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Trashed, Lost & Strungout

VAMPIRE LOVE

About Me

Well, I'am not so strange and unusual like i thought I once was. But still sleep walking through time trying to wake myself up. Hoping to find my path. While I starve myself for energy.SONG OF THE MOMENT band: Sonata Arctica song: Paid in FullI was nowhere near ready when all it ended So I hoped we could find a new day, cannot live without youYou gave me the chance, time and again, in vain Now my feelings for you, every tear, every smile, paid in full Break the chain, but no longer can I take the painIt's hard for me to love myself right now, I've waited, hated, blamed it all on youNeeded to be strong, yet I was always too weak So I can only blame myself for this state we are in I will take what you have for me now, if it's not too late Did you change? I did too. Love can grow from the last grainIt's hard for me to love myself right now, I've waited, hated, blamed it all on...You... I need you...less and less... Every day feeds this moral decay Yet I have grown to love you even moreI fall back, and I turn another cheek. You mouth the words you're not ready to speak You're scared of me now; no I never had a clue That I'd become so much stronger than you.I will take - what you have - for me now, if it's not too lateIf you like, I will leave; I will not miss the last train againIt's hard for me to love myself right now, I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you... It's hard for me to love your face right now I'm waiting, hating, needing beingMe... I need you...less and less... Every day leads us farther away... From that momentIt hard for me to hate myself right now Finally I understand me One day we may have a new me and you But first I need to learn to love me too....

My Interests

SPREADING THE WORD OF Ar! Still love to dust off the ol' guitar and play some tunes with my freinds. Star Gazing, Going to concertS, hanging with my family, Checking out the night life and going clubbing. Gillian Anderson. Oh and I love to go on EBAY LOT, well not as much as I'd like too.

I'd like to meet:

My soulmate if this person actually exist's. I know I have met her only in my dreams. (sad huh). But I'am doing fine living life having a blast.

Music:

DARK TRANQILLITY, SONATA ARCTICA, DARKSEED, REFLEXION, LULLACRY, HIM, IN FLAMES, CHARON, SENTENCED, THERION, NORTHER, NIGHTWISH, 69 EYES, FOR MY PAIN, CHILDREN OF BODOM, HAMMERFALL, EDGUY, CRADLE OF FILTH, DIMMU BORGIR, STRATOVARIUS, HYPOCRISY, PAIN, WARMEN, DEADLY DIAMOND, DEPECHE MODE, PYOGENESIS, HEROES DEL SILENCIO, ALICE IN CHAINS, DANZIG, DIO, KISS, KROKUS, RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE, MR. BUNGLE, THE MISFITS, THE DAMNED, THE DESCENDENTS, ALL, BLACK FLAG, ROCKELL, ALICE DEEJAY, KRISTINA SKY, LASGO, CANDEE JAY.

Movies:

THE MATRIX, STAR WARS, ( all of them) The Ten Commandments, Man without a Past, Open Your Eyes is fucking awesome. All most everything Hayao Miyazaki has ever done I mean with films like Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, HOWLS MOVING CASTLE, how can't you like him. Dario Argento films are rad too. Anything with Buster Keaton, 3 Stooges, Bette Davis, & James Cagney.

Television:

METAL MANIA, THE X FILES, QUEER AS FOLK, WWE, SOUTH PARK, TRIGUN, HELLSING, AREESTED DEVELOPMENT, PRISONBREAK, HOUSE, ATTACK OF THE SHOW, X PLAY, MACABRE THEATRE, THE DUDESONS, FAMILY GUY, THE SIMPSONS, BASKETBALL, 30 MINUTE MEALS, NIGELLA BITES, KING OF QUEENS, PENN & TELLER BULLSHIT, CRISS ANGEL, DOG THE BOUNTY HUNTER,

Books:

Anything on Native American History or Astrology.

Heroes:

Alucard, NEO

My Blog

EVERY MORNING, DAY OR NIGHT.

..> Every Morning, Day or Night i come to my myspace page and listen to this SONG, and feel refreshed. READ the lyrics, watch the VIDEO, and feel alittle zen. just enjoy it. This songs speaks volu...
Posted by Trashed, Lost & Strungout on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 04:17:00 PST

M.I.A

Hey everybody, I'm pretty sure my presence went without notice. but yeah I have been out from the Myspace game about 6 six months. and when I think about it I have no idea where I've been. but just wa...
Posted by Trashed, Lost & Strungout on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 02:53:00 PST

Happy Holidays

Wow, I love and hate the Holidays. I love the Holidays cause what the feeling represents, family, togetherness, spreading joy, the cold weather, and all other the lovey dovey stuff. Which is nice and ...
Posted by Trashed, Lost & Strungout on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 12:22:00 PST

opening Song to your MYSPACE

F, Its hard to decide what song up wanna open up to on your page. I think I had aboot 3, but best to represent mwah or youself. ohh And I hate write'n blogs. lol. well not really...but who wants to he...
Posted by Trashed, Lost & Strungout on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 05:46:00 PST

BODOM AFTER MIDNIGHT

CHILDREN OF BODOM WILL BE HERE AT THE END OF THE MONTH.....HELL YEAH COB WILL BE SIGN'N AT ZIA TOO. 11/285pmPHOENIX, AZZIA2510 W. THUNDERBIRD RDPHOENIX, AZ 85023(602) 866-7867www.ziarecords.com www.co...
Posted by Trashed, Lost & Strungout on Sat, 05 Nov 2005 03:38:00 PST

DARK LIGHT

Hello everyone out there, Just picked up the new HIM DARKLIGHT, and let me say it was fuking awesome... oh yeah check HYPOCRISY VIRUS that one is freaking mind blowing! METAL IS FOREVER! FOREVER! FORE...
Posted by Trashed, Lost & Strungout on Wed, 12 Oct 2005 03:49:00 PST

THERION!!!!!

THERION this FRIDAY!!! Oh fuk yeah! See you all there.
Posted by Trashed, Lost & Strungout on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 06:24:00 PST

Paul Oakenfold, Victor Dinaire & Kristina Sky!!! THIS FRIDAY!!!

Friday, September 9th, 2005Lost Episode Grand Opening (San Diego)w/ Special Guest Paul OakenfoldLost Episode Presents Perfecto on Tour with the legendaryPAUL OAKENFOLD and your XM Satellite Radio host...
Posted by Trashed, Lost & Strungout on Wed, 07 Sep 2005 02:55:00 PST

METAL BANDS TOURDATES.

  HERES A LIST OF SHOWS  TO CATCH IN THE NEXT COUPLE OF MONTHS, AT WHICH I WILL BE ATTENDING & KNOW ABOUT. MAYBE THERE WILL MORE STILL TO COME I HOPE.... HAMMERFALL / EDGUY - AUGUST 31 ...
Posted by Trashed, Lost & Strungout on Fri, 26 Aug 2005 08:21:00 PST

ALICE DEEJAY

Alice Deejay! I was listening to this album WHO NEEDS GUITARS ANYWAY. And I just realized how much impact this album had on my teenagehood. I love this album. It means as much to me growing up as does...
Posted by Trashed, Lost & Strungout on Wed, 24 Aug 2005 04:18:00 PST