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Umm, what would you like to know? Maybe what I think you'd like to know?Well "in real life" I'm not at all how most people perceive me on first, second or third impression.Quiet most of the time...
Not because I'm all that shy. I just get stuck in my head sometimes...well, a lot.
Although, I am super loud and sometimes I'll be doing too much when I'm drunk.
Ridiculous.Love locking myself in my room to paint, draw, make things...whatever it may be. Only I rarely let anyone outside family and very close friends see what I've done. It's a habit I'm hoping to break very soon.I sometimes I have no concept of boundaries.The beliefs and morals of society at large vastly differ from my little take on life.
I see things differently when it comes to beauty. I can look at a scuff on a white plastic patio chair and see an elaborate portrait. I love it and am seriously thankful for that ability.
I make up a lot of stories, but usually most people can tell that I am in fact just making it up. I don't go out of my way to lie and am pretty bad at it when I try to, but I love making shit up and love the people willing to indulge me when it comes to that.I tend to see past the present and unfortunately I haven't met a whole lot of people who do as well. If you don't know what i truly mean by this then you aren't one of those people.I really don't like being placed in a genre and will usually vent about that a lot when I'm drunk. It's silly.I find myself saying the word "sorry" a lot. I don't think it has anything to do with actually being sorry. I think it has a lot to do with not wanting to deal with helping certain people to see what's actually happening.
I'm always "in trouble" with someone, I don't think there is a day that goes by where someone isn't upset with my behavior. At some point someone's going to have to see that my behavior has everything to do with really dying to be myself and not being allowed to.
My ideal image for life is being surrounded by people who not only get me, but aren't afraid to allow me to get them. For people to trust me enough to know that my trust in them is valid and valued.
