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About Me

My Name is Benton.
Do not call me Ben,
Ben is a short for Benjamin
And my name isn't Benjamin.
That's the first thing you need to know.
Besides that, here are some basics:
-I love my friends and my family more than anything else
-My mom is the most important person in the world to me
-I live, eat, breathe, and sleep music
-I skateboard for fun and exercise
-I think more than the average person does I think
-I know I talk more than the average person
-I'm passionate
-I believe in using my words
-I'm smart
-I'm loud
-I believe in the decriminalization and legalization of marijuana
-I believe in self realizations and changing your life for yourself
-I've lived through and experienced more than the average 18/19 year old has and i think it shows
-I don't judge
-and last but most definitely not least.. I love god and jesus christ, i don't care if anyone else does or not though, my religion is MINE
for the most part.. I'm just looking to live
My Band:

this is a picture of earth (the circled dot) taken by the voyager one while it was near neptune.
"... Look again at that dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar," every "supreme leader," every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there - on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam. The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors, so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light.
Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves.
The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand.
It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known."
-Carl Sagan

My Interests

Music
World War II
Skating
Life
Friends
Guitar
Science
History
Religion
Passion
Philosophy
Psycology
English
Ancient Cultures

I'd like to meet:

generally: good people

Joel: [narration as Clementine acknowledges him by raising her coffee mug]
"Why do I fall in love with every woman I see that shows me the least bit of attention?"

Music:

Currently listening to:
embrace the end
Shai hulud
mewithoutyou
circa survive
every time I die
Team Sleep
the rise of silence
underoath
bob dylan
as cities burn

Movies:

saving private ryan
the sandlot
patton
goodfellas
Death Proof
Kids
The Outsiders
The Lost Boys
the boondock saints
tombstone
young frankenstein
willy wonka and the chocolate factory (the original one)
28 days later
the exorcism of emily rose
disney movies
hannibal
silence of the lambs
Red Dragon
star wars
Indiana Jones
seven
saw 1
the last samauri
rockstar
tommy boy
jay and silent bob strike back
slc punk
the fast and the furious movies
gone in 60 seconds
top gun
pulp fiction
almost famous
purple rain
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
requiem for a dream trainspotting BLOW

Television:

don't watch it anymore

Books:

the bible
WWII books
the divinci code
the genesis code
the phantom tollbooth
The Harry Potter Series
night
lord of the flies
Flags of our fathers
warlords
farfars war
in cold blood

Heroes:

mom.
god.
jesus.
family.
friends.

The Eagles

Timothy McTague

Jimmy Page

Dallas Taylor

Aaron Weiss

Anthony Green

My Blog

an odd parallel of blurred lines (4/19/08)

New poemTell me what ya think :-Dmy insight of my relationship/personal lifepersonified through music..hmmmmmthis ones a thinker haha"An Odd Parallel of Blurred Lines"I'm yours tonightSo come onThe ly...
Posted by .Benton. The Rook on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 02:04:00 PST

A poetic look at change in ones self

So I decided to write a poem tonightFor the first time in a long timeI don't know why really..I have been thinking about it a lot latelyAnd I've been saying I want to start writing againThen finally ...
Posted by .Benton. The Rook on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 12:44:00 PST

the story of a car ride

I just wanna jot down some thoughts. why is the car drive never long enough?only 2 more blocks and you would have held her hand1 more hour and you would have been able to say what you truly meantone m...
Posted by .Benton. The Rook on Wed, 16 May 2007 12:37:00 PST

the end of mozart season and my thank yous

i sit back every day almostand i look back on all that was going onand what went onand i want to cry every time i do.. i miss iti miss mozart seasoni miss how solid my life feltand how i felt like the...
Posted by .Benton. The Rook on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 01:42:00 PST

reform, redemption, and realizations of the heart

silence sweetheart oh silence yourself your voice raises your lips tremble I guess you're singing my praises paint my image black paint darker and darker until you can't see anything but my "shadow" t...
Posted by .Benton. The Rook on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 12:04:00 PST

welcome to the age of enlightenment, we've been expecting you

life is viewed in very intersting ways through one set of eyes it is hell and to another it is heaven delivering the release of those hellish days   most of us stare off into what we know as life...
Posted by .Benton. The Rook on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 01:15:00 PST

life as i now know it

swimming through the ambiance i look up and see a light this light pulls me close, and i think i'll take the chance   i exit the world of solitude into another place and i am faced with a happine...
Posted by .Benton. The Rook on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 04:28:00 PST

poem inspired by as cities burn and others

-can you hate a heart that loves?can you love a heart that hates?-can you create what you want to destroy?can you destroy what you create?-decisions made to change a lifemaybe only for a little bit-co...
Posted by .Benton. The Rook on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

memories

there are so many people out there that i have lost touch with.. don't speak too anymore.. am pretty cool friends with... aquaintances with.. or still hang out with everday.. that i have so many memor...
Posted by .Benton. The Rook on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

she knows..

was it forgotten? was it remembered? without a knowing without the truth i don't know what to do do i speak up.. do i back down let it all crumble to the ground is this my chance to stand ...
Posted by .Benton. The Rook on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST