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Charles X

i may forgive, but i never forget.

About Me

i'm charles a.k.a. cynic a.k.a. charlie utah a.k.a. chuck.. you pick.
i do anything i set my mind to. that's the truth; i've carried the world on my shoulders and even that couldn't stop me.
grad school is my goal in life right now.
i love cologne.
i think fast and ask odd questions.
i'm extremely loyal.
i don't trust much anyone.
yup, still straightedge. always.
i lie.
i'm honest.
i'm a bit of a contradiction.
i don't worry about things that don't matter or that i can't change.
i'm convinced i can and will change the world.
i have a love/hate relationship with humanity.
i'm very protective.
i'm Real 'til i die.
i don't dream very often.
i'll swallow my teeth before i swallow my pride.
i love the Utah Jazz.. and sports in general.
i enjoy fashion.
i am very non-judgmental.

"I'm the type who'd be happy not going anywhere as long as I was sure I knew exactly what was happening at the places I wasn't going to. I'm the type who'd like to sit home and watch every party that I'm invited to on a monitor in my bedroom."
-Andy Warhol

My Interests

socialism
revolutionary
emancipation and equality
neo-marxism
determinism
agnosticism
education
sociology
history
alternative artistic pursuits
astronomy, not astrology, and science in general.
gambling
Top 5 lists

I'd like to meet:

parallel synchronized randomness
the truth.

if you love me you'd..

Music:

Currently:
Notorious BIG - Ready to Die
The Honorary Title - Anything Else But Truth
Comeback Kid - Broadcasting
Appleseed Cast - Two Conversations

Movies:

Currently:
Science of Sleep
Children of Men
Pan's Labyrinth
Little Miss Sunshine
The Last Kiss

Television:

Scrubs and The Daily Show, but t.v. is still evil.. watch less of it.

Books:

Currently:
The Sun Also Rises by Ernest Hemingway
Walden by Henry David Thoreau
GQ

Heroes:

i am my own hero.
marx
malcolm x
cowboys

My Blog

god hates a fag?

video this guy is serious. i know it kind of comes across as funny at first, but i think that it speaks volumes to the destructive undertones of all religions. be the change that you want to see in th...
Posted by xDarth Cynicx on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 03:10:00 PST

wwdhd?

I'm done with you. weird, because i still love you. "i'll be fine." Failed. at least i saw that one coming. party until work. i'll never be the same. C whew. You're not going to make it. another amp'...
Posted by xDarth Cynicx on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 11:27:00 PST

meaningless

i've not posted a blog in nearly five months. have i lost my edge? do i have nothing important to say or write? maybe i was just busy.. maybe a sample of each. i've figured it out! mother always says,...
Posted by xDarth Cynicx on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 09:22:00 PST

A challenge has been issued!

Josh issued me a challenge, one in which Im sure is a trap, but I like arguing with his ass, so I am to rebut the following statement: "It would serve Americas best interests long term to go to WAR wi...
Posted by xDarth Cynicx on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 12:03:00 PST

Dreamland. Wasteland.

  "Who did your family work for?"              Well, the Ford family, but thats slightly after the time period that were talking about. I don...
Posted by xDarth Cynicx on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 10:35:00 PST

can you feel the exploitation?

July 27th, 2006 3:06 pmExxon Mobil profit tops $10 billion By Deepa Babington / Reuters NEW YORK - Exxon Mobil Corp., the world's largest public oil company, on Thursday reported quarterly profit su...
Posted by xDarth Cynicx on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 12:04:00 PST

enron

it's nice to see that the jury convicted Ken Lay and his boy Jeff Skilling on a number of counts of various crimes. i wonder if they'll actually pay for what they've done. i hope that who ev...
Posted by xDarth Cynicx on Sat, 27 May 2006 02:12:00 PST

rationality: where are the pros?

Lately I have been trying to understand the historical context of American hyper-rationality. Particularly, rationality with relation to our economy. I understand that it has its roots in the enl...
Posted by xDarth Cynicx on Thu, 25 May 2006 01:25:00 PST

mortuaries

in social change class today we were talking about the fact that the Meyers family puts in bankroll for the sociology department at my school. in case you're not aware, the Meyers family owns funeral ...
Posted by xDarth Cynicx on Thu, 18 May 2006 12:52:00 PST

a brief summation of how i feel:

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Posted by xDarth Cynicx on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 02:39:00 PST