kiLL canSer - ProfilesArchive

About Me

"what they don't understand about birthdays and what they never tell you is that when you're 11, you're also 10, and 9, and 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, and 1. like some days you might say something stupid and that's the part that's still 10. or some days you feel scared and that's the part of you that's 5. even one day when you're all grown up and you need to cry like you're 3, and that's ok. because the way you grow old is kind of like an onion or like the rings inside a tree or like my little wooden dolls that fit one inside the other, each year inside the next one." -sandra cisneros

"outside of a dog, books are a man's best friend. inside of a dog it's too dark to read." -groucho marx

i am really quite a silly girl most of the time
then shy a lot of the other time,
with my head in the clouds or nose in a book the rest of the times.
i'm on LIVEJOURNAL with the username kill_canser
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My Interests

ANDROGYNY , transvestites, abnormal psychology, reading, writing and writers, GLAM, cutting up my clothes &/or bloody-ing them (it's an art), consignment & thrift shops, COFFEE & TEA, adderall

goth clubs, catholic iconography, the birth of venus, taking pictures, FrUits, glitter & crafts, white clothes, blue stars, rosaries, like a virgin, lingerie, cabaret, witches, cats, faeries, unicorns, white tshirts with black lettering, gap jeans, combat boots, tutus, eyeliner, randomness, cynical people who are also funny, and motorcycles are cool i guess.

I'd like to meet:

DO NOT TRY TO ADD ME UNLESS I HAVE ACTUALLY MET YOU.
i like to see who i can find that i know or have seen in person. i mostly use this to keep in touch with people i already know, or to wow myself by finding or being found by people i used to know.

Music:

music.

Movies:

Sweeney Todd
party monster
cabaret
center stage
pieces of april
lost in translation
rocky horror picture show
white oleander
ginger snaps I&II
may
the virgin suicides
spun
13 conversations about 1 thing
mermaids
benny & joon
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
alice in wonderland
the wedding singer
life is beautiful
the craft
edward scissorhands
unico
the last unicorn
anywhere but here
where the heart is
playing by heart
wedding crashers (yes i should be ashamed)
thirteen
pie in the sky
saved!
little miss sunshine
love actually
hocus pocus

Television:

i don't watch much tv regularly

Books:

i have a problem with getting attached to books, because they really do become my friends. some of my favorites are:
hypocrite in a pouffy white dress
anything fransesca lia block: Weetzie Bat, Violet & Claire
The Virgin Suicides
like the red panda
white oleander
girl interrupted
the bell jar
sybil
valley of the dolls
eating the chesire cat
alice in wonderland & through the looking glass
catcher in the rye
to kill a mockingbird
lolita
prozac nation and anything by Elizabeth wurtzel
the outsiders
reviving ophelia
wuthering heights
emily dickinson
sandra cisneros- the house on mango street & woman hollering creek
hula
she's come undone
i could go on and on.
basically i love to read (especially memoirs, abnormal psychology studies, and stories about awkward girls coming-of-age)
annnnnd... the boyfriend got me into HARRY POTTER!
it's a wonderful thing, i tell you.
whatever i read usually becomes a favorite cus i don't waste my time when there's always more, more, more! i 3 barnes & noble

Heroes:

emily dickinson, because i sweat her
and francesca lia block, too

My Blog

wedding

the date is set. 2 months from today and time seems to be going by faster every day. i'm pretty stressed. my mother came by my work yesterday for coffee and ended up staying 4 hours into my shift look...
Posted by kiLL canSer on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 11:08:00 PST

pictures from Singapore

most of these are tony's. a few our mine. prolly the blurry ones.Singapore!
Posted by kiLL canSer on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 10:35:00 PST

out of this world! well, the country anyway...

i went to the post office to send in my passport application yesterday. i got a little stumped on the hair color question. of course my natural hair color is brown so that's what i had to put, right? ...
Posted by kiLL canSer on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 10:01:00 PST

happiness is...

getting to come home to someone you love.every night.plus giggles, cozy pajamas, fuzzy blankets, reading (quiet or out loud), hot tea, and cold grapes.those are all nice too.*sigh*...
Posted by kiLL canSer on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 10:22:00 PST

jaws and ponies

i keep editing this but tony's pictures won't show up, you can see them here: summer vacation 07'all loaded up.. (T) so happy to be getting away. bay bridge.. (T) it was night when we got to our cabin...
Posted by kiLL canSer on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 09:49:00 PST

sunshine & sadness

over the last few years a lot of the trees on my street have gotten diseased and have needed to be cut down. i never payed much attention. there are a lot of trees and it was for the best. but i never...
Posted by kiLL canSer on Tue, 29 May 2007 09:39:00 PST

One Fine Day in new york city

tony put together all the photos he took of our day in new york. they can be found here: http://tribby.net/photos/20061118-OneDayInNY/20061118-OneDay InNY.html you should really take a look at them,...
Posted by kiLL canSer on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 09:06:00 PST

more Alchemy & Spooky pictures

Go here:http://kill-canser.livejournal.com/90295.html
Posted by kiLL canSer on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 09:43:00 PST

pictures from Spooky, the LAST Alchemy

my mother wanted to take this picture. my parents are pretty awesome, in that not only do they love and want me to live with them, they very much love and support...living with me like this. he wasn'...
Posted by kiLL canSer on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 02:25:00 PST

goodbye alchemy 7/13/06 edit

i feel that i should at least mention that i had an absolutely stellar time at alchemy on thursday.wow.it was the best in a long time. ok, well freaks united was awesome too, but it's been a while sin...
Posted by kiLL canSer on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 10:58:00 PST