07
pretty sure i fucking hate cheerleading and i'm sick of doing it. i love dominick, but he needs to control his cute little anger tantrums.
3/9/07
i hate broken promises, and worrying.
3/8/07
i'm so sick of cheerleading. dominick keeps me sane.
3/7/07
myspace sucks. 3/6/07
we won. :( but i love notre dahmi!
3/5/07
bathtime. :)
3/4/07
IT'S RICKY'S BIRTHDAY! I MEES HIM. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. karickarin for life! :)
3/3/07
i missed him all day. i love him so much.
3/2/07
woo, SAC champions again. i love dominickkkkkkkkkk. :)
3/1/07
dominick is the love of my life.
2/28/07
my poor baby's mouth hurts. :( i love him so much. he takes care of me. and i'm buying spanish books!
2/27/07
three months, and it only gets better. (plus or minus the dentist appointments.)
2/26/07
i'm ready to graduate. i love domi.
2/25/07
i loveeee talking to dominick for 16 hours, and being with him. :)
2/24/07
cheer camp was interesting, livy quit, my baby won battle of the bands, and i'm pretty sure i don't want to cheer for the tourneys.
2/23/07
one month until my birthday and i'm getting some stuff done at EI! ahhh. :)
2/22/07
so basically, i'm sick of cheerleaders that think they know everything. me and livy are into date rape. i can't walk or jump or run but dominick still loves me, and i'm pretty sure that i'm madly in love with him and he takes better care of me than anyone in my family. :)
2/21/07
my baby is ADORABLE when he sleeps.
2/20/07
I GOT MY VALENTINE'S DAY STUFF! AND I LOVE IT! almost as much as i LOVE my baby. :)
2/19/07
basically today was hectic. i hate cheerleading anymore but we get our clothes soon i hope. i'm sick of being a push over. on a good note however, i LOVE dominick more than i've ever loved anyone in my entire life. he makes my heart beat faster & slower at the same time & we can be silly together. he's amazing. i love him so much.
2/18/07
i missed domi all day, church seemed to drag on forever today, & honestly, i wish he felt better. i love him so much.
2/17/07
nights at matt & bree's are interesting. i love taco bell runs @ 1 am. spurs of the moment. & talking to my bug until 1 am. :)
2/16/07
i love my baby, and WE BEAT GOBLES.
2/15/07
i love dominick. end of story. there's nothing else that needs to be said. he makes my days bright.
2/14/07
my valentine's day was amazing thanks to the love of my life.
2/13/07
i'm honestly in love, and i know that i'll only feel this way for him for the rest of my life & nobody else.
2/12/07
girls on myspace can be so pathetic. dominick honestly takes the best care of me, EVER. and i love him more than anything in the entire world.
2/11/07
SLUTS MAKE ME SICK, but dominick makes me happy! :)
2/10/07
old people are cute, but their parties are boring so me gabbee & kasea spice 'em up. i love you..
2/9/07
i HATE the dentist. i love dominick and honestly he can cheer me up no matter how low i feel.
2/8/07
i love date nights with domi. i love being with domi. i love domi.
2/7/07
me and dominick escape ;) hehe, he knows and that's all that matters. i'm truly in love with that boy.
2/6/07
snow day number two of this week. and i must say, working out with no food REALLY ISNT a good idea, but neither are fat bitches with pubes coming out of their belly buttons stripping in public locker rooms to go swimming either. i've never been so proud of dominick more than today. i love him, and that will never change. happy birthday domi's mom.
2/5/07
why do amazing things turn to shit within seconds? honestly, i hate right now. luckily, there's no school or else i'd probably kill myself. i love you, but thanks for tonight....
2/4/07
today = long & i HATE stomach/ear aches. ily. :)
2/3/07
today sucked, i hate cramps, and dominick is a sweetheart.
2/2/07
we won the homecoming game, i saw my lovelies, and i love my baby.
2/1/07
today is boogie's 19th birthday! & i'm officially sure that i've gotten senioritis, but it's not a heavy case, yet. & i love
djkt.
1/31/07
snow day. boring. and although he can be mean, i love him.
1/30/07
my baby takes good care of me. i HATE my body. :(
1/29/07
today is horrid. i love him, but today didn't help.
1/28/07
i love our relationship. i love him.
1/27/07
two months, and he never ceases to amaze me.
