So it's been about 9 million years since I updated this thing. Seriously, all that stuff listed under books, movies and TV hasn't been updated since I stumbled upon this blackhole known as MySpace some 3+ years ago. So here's what I have to say about me, now, in the Summer of 2007.
As much as it frightens me, and I fight it everyday, I am a grown up. And life is good.
I have a career. A well-paying, highly-respected, sometimes stressful but worth it, career. I work with great people who do good things.
I bought a house. I even pay all of my own bills, and I have nice things.
I have a wonderful, loving man in my life. We have our bumps in the road, but this life without bullshit, drama and insecurity is amazing.
I have an annoying-at-times, but always wonderful family. And I thank God for the time I have with them.
I have the CRAZIEST and most FABulous friends in the world. They fill my life with love and laughter, and a few headaches here and there. I couldn't be any more lucky.
I've had the priviledge of being a roller girl. To skate, to fight, to drink, and to be part of a team. It's skating, dress up, and competition. Gotta love it.
And I'm in the midst of my most challenging and greatest adventure yet. I am going to be a mommy. A frightening prospect for the world - December 07 there will be a mini-me. But right now I don't have time to wrap my brain around that. I'm too busy puking, sleeping, and getting fatter and fatter.
My overall summary of myself though remains the same:
A cynical idealist.
A heart bursting with love to give, angry at the world.
Full of confidence and painfully insecure.
Surrounded by friends but alone in the world.
