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DiggZ Deezy

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About Me

MyGen Profile Generatorrecently ditched my happy apple bubble world for new england americana and i'm steadfastly learning the mentality it takes to turn a great empire into ruins haha... but it's not really funny.i live in a big house with a big yard in a little city with my precious disaster of a boy and his precious dog and i'm irreperably in love with them both =)i don't see the world the way most people do. and in the end i'll either be remembered as tragically brilliant, brilliantly psychotic, or just a waste of whatever it is people seem to be so damned drawn to... but i guess i'll never know the answer because no one's existence is ever complete until they're dead... ponder that."I don't have boyfriends, i have psychological experiments." ~Me"You are what your deep, driving desire is. As your desire is, so is your will. As your will is, so is your deed. As your deed is, so is your destiny."
~Brihadaranyaka Upanishad~ "I really would like to stop working forever--never work again, never do anything like the kind of work I'm doing now--and do nothing but write poetry and have leisure to spend the day outdoors and go to museums and see friends...and cultivate my perceptions, cultivate the visionary thing in me. Just a literary and quiet city-hermit existence." ~Allen Ginsberg"I started out in the world to be a beatnik, I wanted to do what felt right to me. I didn't want to be an executive or a teacher just beacuse I could do it, I didn't want to be something just to make money, I wanted to be something because it felt right to me." ~Janis Joplin"you gotta put down the ducky if you wanna play the saxophone!" ~Sesame Street =)"What if the pedestal is higher than reality's grasp?" ~Christine

My Interests

religion & philosophy, hinduism, india, ancient mesoamerica, death, dogs, music, movies, art (& art history)i

I'd like to meet:

someone who shares my Kerouac-ian dreams... oh and my beautiful indian soulmate wherever she may be...and i wouldn't mind a night with eva mendes either... HA. =)

Music:

my heart beats hip-hop. my blood runs soul. my hips move reggae. but my lungs will forever breath rock & roll. =)The list goes on forever but here are the most prevalant: Incubus. Nas. M.I.A. Billie Holiday. Foo Fighters. Coltrane. Hendrix. Amel Larrieux. Fiona Apple. Aerosmith. Gym Class Heroes/Bernie Allen. Amy Winehouse etc. etc... and i'm slowly falling hard for the whole electronica/hip-hop movement (Santogold. Amanda Blank. Paserock. BBC Soundsystem...)and boy am i a sucker for them lol...I've got so many talented musician friends and i love it. They keep me remembering what real music is. Mucho Mucho Love To: Dynamix. Woodland Creatures. Panic!. Terrordome. Impakt (haha wishful thinking.) Turbz. Akir & Southpaw. D-Rey. Tod Duarte Band. Joe B. J.Goff. Sunny Black. Esso. Uninvited Guests. Izzo. IllSpokinn.

Television:

SHOWTIME. SHOWTIME. SHOWTIME. haha me & brandon in ten years... i'd sell my soul to david duchovny =P General Hospital, Sleeper Cell, Heroes, The L Word, House, Top Model, Entourage, Law & Order:SVU, Prison Break, Family Guy, Boondocks, the Tudors, random History Channel & Discovery Channel shit... HGTV when i'm with my mom haha... ANIMANIACS, X-FILES & BUFFY FOREVER!!!

Books:

Storming Heaven by Jay Stevens is responsible for making me the person I am today (and if you ever read it you will be truly disturbed by that statement haha), The Long Road by Jack Kerouac, The Poisonwood Bible by Barbara Kingsolver, Paradise by Toni Morrison, The Call of the Wild by Jack London (classic!), The Fire Next Time by James Baldwin and a whole list of short stories that have influenced me... other than that my fav authors are Ernest Hemingway, Stephen King, Anne Rice, David Sedaris, Joyce Carol Oates, Salman Rushdie, blah blah blah i read a lot...

Heroes:

i spent my childhood idolizing my brother and not much has changed haha. but it's only because he's the smartest person i know and i can only dream that one day my brilliance will be doubled so that i can equate to him. plus he shows me that it is possible to survive this world being completely nuts lol... combined, he and my sister-in-law pretty much have everything that i want out of life relationship-wise... they're basically my inspiration (and they make beautiful children!) angelina jolie (fucking DUH). jack kerouac. the mayans. james baldwin. dr. bill cosby. queen latifah. ossie davis & ruby dee. harry belafonte. the beat poets. zooey deschanel. dorothy dandridge. drew barrymore. banksy. M.I.A.!!!!! pretty much anyone in this world who made it doing their own damn thing... and grumpy bear lol

My Blog

continuum

you love or you kill because without love there is empty and no reason to care/no reason to exist/ no reason to go on/ no reason to look/ no reason to hear/ to speak to touch to laugh to cry/ to watch...
Posted by DiggZ Deezy on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:05:00 PST

reality... (my old "about me")

i believe that reality is a construct created to further conformity. there is no one reality. what one person envisions the world to be is shaped by his or her life experiences. reality is simply noth...
Posted by DiggZ Deezy on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 07:58:00 PST

untitled & in progress

such a work in progress, it needs much editing, maybe some structure, i don't even know if it's finished, but i like it, and it's been a while since i wrote something i liked and besides, i know some ...
Posted by DiggZ Deezy on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 10:04:00 PST

Without God, there is peace....

Ummmm so yeah I'm not an atheist, just cause i can't not believe that the force within all of us comes from somewhere else. But my brother is, and this makes aaaaaaaaall the sense in the world, even i...
Posted by DiggZ Deezy on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 09:03:00 PST

run yo shit nigga!

so yesterday deva and i were on the train, deva's high on life about rediscovering her retro nautica jacket haha (ya'll don't know!) and we were talking about this whole throwback culture thing and i ...
Posted by DiggZ Deezy on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 10:45:00 PST

take me to another place...

do not EVER get it twisted. i'm a New Yorker at heart and will be to the day that i die... but lately my city just can't satisfy... ummm let me correct myself, it's been years since NY has given me ev...
Posted by DiggZ Deezy on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 11:52:00 PST

fucking emily puts me to shame...

i'd rather hate you than love anyone else - i just don't wanna hurt myself. you might want another bitch but she doesn't have our friendship. i know you in & out without a doubt....that's all i've ...
Posted by DiggZ Deezy on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 10:33:00 PST

i ain't tryin'a save that girl...

oooooook so here's the background. most people who know me know by now about this psycho white girl who's been practically stalking me because of brandon. anyway, about two weeks ago i deaded shit wit...
Posted by DiggZ Deezy on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 09:06:00 PST

setting in...

i can feel it again setting in... that same old familiar feeling of restlessness, dissapointment, frustration, slight bitterness... not sour lemon bitter, more like a tangy lemonade... with still a hi...
Posted by DiggZ Deezy on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 03:14:00 PST

awkward run-ins....

you know what's awesome? when you're walking down the street looking halfway decent but more kind of a mess cause you're hair's being shitty and your nose is a little swollen from just having it repie...
Posted by DiggZ Deezy on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 08:26:00 PST