1/26/07
who knew high school basketball games could get so competitive when the opposing team sucks major ass? hahaha. i love my baby, and i HATE shit talking whores, but i'm thankful for the people who aren't necessarily people i'm "friends" with, but that care.
1/25/07
our relationship may sometimes be put to the test, but i truly love him with my whole heart & i wouldn't give him up for anything.
1/24/07
97% = spanish. 98% = cpe. 100% = domi's cast gone & my love for him. hehe, i love corny entries. i love him. :)
1/23/07
i'm behind. 1/22/07
i hate exams week. & i've come to realize that this is no longer confession it's a journal. i need to go back to confessions, there's my confession. i love dominick, & i'm going to bomb my exams tomorrow. pray for kae, please & thanks.
1/21/07
today was BORING. jaime left, & i didn't feel so well. BUT, i did get to talk to dominick for the majority of the day, & it made me happy to know that i have him forever.
1/20/07
lmao, today was an interesting day. just call me bonnie, bc i'm a baaaaaaaaaaaad girl. i love my baby though. :)
1/19/07
pretty sure we beat lawrence, and i love dominick, but i think i'm developing an ED & i'm also pretty sure that i want to move out soon.
1/18/07
i hate my coach. cheerleading was a pita, kenny's karate thing made me cry for some reason, i definitely never want children & i'm glad the end of the day comes with talking to dominick, plus or pinus a few things & sleeping.
1/17/07
today is wednesday.
1/16/07
WELL, today is kenny bo benny's 19th birthday, i had ANOTHER snow day, i LOVE my baby, and we won our game but i almost got kicked off the squad. OOPS!
1/15/07
ice day, but today sucked, hands down. i love dom.
1/14/07
I HATEEEE COMPUTERS. i now forget my confession.
1/13/07
DAY ONE OF GROUNDING. i love mister taiylor though. :)
1/12/07
he's the only reason i keep myself alive.
1/11/07
i love dominick, but it's pathetic when you start to lose trust in your friends..
1/10/07
nothing can tear this apart. i love him more than anything in the world.
1/9/07
i now have a YFU savior, & love chocolate snack pack. & i'm 100% positive that i dont want to be with anyone other than Dominick for the rest of forever.
1/8/07
i hate school. it's so unbelievably stressful. ecuador is now only a maybe and if i dont get the requirements for it soon, it looks as if SMC is my future. on a better note, i don't have tuberculosis, & dominick still loves me, though it's not much as i love him.
1/7/07
im the fucking doctor. my bug is amazing, and he's alllllllllllllll mine.
1/6/07
seriously, i love him with my whole heart.
1/5/07
document this day in the books. matt definitely needs a new car. the fund starts here. bugbugbug. 1/4/07
i love my friends.
1/3/07
i need something, and i don't know what it is.
1/2/07
it's been a long day. i love my bug.
1/1/07
the first drink i had for 07 was southern comfort, and celebrated with livy & jaime :). i learned dane cook is funny, but funnier drunk, & that i love dominick johnathan kyle taiylor more than anyone in the whole entire universe.
12/31/06
party tonight!
12/22-30/06
i went to pitt. i've had better visits. hoever, i did have my one month with domi on the 27th. :)
12/21/06
i love him more than everything in the whole worlddddddddd.
12/20/06
sooo, i'm sick today and i came home early. i saw a christmas present though! shh. i'm pretty sure i'm tired and i dont want to go to school tomorrow but $20 says i have to. i talked to my love a lot today and i love him more and more each day.
12/19/06
today was gay. minus the fact that i made up all make-up work, and got out of cheerleading and got to sit there the whollle time while talking to my baby who fell asleep too early and didn't say goodnight to me, pft. i love him anyway. FRIDAY!
12/18/06
that concert was amazing. motion city soundtrack is absolutely a must see thing. put it on your list of things to do before you meet your maker. but i'm glad i'm home because i missed Dom. i love him so much. AAAND the flyer was a liar, haha. the concert was: boys like girls, the format, mcs, and aar. and i'm pretty sure they all fuckin' rocked!
12/17/06
early confession. i'm going with these lovelies tomorrow:
to see these lovelies:

