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RooBoo.

goddamnyou.

About Me


aim; I hate choo
[.ADD.] [.MSG.] [.CMNT.]

my mind wanders.
i have trouble staying focused in class,
i can be very self-loathing and destructive.
if at times i seem cold and uncaring,
i'm not being so to spite you,
it's just the way i am.
i don't let a lot of things upset me that would others,
but some things just eat away at me.
don't ever lie to me.
i will be more upset with a lie than with any truth.
i don't like to feel pressured, it makes me feel icky.
i love affection, but not from everyone.
i feel/act like a silly little kid sometimes..
perhaps to counteract my seriousness.
i like being in control,
but i'm still quite submissive,
you could think of me as an escapist at times,
but i want to enjoy life, not stress about it.
i love flying and finding my way around airports,
i like purple, obviously.
stars too.
i like letting go and moving on,
but unfortunately my past is my foundation.
i prefer not to become attached to possesions,
but i'm getting better at becoming attached to people,
- instead of pushing them away.
&
my name is Rushada.


"Every man is an island.
I stand by that.
But clearly some men are part of island chains.
Underneath, they are connected..."
-about a boy
MINE.
MINE.
MINE.
MINE.

My Interests


feeling//

I'd like to meet:


DEVIN LEA! gosh.

Music:

a perfect circle,
ac/dc,
adema,
afi,
alanis morissette,
audioslave,
baba o'riley,
the beastie boys,
beck,
black sabbath,
bloodhound gang,
bobby gold,
the cardigans,
coldplay,
countings crows,
the cranberries,
daft punk,
deep blue something,
deftones,
electric six,
drowning pool,
eminem,
eurythmics,
eve 6,
everclear,
everlast,
the foo fighters,
fleetwood mac,
flyleaf,
frou frou,
gary numan,
godsmack,
goo goo dolls,
gorillaz,
green day,
hatebreed,
hive,
interpol,
judas priest,
lamb of god,
lunatic calm,
marcy playground,
marilyn manson,
the mars volta,
meat beat manifesto,
meredith brooks,
metallica (older stuff)
mindless self indulgence,
the misfits,
mushroomhead,
nelly furtado,
new radicals,
nine inch nails,
nirvana,
no doubt,
nothingface,
the offspring,
outkast,
ozzy osbourne,
pantera,
placebo,
the prodigy,
propellerheads,
queens of the stone age,
r.e.m.,
radiohead,
rage against the machine,
rammstein,
red hot chili peppers,
rob zombie,
sarah mclachlan,
the shins,
skinny puppy,
slipknot,
smashing pumpkins,
soft cell,
soundgarden,
spice girls,
static-x,
stone temple pilots, ish
sublime,
sum 41,
sworn enemy,
system of a down,
taking back sunday,
tool,
twisted method,
the verve,
the wallflowers,
weezer, ..
the white stripes,
whie zombie,
wumpscut,
and a bunch of other krap,

Movies:

30 days of night,
about a boy,
an inconvenient truth,
borat,
bowling for columbine,
cast away,
catch me, if you can,
charlie and the chocolate factory,
copy cat,
corpse bride,
dan in real life,
erin brockovich,
fight club,
forrest gump,
fracture,
fun with dick and jane,
the gift,
GIRL INTERRUPTED,
the generals daughter,
the green mile,
inside man,
jackass the movie,
john q.,
juno,
kiss the girls,
LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE,
THE MATRIX,
the matrix reloaded,
May,
murder by numbers,
panic room,
pirates of the caribbean, the curse of the black pearl,
pirates of the caribbean, dead man's chest,
red dragon,
saw,
saw2,
school for scoundrels,
secret window,
seven,
silence of the lambs,
the sixth sense,
stay,
sleepy hallow,
super troopers,
the terminal,
the texas chainsaw massacre,
underworld,
underworld evolution,
the village,
WHITE OLEANDER,
etc.

Television:

the Colbert Report,
Dr.90210,
the drug years,
family guy,
Futurama,
Gene Simmons family Jewels,
the Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy,
House,
iron chef,
Jackass,
Law & Order ci,
Law & Order svu,
Project Runway.
Reno 911!
southpark,
top chef,

Books:

the A to Z encyclopedia of Serial Killers,
the culture of [fear],
Mapping the Mind,
See Jane Hit,
what the Bleep do we know!?,

Heroes:

Miss Pfaff.

My Blog

95]. thank you.

music. for enabling my memories and emotions to be associated with you.even though my brain deserves the credit. ..still..it can be so horrible.. it's still fascinating i think though..even ...
Posted by RooBoo. on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 11:01:00 PST

93]. i want..

to travel. to not be here. to dissociate. i want to forget and leave behind. i want to realize who i am and am not. i want to feel. i want to feel out of place. to feel minimal. i want to feel everyth...
Posted by RooBoo. on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 10:57:00 PST

84]. oi.

i'm not sure which is worse.being numb and not caring to associate with anyone.or to feel caring and open with people, but still, not getting any feedback.but then with numbness comes bitter...
Posted by RooBoo. on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 06:56:00 PST

83]. SUGA SUGA SUGARR

.intake. makes me so sick and tired. =|but it tastes so yummy. i can get a good/decent night of sleep.be tired/unfocused during the day.and then at night.i'm finally awake & alive!o.o too bad i ha...
Posted by RooBoo. on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 05:28:00 PST

82]. and thats how the cookie crumbles..

i dunno, it just came to mind. s0o, as some of you know.. my dad took away my keys.. (before the incident of being locked out of the house. and then him calling the cops on me saying i was a runaway. ...
Posted by RooBoo. on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:13:00 PST

78]. KELLY.

Why are you still subscribed to my blog? is there any reason? or do you just ignore my silly blogs. If you actually want to read them, okay then. But if you don't. Unsubscribe. You deleted me from you...
Posted by RooBoo. on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 05:09:00 PST

76]. gah i hate people.

So In American Gov. Honors shanks showed us this video a couple days ago.and when it ended, he said, now here's the difference between guys and girls. and i was thinking, Oh no, not a sexist remark..b...
Posted by RooBoo. on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 12:51:00 PST

73]. bite my shiny metal ass.

yee, i want that shirt of bender. I watched white oleander the other day. haven't watched a movie in a while. and i thought i'd take a break from working my ass off unpacking from the move while my da...
Posted by RooBoo. on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 08:27:00 PST

71]. uummm..

Today my dad apologized that I have him for a father.i'm not quite sure if it was spiteful or sincere.
Posted by RooBoo. on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 04:00:00 PST

69. i think i'm still on Alaska time.

either that or i've been really needing the sleep.i keep waking up around 2. (before i went to alaska i'd wake up late because i was up most of the night)but now i've been going to bed at a *dece...
Posted by RooBoo. on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 11:48:00 PST