let go in your heart, let go in your head

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Has it ever occurred to you that friendship, at best, is a rather doubtful asset? I don't want friends. I shall have worshippers and followers. People who will obey me because they recognize my greatness. Those who are loyal will be rewarded, and the others destroyed. Lester Cole (1904-1985)wow, what a pro, all edges i am, i quote something painfully true....and then i crack a beer and have a sob about it.

Music:

if it underlines my constant depression or makes me dance it's worthwhile.if it is devoid of soul, lyrical content or some sort of plaintive vocal-- nah.

Movies:

"People sometimes say that the way things happen in the movies is unreal, but actually it's the way things happen to you in life that's unreal. The movies make emotions look so strong and real, whereas when things really do happen to you, it's like watching television; you don't feel anything." [Andy Warhol (1928-1987)

Television:

Television has brought back murder into the home; where it belongs. [Alfred Hitchcock (1899-1980)

Books:

trust me, i've read more than you have.

Heroes:

My Blog

well i might as well

sedaris said it best when he said there were many things one could not write without.....one of those was....a cigarette.....
Posted by let go in your heart, let go in your head on Tue, 22 May 2007 10:48:00 PST

TRUST IS FOR SUCKAS!

"hi, kendall how are you doing? i hope all is well with you and that we can still be friends. i love you. x n"pardon, dear reader while i not only look for my jaw but then relocate it. it's difficul...
Posted by let go in your heart, let go in your head on Wed, 09 May 2007 07:08:00 PST

skinny girl

today derek put his dog, flaka down. we were both there. it was peaceful even if we weren't.how awful that something done out of love and mercy stings so badly....he took this pic on hensberry's birth...
Posted by let go in your heart, let go in your head on Fri, 04 May 2007 05:01:00 PST

"you hate it when your friends become successful"???

no.this is the fucked up part.you don't.you find yourself in a bar wearing a Rainbow Bright sweatshirt fucking blinded and blown-away by what people YOU got the luxury of growing up with can accomplis...
Posted by let go in your heart, let go in your head on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 07:38:00 PST

"people kill people my ass."

the ones with any testicular fortitude (thanks, G, i still use that one) do it with their bare hands....more shots fired.lisa and i discuss when we should expect the locusts.....she told me we had tim...
Posted by let go in your heart, let go in your head on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 02:43:00 PST

this love explosion

alli can feel, are the curls that frame my glasses.overwhelmed.with this blinding sort of "luck".... me, the often-self-ostracized..... the bitcher, the complainer....... the "asks too much" and then ...
Posted by let go in your heart, let go in your head on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 04:12:00 PST

you shouldn't be reading this.

it's not morose or self-pitying... it comes from the point past surrender where instead of moping and crying you decide weeding the garden would be more productive. it's time for some anti depressant...
Posted by let go in your heart, let go in your head on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 04:37:00 PST

when you imagine yourself an island

your old friends are there, waving from the bridge.... saying things like "love you" and "sorry abou the OJ i just dumped in your purse......" and i can take a hint you know..... silence is not to be ...
Posted by let go in your heart, let go in your head on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 07:22:00 PST

tell me you can see these.

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Posted by let go in your heart, let go in your head on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 10:11:00 PST

wedding pics.......

sorry for repeats and that these are unedited.....actually---- i thought everyone of you would dig that.the order is odd and devoid of intention.pics by> 2nd place productions, melissa kendall, a racc...
Posted by let go in your heart, let go in your head on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 06:24:00 PST