and i love my baby more than anything in the whole world. :)
12/16/06
i hate drama, and the christmas dance was WORSE than what was expected, but me & livy looked good. and i'm absolutely positive that i love dominick taiylor. 12/15/06
to tell you the truth, today was like dramafest '06 & it's like it had to get in a few more bullshit days. i miss my buttercup a lot, we didn't get to talk much today and when i got home he was sleeping. it makes me sad. i love him, and i hope we talk tomorrow.
12/14/06
i hate girls. i hate my computer (sometimes). i love dominick johnathan kyle taiylor.
12/13/06
i hate where i live, because it's too far away from him.
12/12/06
i loved our nighttime phone conversation. he's the only person i ever want to laugh with, argue with, be with, and talk to forever & ever & ever.
12/11/06
i hate my life sometimes, but he makes it worth it.
12/10/06
i love you. for the rest of my life.
12/9/06
i talked to my love for the majority of the day, and i loved every minute that i had. it's times like tonight, right this minute, that i wish we were closer. it's one thing that can ruin a good mood.
12/8/06
i love good days. and i love my baby. :)
12/7/06
GRAMMAR.
12/6/06
ahhhhhhhhhhh. :)
12/5/06
today was long but we won and i'm happy the first game is over with. OH, and i love my babyyy.
12/4/06
i'm cheerleading captain.
12/3/06
today was rough, i just hope tonight is better and we talk.
12/2/06
i personally enjoy when girls call my friends and say that they're coming to my house to fight them. it brightens my night. but i really hate when the people that you love are mad at you.
12/1/06
amazing.
11/30/06
ahhhh i love him.
11/29/06
each day gets better.
11/28/06
i love this boy, but i hate losing the other people that i love.
11/27/06
it's official today. i've never been so tired, but i talked to Dominick all day. He makes me happy.
11/26/06
i love new friends, but i hate back pain.
11/25/06
i keep meeting up with old friends.
11/24/06
today is national pet peeve appreciation day. and although i have 273982739 of them, i'm going to rant. i hate people that do not know the difference between "your" & "you're" & i wish people would stop praising Jeffree Star for being perfect. Personally, i don't have anything against him, but he's not an inspiration, he's not perfection, he's not beautiful, & he's not a fashion mega. he's most certainly a mangirl, that talks abt deep throating your dad, surfing myspace, & how everyone else is a piece of sheet. bravo/a.
11/23/06
Happy Thanksgiving, I met a mexican named, Isaac today.
11/22/06
i'm bipolar.
11/21/06
i was a lazy tater, & i need to start confessing, pft.
11/20/06
this wasn't sucha bad day.
11/19/06
i missed cam, i ♥ him a lot.
11/18/06
breeann is an amazing dancer, it is greggie's birthday, jaime & i are the masters of psyching each other out, running to the car in the dark, checking the backseat, sneaking in at 230 A.M. and matt is comfy to sleep on, hahaha.
11/17/06
today was insanely sad, & i love bubba.
11/16/06
november 16th hasn't been a good day since like '03. it's an anniversary, a birthday, & now a day that i spent at a funeral home with my ladies. although i saw korinne & cat, i must say i hate this day.
11/15/06
i'm destined to be in an abusive relationship.
11/14/06
i've never seen/heard my school so quiet, and teary before.
11/13/06
happy 18th birthday Dhelmer.
R.I.P. Kayla, Derrick, and Jeff...
11/12/06
today sucked. my girls left, im tired, sick, and i have homework. :<[br /> 11/11/06
boys ruin days, and i'm exhausted.
11/10/06
shipshipshipshipshipshewana.
11/9/06
we went to WMU & the mall, and paco had a gay adventure, i love him lol
11/8/06
me and jackie slept while ale and my mom watched dodgeball, and then went to my aunt and uncles and saw them for dinner and christina!
11/7/06
we didn't get to buy anything, porque estoy muy pobre! pero me encanta mis hermanas, Jackie y Ale! :]
11/6/06
betsy is a flake, but i had fun today & saw 3 is amazing, and disgusting.
11/3-5/06
i went to camp, got sick, and today is kenny's birthday. i leave for the airport in two hours to pick up the two mexican girls that are staying at my house for the week. :]
11/2/06
i'm excited, and i had a sweet tryout.
11/1/06
i hate my cheerleading coach, & i bought a new cell phone.
10/31/06
i lost my contacts.
10/30/06
PFT.
10/27-29/06
i went to PA for the weekend, and met up with some old friends. some of them are so two faced, and others are a blast to hang out with. i can't wait to go back in dec., but then again, i don't care.
10/26/06
i miss someone, and i'm excited but nervous for tomorrow and this weekend.
10/25/06
i'm scared.
10/24/06
i had to sit with a smelly girl. :<[br /> 10/23/06
there are only two people so far that can touch my feet w/o me freaking out.
10/22/06
i woke up with jeb in my living room..
10/21/06
jennie's party wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be, but i didn't get to stay at greg's.
10/20/06
tonight was my last football game & it fucking sucked. i cried, laughed, got pissed, and dealt with more drama in one night, than i have in my entire life. oh, and i rapped on the bus with the football team, bc i'm HXC.
10/19/06
today is jennie's 16th. i worked concessions for the free food, and i hung out with my Bubba, Andrew, John, and Tucker and had a blast while the JV Cats kicked ass against the Cardinals.
10/18/06
i applied for college in fear of failing the ASVAB, and the fear of losing someone i care for came back into my life, yet again.
10/17/06
my recruiter came to school today.
10/16/06
i saw my bubba two days in a row, and wanted to stunt.
10/15/06
i went to the hudson, and hung out with my bubba all day, and billy was a jerk, then later learned i know NOTHING in mechanical comprehension.
10/14/06
it's really 10/15/06, but myspace didn't let me log on all day.
10/13/06
today is megan marie fochs' 18th birthday/my last home football game/a day i saw a stupid 21 yr old try to fight a little kid/hugged bubba/met new people/& got mad at my friends while i was hyper.
10/12/06
i cried from my cramps, and got treated like a queen.
10/11/06
i stole this idea from M.

Music:

i like to stay away from mainstream music, but i tend to fall into that category anyway. rap music is an oxymoron. I despise it, and "gangsters". i do not even consider it music, it's merely speaking to a beat. if you hate people that stick to what they like, then you'll hate me. but other than that, i'll name some.

flatline divine, motion city soundtrack, boys like girls, the red jumpsuit apparatus, the rocket summer, the all-american rejects, corinne bailey rae, 311, a thorn for every heart, acid bath, AFI, alkaline trio, allister, amber pacific, angels & airwaves, armor for sleep, at the drive in, atreyu, augustana, the beatles, bedouin soundclash, belanova, ben folds five, benny ibarra, big d & the kids table, bleed the dream, blink 182, blind melon, bloodhound gang, blue october, bob marley, boys night out, brand new, breaking benjamin, bright eyes, brighten, brightwood, broken image, bush, candlebox, CAOS, cartel, catch 22, city & colour, the muffs, coheed & cambria, counting crows, creed, crossfade, cute is what we aim for, daddy yankee, daphne loves derby, dashboard confessional, dear whoever, deathcab for cutie, default, deep blue something, dishwalla, disturbed, drop dead, gorgeous, drowning pool, evans blue, evanescence, eve 6, everclear, everlast, fall out boy, fiji, five for fighting, from autumn to ashes, fuel, funeral for a friend, gatsbys american dream, gloria gaynor, go betty go, gogol bordello, billy talent, goo goo dolls, goldfinger, greeley estates, green day, gregory and the hawk, hawk nelson, hawthorne heights, head automatica, hedley, hellogoodbye, hidden in plain view, hinder, hollywood undead, hopesfall, hot action cop, hot water music, jimmy eat world, jonas brothers, joseph arthur, keepsake, kill hannah, lifehouse, less than jake, katy rose, lit, live, lostprophets, lydia, lynyrd skynyrd, mae, marcy playground, matchbook romance, matchbox 20, meg & dia, michael jackson, millencolin, molotov, name taken, nickelback, nightmare of you, nine inch nails, nirvana, no use for a name, nonpoint, oasis, october fall, offspring, panda, PANIC! at the disco, paramore, paul simon, pennywise, plain white t's, POD, puddle of mudd, presidents of the USA, pretty girls make graves, queen, radiohead, red lipstick letter, reggie & the full effect, relient k, rick james, rise against, the temptations, rock kills kid, roses are red, rufio, ryan huston, saliva, saosin, say anything, selena, senses fail, she wants revenge, shinedown, shiny toy guns, silverchair, so they say, sneaker pimps, social code, spitalfield, staind, stevie nicks, stretch arm strong, sublime, strung out, sugarcult, switchfoot, taking back sunday, tegan & sara, the academy is..., the ataris, the early november, the black maria, the format, the fray, the goodbye celebration, the moffatts, the matches, the postal service, the scene aesthetic, the spill canvas, the starting line, the unseen, the used, the white stripes, third eye blind, 3 days grace, anethum, thursday, tonic, tsunami bomb, unsung zeros, unwritten law, valencia, vertical horizon, waking ashland, weezer, yellowcard, & the turtles.

Movies:

mean creek, thirteen, clueless, just one of the guys, anchorman, old school, two can play that game, newsies, oliver twist, & grease.

Television:

dane cook vicious circle, & degrassi.

My Blog

Technical Difficulties.

after many attempts to fix this problem i’ve given up for the time being. what’s the problem? well it began with a DIV layout i had done and it would delete a link everytime i added a new ...
Posted by KAELA chaos. on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 09:31:00 PST

Cause youre the most vapid, whiny blah Ive ever met.

i find it fucking hilarious that people want to take the time to send someone a message over myspace JUST to bag on them. before i put my hate mail in this blog i am going to give you a mini-list of d...
Posted by KAELA chaos. on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 09:32:00 PST

I will follow you into the dark.

what is this bullshit about "the art of losing" that i keep hearing? i'm an avid art supporter but keep those "masterpieces" to yourself. losing sucks in every way shape and form.2007 was such a confu...
Posted by KAELA chaos. on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 08:39:00 PST

Im slim shady, yes im the real shady.

life is funny. it throws a bunch of bullshit at you all at once like you're a jester and it wants to watch you juggle.remember in middle school when your friends would get mad at you without any reaso...
Posted by KAELA chaos. on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 08:39:00 PST

Numb, from the brain down.

i walked into the bathroom after break. i can't remember the last time that i actually looked at myself in the mirror, so instead of my usual mirror avoidance, i looked. of course, i noticed my flaws ...
Posted by KAELA chaos. on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 09:12:00 PST

Champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends.

change. it's the only constant thing in my life. i'm in constant metamorphosis. early senior year, i fell in love with an amazing boy. mid-senior year, i rekindled a friendship. end senior year, i gra...
Posted by KAELA chaos. on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 11:06:00 PST

This had to be said.

i don't know about you, but i for one do not appreciate liars or hypocrites. it's clear to me that 90% of the people i considered my friends have fallen into that category & personally, i think th...
Posted by KAELA chaos. on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 01:44:00 PST

Pennsylvania Trip & Pictures.

july 1st - 6th, 2006. -maria & alan.=)-kasey & i, before we left.-Me, randomly licking Maria's shoulder.-Kasey, in the car.-look at that!-Kenny on the bike with my Dad on the way to PA.-Kenny ...
Posted by KAELA chaos. on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 06:22:00 PST